I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I don't expect you to shower me with love,
But a text saying beautiful or my love,
Would simply make my day.

Frozen with fear,
It's YOU who stands before me.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I don't get a rush of excitement when I see you anymore,
It's a feeling you can't describe.
You have made me feel bad enough,
To the point where I don't want to see you.
I don't know if you care for me as much as I care for you,
And for that reason,
I'm heartbroken.

If I ended up in the hospital,
Because of a serious condition,
Would you call me to ask how I'm doing,
Or text me...

I'm not good enough for him.

Neglect is the worst form of pain.

The worst part of us,
Is that you have no idea,
How badly you've hurt me.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

Just so angry,
At way too many people.
I feel really unhealthy...

"God bless the broken road,
That led me straight to you."
God bless life and its gift,
That helped me find you.
God bless each and every day,
That helped me start anew.
God bless the broken heart,
That saw faith and warmth in you.

You'll never know what people are thinking,
So don't torture yourself.

Everyone deserves a second chance in life,
But a third? fourth? fifth???

Looking back on my past life,
I can proudly say,
That right now,
I am okay.

Why do I sit here constantly pressing a button on my phone,
To make it light up,
Only to not see a text from my ex.
I'm trying to move on,
After all, he treated me like garbage,
but why do I still wait for his text?!
I'm losing my mind,
And I'm trying my best to move on in my life,
And distance myself from him for a while,
Only it's not working out,
I'm still waiting for his text.
Why?????????

Valentines day
Brings happiness to people
Candy hearts
That melt in your mouth
The aroma of flowers
In a scented garden
Waiting to be picked
Gold and silver rings
Wishing to be bought
People buying presents and gifts
Asking for marriages
Showing all their love and care
The tranquility of many
A day of relaxation
Mainly to enjoy the beauty of this day
And to cherish it while it lasts.

I just want to recieve that letter,
Of acceptance or rejection.

If he starts talking to you,
He finds you cute.
If he keeps talking to you,
He is interested in you.
If he flirts with you,
He wants to get to know you.
If he asks you out,
He wants to see a different side of you.
If he kisses you,
He is experimenting with you.
If he asks you out again,
He finds you appealing.
If he becomes comforatable around you,
He likes you.
If he becomes reserved around your family,
He's respecting you.
If he says sweet things to you,
He finds you beautiful.
If he hugs you for more than ten seconds,
He's been hurting and needs you.
If he kisses you passionately,
He really likes you.
If he holds your hand,
He believes you are a couple now.
If he makes you laugh,
He is very fond of your personality.
If he wants to get more intimate with you,
He cares very much about you.
If he listens to you,
He is becoming very close with you.
If he smiles and looks in your eyes,
He doesn't want to let you go.
If he shares his life with you,
He is falling for you.
If he forgets at first, but comes back to hug you, "goodbye,"(temporarily)
He really is the greatest guy.
If he treats you well,
He wants to be with you.
If he does things just for you,
He loves you.
If he buys you meaningful things,
He really cares about you.
If he has you on his mind most of the time,
He's in love with you.
If you love him with all your heart,
And he loves you with all his heart,
Then he's the one.

What does it matter anymore,
That I'm so caught up in two malicious girls,
I will be heading far far away in a jiffy,
Experiencing a whole new world.
And prom?
Is so overrated,
Only the happiest of them go,
Without ever being hated...
I've learned too many lessons in life,
That my broken heart can take,
So let me run far away.
Oh, the everlasting memories I'd make!
Why is there so much hatred amongst us?!
And why can't there be sanity and peace amongst all,
Why does it have to be a battle every time,
I get up and knowingly fall.

Spilling your heart out onto someone who won't care,
Contemplating all the love we shared.
Love?
Ha, it cannot be so,
A boy as book smart as you should know.
Was it ever love?
Or just you "above?"
Something inside me has already died,
And yet the pain can never subside.
You've unknowingly broken my heart in two,
Well at least I know the real you.
Your immaturity is never-ending,
But too much time I'm spending,
Dreaming unwanted dreams,
Though never as it seems,
Why did I ever say, "I love you,"
Figured I'm not the one for you.
You seem oblivious in everything you do,
You've hurt me deeply; black and blue.
Why do I still dream of you,
If only this feeling I could undo,
Because you make me more than depressed,
You think I'm impressed?
But I'm never going to hide my pain again,
After all, this is the end.
I'm free to excel in life,
Without the pain of a sharp knife,
Stabbing at my heart,
Thank God we're apart!
I'm at a place now where I can be free,
From all the pain you've caused me; all the misery.

I saw you lying motionlessly on the hospital bed,
Why couldn't you have me there instead!
My heart spoke a thousand words that day,
Hoping it would make your pain go away.
How can my heart feel so hurt,
I feel like you left me stranded, in the dirt.
Something feels incomplete for me,
I'm heartbroken, you see.
Why did you suddenly have to go,
Yet suffered so much pain, much too slow.
Where did you go,
How will I know?
You were fine when I was there for you,
But when I left, it couldn't be true...
You will never know,
How much I've loved you so.
We didn't see each other much,
But we always kept in touch.
You will never understand,
I can't even even hold your hand.
I can't make your heart warmer today,
Because you disappeared in the mist of day.
I don't understand...
I will never understand...
But at least you are no longer in pain,
Yet I will never see you again.
You changed my life forever,
You were the sweetest grandma ever.
I feel the need to run,
Now that your pain is done.
I loved you more than anything from the start,
For you have been something really special,
Deep inside in my heart.

RIP Grandma <3

He called me last night,
And I was in complete shock,
Because he's just that desperate,
To tease me, exploit me, and irritate me beyond belief.

*Thank God I didn't answer it and haven't spoken to him for a while now.

Agitated am I,
As to why I cannot express my heart,
I've met my limitation,
As just a start.
I sat here for hours,
Staring at the blank sheet of paper,
Having unwanted thoughts in my head,
Hearing nothing but the water vapor.
What happened to my abilities,
Where I was never stressed and had no fear,
I over think everything now,
Take a good look at me; I'm shear.
I've lost my self-confidence,
Always critisize my work,
Why can't I write to perfection?
I must be going beserk!
Empty and lost,
With nothing to say,
I have a writer's block,
To this day.

I GOT WORK TONIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD­DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

"You live, you learn,
You laugh, you learn,
You cry, you learn...you learn."

You love, you smile,
You help, you smile,
You remember, you smile...you smile.

You bleed, you cry,
You lose, you cry,
You don't know why, you cry...you cry.

You think, you wonder,
You try, you wonder,
You work, you wonder...you wonder.

You take action, you care
You excel, you care,
You call, you care...you care.

You understand, you love,
You remember, you love,
You see things clearly, you love...you love.

Overrated.