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Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
One lonely flower awaits the dawn,
In a field so bare of light.
Awaits the sun to give it life,
In the cold dark of the night.

Icy winds that coldly blow,
The air is crisp and new.
The dawn brings the bird song,
To awaken the morning for you.

As the light of the day is dawning,
The lonely flower comes anew.
Each petal opens slowly,
To catch the fresh morning dew.

As the flower opens fully,
With the warmth of the sun on it's face.
Others begin to awake,
And fill natures empty space.

Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Sep 2015
The room grew still
As she made her way to Jesus
She stumbles through the tears that made her blind
She felt such pain
Some spoke in anger
Heard folks whisper
There's no place here for her kind
Still on she came
Through the shame that flushed her face
Until at last, she knelt before his feet
And though she spoke no words
Everything she said was heard
As she poured her love for the Master
From her box of alabaster

And I've come to pour
My praise on Him
Like oil from Mary's alabaster box
Don't be angry if I wash his feet with my tears
And I dry them with my hair
You weren't there the night He found me
You did not feel what I felt
When he wrapped his love all around me and
You don't know the cost of the oil
In my alabaster box

I can't forget the way life used to be
I was a prisoner to the sin that had me bound
And I spent my days
Poured my life without measure
Into a little treasure box
I'd thought I'd found
Until the day when Jesus came to me
And healed my soul
With the wonder of His touch
So now I'm giving back to Him
All the praise He's worthy of
I've been forgiven
And that's why
I love Him so much

And I've come to pour
My praise on Him
Like oil from Mary's alabaster box
Don't be angry if I wash his feet with my tears
And dry them with my hair (my hair)
You weren't there the night Jesus found me
You did not feel what I felt
When He wrapped his loving arms around me and
You don't know the cost of the oil
Oh, you don't know the cost of my praise
You don't know the cost of the oil
In my alabaster box
These are not my words it is a song by CECE WINANS
i want to share these words as they seem to fit me to a tee
I hope you enjoy them also...
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
Are you surfing tonight?
Will you email me tonight?
Are you sorry we drifted apart?

Dose your computer memory stray?
To that bright summer’s day
When I PM'd you,
And called you sweetheart.

Dose the chair next to your computer,
Seem empty and bare.
Do you gaze at you monitor,
And picture me there.

Is your heart filled with pain?
Shall I text him again?
Tell me dear; are you surfing to night?

I wonder if your chatting tonight,
They say the worlds a stage
And Facebook is where we met.

You chatted with me so freely,
And never missed a queue.
Then your emails changed,
You acted strange, and why i never knew.

Honey! you lied when you said you loved me,
I had no reason to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on reading your lies,
Than go on Facebook without you.

Now my screen is bare,
And am sitting here
With, "your blocked" all around

And if you won’t come and chat to me
Then they can close Facebook down.

Do you think me insane,
I'll never PM him again,
Tell me dear are you surfing tonight?
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
Secretly turning summer into fall
slowly creeping  upon us all
a slight chill a little dark
autumn begins to leave it's mark.

Winds blow  leaves rustle
people all start to hustle
quickly now as the leaves start to mellow
red, green, brown, and yellow..

wild life know it's time to sleep
burying themselves in the earth deep
the crisp biting air as you breath in the night
will one day turn to snow and make everywhere white.
Sheila Hackett Jan 2016
When the world is full of stinging tears
knowing that you are not what you are supposed to be
no one understands what you are going through
when you are born a he but feel she

The hurt you have at knowing you are wrong
the frustration of wanting to change
don't they know how hurt I feel
being trapped in the world of strange

If only they knew about how I feel
with eve I have more in common
If only I could be what I am
born man but wanting to be women

Sheila..
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
I was born with a sense of humor,
That has got me into so much bother.
I try to be good, like my mother told me i should,
But come on "Pull The Other".....

I know that i laugh, when i should be serious,
I know that i laugh when i should be sad.
I know that i laugh when someone trips in the street,
And lets face it a pie in the mush is so sweet.

OK i will be serious,
I will try to act like an adult.
I will conduct myself in a proper decent way,
And be a miserable ****** as a result....

Sheila
19/11/2014
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
In a body that is worn and broken,
But my spirit is intact and alert.
Although i can not communicate,
My feelings can be hurt.

It may seem like, i am not listening,
my mind is somewhere not known to you.
But i am fully aware of my surroundings,
You think i cannot communicate “ But i do“

I scream at you, for attention,
I shout for you to give me time.
Please take the time to listen,
I do live in this body of mine.

My limbs are stiff and immobile,
I can not run and my arms will never be open.
But inside, i am still a person,
Even though my body is broken.

Sheila
17/11/2014
Cat
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
Cat
I have a paw on my nose,
as I try to have a lie in.
I have a purring in my ear,
as I turn over to ignore.
soft purring and needing in,
the middle of my back.
make my muffled cry's,
of stop it! go unheard.  
when it stops I relax,
and drift off back to sleep.
then all of a sudden,
Meow, meow, meow.
A cat wanting breakfast,
is a fearsome thing to behold.
looks like I am well trained
I consider myself well told.

Sheila
17/11/2014
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
Looking through the tower door,
Just a walk down the hall.
In a dark forgotten corner,
Leaning against the wall.

A long forgotten treasured friend,
So lonely in her place.
Is a doll called Christina,
Wearing a dress of satin and lace.

Opening up the tower door,
Discovering the long forgotten toy.
With a thick covering of Firefly dust,
The girl gave a smile of joy.

She lifted up dusty Christina,
And cleaned her pretty face.
A smile spread across her lips,
I have for you the very place.

The child took Christina,
And loved her for many years.
Through all the years of laughter,
And the many sad long tears.

The young girl grew to a young lady,
And Christina was with her all the way.
Until a new little girl came into the tower,
And took Christina home to play.

Sheila
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
Christmas spent alone remembering brighter times,
Cuddled on the sofa with me and mine.
Children snuggled in bed dreaming with glee,
about all the presents under the Christmas tree.

A light sprinkle of snow just starting to fall,
fire burning bright all cosy and warm.
the twinkling of the decorations as they catch the fires glow.
not long till morning now.

I wake cold and in pain,
looks like I fell asleep on the chair again.
Dreaming of decorations! but no Christmas tree,
no warm sparkling fire to comfort me.

No body want's to know when you get old,
just a forgotten old lady sat in the cold.
I wonder what happened to those good Christmas times?
sat under the warm blanket waiting for Christmas to arrive.

Sheila.
18-12-2014
Sheila Hackett Apr 2015
It's mental the things we do,
risking all for that one last rush.
When there is nothing left to lose,
at times do you think, "I am ready to meet god"

Your head spins in a haze of confusion,
why me? what dose life have against me?
An unwilling victim of this cruel and lonely existence,
life of pain, life of hurt, life of the unfair.

And all the experts will say is,
get over yourself, nothing is that bad.
Well get this! you so called experts,
Dead! is very very bad...

Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
Crystal clear waters,
A cool gentle breeze.
The quiet of the ocean,
Where life lives and breathes.

The rain starts to fall,
One drop at a time.
Then more and more,
To create a tide.

The white water falls,
And kisses the sand.
Like the soft touch,
Of god's gentle hand.

The beauty of the sea,
It is willing to share.
And gives of its life,
With love and tender care.

We sit in wonder,
Of the mysteries of the deep.
Then leave it to grow,
With restful sleep.

Sheila..
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
Just thought I would write a letter,
To tell you how I feel
I know you think me feeble
But that's part of my appeal
I know that I haven't been the best parent
And sometimes I can be a pain
But given my life over
A would give birth to you all over again
Being a mum isn't easy
There are lots that I have to learn
But to get the respect you need from me
Sadly you have to earn
So when I moan that you neglect me
And I am in need of attention from you
Just remember the time I have unconditionally given
And all the things that I did for you...

All My Love
Mum...
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
Entry...
It's Sunday 20-7=2008 Rainy with a hint of sunshine.
Dear Diary
There are lots of things to write about,
I'm not sure where to start.
Could start at the beginning,
A man broke my heart.

I forgot my money for the bus,
I snapped a heal as well.
Lost my key to the front door,
And my hair looks like hell.

I've got a date for later,
A man I have fancied for a while.
Must try not to make a fool of myself,
So I'll sit, and listen, and smile.

I really have to go now,
Cant wait to meet my Danny,
So bye for now dear diary,
See you tomorrow, "Love Annie".
Sheila Hackett Apr 2015
1965 I am 11 years old,
sun is streaming into my room.
no mobile to occupy me,
no internet to distract me.

I wash and dress myself,
and think on what the day brings.
No worries no pressure from others,
all I have to do is be happy.

Why didn't life stay like that?
all nice and sunny and warm.
but no; life marches on,
to the beat for the worlds drum.

2015 and me now 50 years on,
lost in a world of speed.
of technology and cruelty,
cyber bullies and trolls

Please give me back my happy time,
take me back to the quiet of the eleven year old.
Sat pondering what all 11 year old's do,
I want to be a Princess and meet my prince charming.

But life is never that simple
and the eleven year old in me is dead...

Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Jan 2015
It's January and the tiredness of December is but a memory
now the blues really starts to set in!
"Money GONE"
"Excitement GONE"
"Anticipation GONE"
there is only January left,
and the curse of the credit card is upon us..
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
Distant drumming of the thunder,
Calls my soul back to mother earth.
Tiredness overwhelms me,
I have lived my worth.

My old feathers are worn,
My war paint faded and cracked.
My mount, is old and beaten,
The old ways are not coming back.

The eagle flies in preparation,
For my flight to the land of shadows.
I see my path before me,
My life's journey only borrowed.

The rain cleanses mother earth,
Washing away the stain.
The years of damage man has done,
Has become a weight of pain.

Mother earth is now calling me home,
To join my soul with hers.
I will live no more forever,
And help replenish the earth.

Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
When it seems as though nobody really cares,
and the people you know just turn away.
Those you love should be there for you
and you are lost for so many words to say.

The comforting color of the embers glow,
it's golden light filling the room.
Lost for words as you stare at the flame,
It's light! brightening the gloom.

Ebony eyes that shines like a pearl,
Looking deep into the dark cold night.
what wonders have those eyes seen,
As they shine so iridescently bright.

Mysteries the eyes portray and see,
the wonders in my soul so deep.
Never telling the stories that they learn,
until I fall fast asleep.
Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
My loving Child "I miss you"
Every second you are gone I cry.
With endless love I left you sleeping,
The day we said goodbye.

As your eyes closed for the last time,
You took with you half of my heart.
One day we will be together,
As it was from the start.

Until the day I join you,
And once again we are side by side.
My loving child I will miss you,
Every second you are gone "I will cry".

Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
Catch the spirit that passes you by,
look into it's soul that hides behind the eyes
the dark that resides there is pure evil
slowly it passes you not wanting to stop
as it searches for it's own release..

Follow the dark to the edge of the light,
humble is your soul amongst mankind
you are not special! but a life amongst many
vying for recognition to the holy spirit.

Kneel to the sound of your own silent death,
be thankful that you were spared
close your eyes and take the sleep.

A sense of peace washes over you,
your last sigh is recorded for all eternity.

Rest my brave enigmatic solder, "you have done enough".

Sheila
29-11-2014.
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
Evening! and the song of the birds dies away,
and the first light of the moon shines through the clouds
the night brings solace, a sense of cold to my bones
I sit here on my porch, waiting for the night air to strike
and once again he hasn't come my lover of the night,

A scream in the dark makes my heart skip a beat
he is here! I can feel him, so close like a flash of light
he is beside me his hot breath on the nape my neck
at last he has come to take me to the place of the undead
And he and I will live forever in the dark
I am a vampire fan lol
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
God give me strength,
To fight the powers that be.
God give me strength,
To stop the attacks on me.

I never asked for the beatings,
Or the kick to the stomach I received.
I only wanted to please him,
I didn't try to deceive.

It really wasn't my fault,
I tried to make things right.
I don't remember picking up the knife,
making me fight for my life.

Now I am in virtual prison,
For trying to protect my own.
And my loving violent husband,
Will no longer be found at home.

Sheila.
20/11/2014
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
Falling on to the ground,
I crumpled in despair.
I know that you are gone for ever,
No longer to be there.

Your face, is in every young man i see,
Your walk, your hairstyle, your smile.
Thought I saw you, in town today,
My heart skipped a beat by a mile.

You were young and loving,
Had a family, a wife.
Four beautiful children,
Such a perfect life.

But your time had come,
And you went home.
And you left your family,
All alone.

Good memories we have,
Of you and your smile.
And our memory of you,
Will last a long while.

Sheila
For my son who died Nine Years ago today
R.I.P. Kraig we love and miss you every day x
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
I wake up in the mornings light
And your face is in my mind
You are the spark within my life
  The one I dream of all the time.

My world is based around you
I light up when you are there
You are the smile upon my lips
The wind in my hair.

With every single breath i take
My self control wanes
We are just a pair of snowflakes
On a heated window pain.

You are the candle, that lights the dark
The water flowing in the stream
Your every flower blooming in the park
And every whisper in my dreams.

I know this is not forever
And all the good days must end
But i close my eyes and think of you
And let my heart pretend.

I see you there amongst the embers
Just the flicker that's in the flame
Yet you're just someone who passes me
That catches the morning train
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
A small inanimate object,
just a piece of calved shiny wood.
Could bring so much attention,
As only beautiful wood could.

It’s uses is that of so many,
as a sculpture to help those to create.
others to inspire imagination,
and many to help them to paint.

As a dummy to help with demonstrations,
As a muse for inspiration to the mind.
As a companion for those that are lonely,
All built to a dummies design...**

Sheila
16/11/2014
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
Who am I kidding! I know that I can't write the words,
I think I can; and I put them together
But I know that they are nothing
They mean; nothing.

What was I thinking of,
Why did I think I should
To me words are meaningless
I am a failure to ever think I could.

This is not what I am meant to be doing,
All my life I failed in the things that I try to do
So this is just one more failure
Add this to my list along side you.

What am I?
What is my purpose in this sad and lonely place?
Did I ever have all that I wanted
Yes I did! the moment I saw your face.

Sheila..
8/11/2014
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
It's imposable to catch the wind
or stop the rain from crying
To stop the birds from singing
or stop a child from lying.

you cannot catch the wind
or prevent the rain from crying
The birds will always sing
children will never stop lying.

Just lie back and enjoy
the journeys life long ride
you know your on the right path
when it brings a tear to your eye.

Sheila..
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
So sick of listening,
To the sound of my own tears.
I try to hide my emotions from the world,
But i cant hide them from you.

Every now and then,
I try just a little bit harder.
But it doesn't heal the pain of knowing,
You don't see me that way.

As my night tears start to form,
The morning dew on the ground.
And the flowers fill the air with fragrances,
That fills my head with the scent of you.

My troubled heart,
Is still in the dark of my sorrow.
You only choose me when you are hurting,
Why don't you see me, hold me, chose me.

But you don't see my saddened eyes,
Blurring with tears.
As again my heart becomes shattered,
Into thousands of little pieces.

Being consumed by darkness,
Loosing all hope.
Of your arms to hold me together,
I once again fade into the shadows.

I see you In the arms of another,
And my heart is broken once more.
Will I just be the best friend for ever,
Just the girl from next door.
Sheila Hackett Apr 2015
When you spend so long living in the dark
You'll do anything to run towards the faintest light
Being a big size is miserable
Always in pain..

Can't do anything on your own
When pain has destroyed your life
And made living imposable
It can take something just as painful to restore it.

Sheila..
Sheila Hackett Feb 2015
When the sun descends from view,
Can our love be so warm and true.
I love you dear, as heaven knows,
Sleep brings dreams of sweet repose.
All you are is the sweetest rose,
Night time fades as the daylight grows.
With care, read the first word in every line,
You will there a question find.

Sheila..
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
As we meet in love tonight;
Sweetest harmony will be ours.
Ever faithful to one another,
As we pass these happy hours.

Our hearts as one are pure,
And white as driven snow.
The more we think of each other,
The more our love will grow.

In purity of mind,
In his heart there is me.
Turn your thoughts into love,
when he talks in accents sweet.

Feathered wings bring my favorite hour,
With a rising event of life, It is now clear.
The seed of life now planted,
Each blessing to my lips more dear.
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
A great big thanks for being there,
To tend to all my needs,
The friendly talks the endless walks.
The Fuss, the Fun, the Feeds,

I am always groomed so clean I gleam,
Kept free from doggy germs,
You aim to please DE-flea my fleas,
Wage war when I have worms,

They tempt me with tasty treats,
I never have to beg,
And if i howl you sometimes scowl.
Like when I fancy your leg,

It isn't all one sided though,
There are things I do for you,
Like greet you with glee so hard,
I wee, Bark, blow-off, and poo.
Sheila Hackett May 2015
Many Roads i have traveled,
To see the way of the mankind.
Many lives i have lived through,
To satisfy my mind.

Each time i walk the journey,
To find what it means to me.
Every time i live a new life,
It's never what it appears to be.

The many lives i have been through,
The end is still the same.
Returning back to the home world,
And living my life again.

A better understanding,
Of what it is i must do.
I know were i am going,
It's to get back home to you.

No matter how many times i live this life,
To expand my horizon alone.
I know that you will be waiting,
So i think i will go on home.

Sheila..
Sheila Hackett Apr 2015
I wish for something better,
Yet the truth remains my dream.
As I trudge along my life,
Lost of purpose; caught in strife.

Melodies of memories play,
in my heart and soul.
The emptiness of missing notes,
sounds out into a void.

Reminding me of my purpose,
has most simply been destroyed.
Undertones and rumors,
now form my reality.

Clinging to my conscious,
with a crass sad vitality.
It would be futile as they must always win,
The key to my disquiet lives so very deep within.

Sheila...
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
I hold you softly against your gentleness,
Breathing the smell of your fresh new life.
I have waited for you for such a long time,
I will protect you from trouble and strife.

But now you're here my sweet baby,
My heart no longer aches.
I will nurture you my darling,
No matter how long it takes.

Your face is so innocent,
And your nature so sweet.
Your small delicate fingers,
Your dainty little feet.

At last you are with me,
You are mine to keep.
Hush my darling baby,
Rest your head and sleep.

Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
My dad decided to leave us,
But before he left “he said”
I don't want any tears for me,
I just want laughter instead.

“I know” you don't want me to go,
And left up to me, I would stay.
But I have been called back home,
So I must leave you today.

With that my father left me,
and my heart turned to stone.
the only way I can speak to him,
Is with gods telephone.

So every night, I sit and pray,
And talk with my dear old dad.
And remember the times he made me laugh,
And the fun times that we had.

So goodbye dad “I love you”
Thanks for the laughter and loving home.
memories we share together,
When I use gods telephone.

Sheila.
Miss you dad.
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
Put the photo away now mum,
You know he is not coming back.
His life is gone away from us,
It's to us, your love we lack.

It hurts me to see mum so sad,
She sits for hours in his space.
She doesn't really understand,
Why she can no longer see his face.

My mum is a survivor,
I can see it in her face.
But she can not quite understand,
Why her husband, is no longer
In her space.

*
Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Jan 2016
My mind tries to reason why,
I am climbing up the stairs.
And when i finally get to the top,
I forget why i am there.

I stand and try to remember,
But the picture is very vague.
So i turn myself around,
And go back down again.

At the bottom i remember,
Why i tried to climb the stairs.
I was going up to heaven,
To leave my soul up there.

Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
The sun is shining,
As my mother gathers the fruit.
Father tends the horses,
As my brother digs for roots.

It's time to gather the harvest,
The cold wind has turned it's hand.
We no longer follow the buffalo,
We can not roam the land.

Now all the nations,
Have moved and gone.
We search for any food,
But we find there is none.

Face colors have faded from my father,
He no longer paints them on.
Grandfather says we are dieing,
All the native traditions have gone.

Father sits alone,
Reflecting life around the fire.
Mother sits weaving her blanket,
Dreaming of her hopes and desires.

Grandfather prays to spirit,
Please bring a fresh new day.
Grandmother never recovered,
From the sound the thunder sticks made.

Grandmother now lies with the spirits,
We sent her tired soul home.
Grandfather will soon be with her,
Then he will no longer be alone.

My name is, "Night Of Shining Moon"
And i do not understand.
How humans could **** one another,
For the sake of a piece of land.

Mother says! i am the future,
I hold the power of rebirth.
To make our nation strong again,
To roam upon this earth.
Sheila Hackett May 2015
The echo of light, once more fades into the night
And the dark once again is upon us devoid of life
Candle light shining the soft glow of false sun
giving hope, and comfort with it’s sparkling light

Warmth is absent, in the cold dark of the night
shivering under the blankets given by those that care
shun not the beggar in the street
Circumstances have placed him there,

The rain starts to fall in his make shift world
Every drop a step nearer to the end game
As he dreams of better times he had
His heart aches, as the daylight brings more of the same.

Sheila
Sheila Hackett May 2015
It's rather easy to
shine in the light,
But to glow in the dark
that's just magic!

Keep the light in your soul
and then the dark
won't seem so scary....**

Sheila..
Sheila Hackett May 2015
I have woven a parachute
out of everything broken,
I am grieving for me,
the me I have lost.

My mind knows I am here,
I just wished I could explain.
As long as I live,
I will not let the world make me bitter.

I just want to be OK again!
You may be out of my sight.
But not out of my soul,
It demands to be felt..

Sheila...
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
How long must she wait?
When will her desires be met?
When will it all be over?
The bitter sting of regret.

All she wanted; was love,
Someone to hold her for life.
The soul-mate that she longed for,
The one to make her his wife.

And as she sits and waits;
For the love she so desires.
Her head rest in slumber,
Her eyes grow heavy and tired.

Tomorrow is a brand new dawning,
Where she will wait another day.
One day her soul-mate will find her,
And take her far away.

She sits and waits for her love,
The one she most desires.
And soon he will be with her,
Before her eyes grow tired.

Her body heaves a sigh now,
And her breathing is shallow and slow.
"Her love" is right beside her,
Saying "come we have to go"

And as he takes her hand in his,
She feels lighter than air.
She hasn't even noticed,
She has left her body there.
Sheila Hackett Jan 2016
I Drink! - to blot out the world,
I Drink! - to make sense of the pain.
I Drink! - to forget of my misfortunes,
I Drink! - to suppress the insane.

I Drink! - as life dealt me a meaningful crack,
I Drink! - as I am as low as I can go.
I Drink! - as no one could love me,
I Drink! - as no one would stoop that low.

I Drink! - for I need courage,
I Drink! - for i need the reassurance of man.
I Drink! - for to blot out the voices,
I Drink! - because I can.

Sheila..
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
I am a man locked in a cell,
Not a slave; not a free man.
I am trained to fight, trained to ****
A man trapped in hell.

My cloths are simple and *****,
And the food is tasteless, bland.
A bowl of slop, is all I get,
That is all that is put in my hand.

I am trained to fight to stay alive,
From hour upon hour.
Until I can hardly move a muscle,
Or until I can hardly stand.

But I will be free one day,
To live the life I deserve.
To fight for freedom, and my right to live,
To put my family first.

I died to save the people from slavery,
And my bones were burned to dust.
But I live on in history,
My name is Spartacus!!

Sheila..
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
Oh My God! it's back again,
I am sure I killed it yesterday.
Quick get the swatter from the cupboard,
Before it inflicts any pain.

Just look at the size of the ******,
I think it's grown a meter or two.
The swine! it's heading in my direction,
Quick I'll bat it over to you.

There it is! just, "**** It"
"Oh my God" it's going to get me this time.
That's it I am off out of here,
You can deal with the swine.

I am not going back in there,
Unless my head is covered with a cloth.
I really hate the little monsters,
Those flapping flying Moths...
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
I saw the light but refused it,
I was offered a place by "God's" side,
It would of been so Easy,
If I had just surrender and died.

The light was so inviting,
The warmth of the glow in the mist.
All I had to do was surrender,
But again I decided to resist.

A soothing voice started to call to me,
This way! its easy you see.
All you have to do is let go,
And bring yourself to me.

Again I heard in the distance,
Do it again this time do it right.
Clear the command was spoken,
I was dragged back away from the light.

Thank god I heard a voice say,
Thank god she is back from the dead.
Your going to be alright now,
Your staying with us instead.

Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Nov 2014
Nails painted but cracked and repaired,
makeup applied but new on top of old
clothes appear clean but with a musty old smell
her hair loosely done ******* with a scarf
once had a style and has seen better days,
she wanders into the bar she has entered so many times
looking for that one person to make her reason rhyme
but the barman reminds her in the fact she is bard
and ends up on the street where life is hard
no one cares about her drug filled abuse
she will wander the streets until her death has an excuse..

Sheila
27-11-2014
Sheila Hackett Dec 2014
The feeling of loneliness I must contend,
The knowing that the stares are those of despise.
Every bite is scrutinized by disapproving eyes,
Making me feel guilty for eating to stay alive.

They look upon me as an outcast,
A freak to make fun of when ever they like,
They don't see the hurt in my eyes.
Saying I should only be let out at night.

I am no different than the next person,
I have feelings the same as you.
Just because I am different,
Doesn't mean I don't want love to.

If only I was skinny,
And all my clothes fitted me skin tight.
I would sway down the high street,
Instead of waiting for the dead of night.

Persecuted because I was born different,
A few extra pounds here and there.
I know what people are thinking,
She's eating in public! How dose she dare.?

Sheila.
Sheila Hackett Oct 2014
Gridlocked into the moment,
pursuing the wants of my needs
I came upon a lonely soul
and asked him to do the deed.

He looked at me with staring eyes,
and I could feel the coldness within
I have come here to ask you a question! "I said"
And he motioned for me to come in.

Do you have what I asked for?
said the man with that look in his eyes
yes i managed to get some
and he grabbed the package in surprise.

I asked if he still had what I came for,
he said yes it's in the next room
wait here and i will get it for you
Off he went with a look of doom.

He emerged out of the kitchen,
a little puppy in his hand
yes that's him he is adorable
lets go before he changes is mind.
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