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shayla ennis Apr 2014
what befalls when  a women
sheds her humanity
on the pages of a diary

she watches the altercation
slip away
her consciousness lies alone

their waiting for others
to care to read

you may see a split soul that weeps

when you see my words
my feelings
you see that we are not perfect

I've been on my knees
invoking
anticipating

what happens to a soul
that bleeds
trapped inside it's own
emotions

do we relinquish
our feelings
to a broken personality
that bleeds

letting it consume us
falling apart
unable to forget the pain

by scarlet rose
inspired by three doors down
shayla ennis Apr 2014
looking back
to the Beginning
just me all alone
living in fear
moving through life like a current
wights pulling me down

looking back
lost from being someone else
trying to find me

can i be saved
from the darkness
that's my world

can i be my own self
that shines
can i dream

does my world always carry
a dark door
does anyone care for the
words i wright

by scarlet rose
this poem was inspired my that music group called 3 doors down and two of there songs "let me be myself", it's not my time"
shayla ennis Apr 2014
you stand out in the crowd
under the shinning stars
when you move

the blazing fire follows
this is how it started

i first saw you like this
you siren called me
dancing like a gypsy

you do this to everyone
with out care
you leave broken hearts
behind

everyone sees you at a distance
you show no accord
to their pain

we mean nothing to you
just another trophy
you collect

by scarlet rose
shayla ennis Apr 2014
they don't know me
nothing about me
not a thing

walking down the sidewalk
hearing whispers
nasty mean words

these words they speak
out of jealously
but they still bring pain

there only lies
they no nothing about me
not even trying to get to know me

feeling lost
can't make friends
everyone always laughing

they no nothing of who i am
what i may be
where i'm going

there words mean nothing as i grow
while they stay small
their words only bring silence

they no nothing about me
i'm the only one who knows me
everything there is to know

by scarlet rose
shayla ennis Mar 2014
So many confusions
Thoughts in a struggle
Why does this happen

Anger in my soul
Sadness in my thoughts
Confusion in my mind

Can we not get along
Is understanding si hard
Must there always be anger

Emotion why do we have it
It only brings pain
Never happiness

Thoughts are they necessary
When they only cause greef

Confusion alway makes things end
So what makes begings

Where is my beging
Where is my unanswered questions

Is anything real or is it just my imagination of what should be

by scarlet rose
shayla ennis Feb 2014
the beat of thunder upon the land,
a broken red teardrop on my hand,
smashed remains upon the snow,
my thundering spirit the only sound,
soul of ice,
frozen in space,
far at distance,
lighting shines,
whispers of sprites through the leaves,
songs being carried on the snowflakes,
secrets hidden that none shall speak,
mirrored anger made true,
unseen emblem filled with dread,
spirit wrenching agony,
another day,
pieces of a craked soul,
patched together yet shaken apart,
flare to flames,
soul of ice turned to crystal,
gleaming shards of rhinestone eyes,
this spirit of ice the only link,
shackled in fire,
bound by metal,
each day wearing on,
the last sheds of hope long gone,
in fields of snow,
of diamond,
the sprites lie waiting for the sacrifice,
that is this soul of frozen ice

by scarlet rose
shayla ennis Feb 2014
we are still,
eyes swollen,
a moon in each,
in the center,
death,
ribboned with smoke,
wispers across water,
so quite,
the other side,
all that will remain of me,
a red hill ahead,
black snakes sliding into the water,
making the moon shiver,
i cross the bridge,
bones it is made of,
sunk deep in red water,
dark as the blood we bare,
as screams resonance,
sinks into flame,
eyes filled with fear

by scarlet rose
inspired by the words from "night ambush", "bamboo bridge" by Doug Anderson.
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