Looking back on my past life,
I can proudly say,
That right now,
I am okay.

If he starts talking to you,
He finds you cute.
If he keeps talking to you,
He is interested in you.
If he flirts with you,
He wants to get to know you.
If he asks you out,
He wants to see a different side of you.
If he kisses you,
He is experimenting with you.
If he asks you out again,
He finds you appealing.
If he becomes comforatable around you,
He likes you.
If he becomes reserved around your family,
He's respecting you.
If he says sweet things to you,
He finds you beautiful.
If he hugs you for more than ten seconds,
He's been hurting and needs you.
If he kisses you passionately,
He really likes you.
If he holds your hand,
He believes you are a couple now.
If he makes you laugh,
He is very fond of your personality.
If he wants to get more intimate with you,
He cares very much about you.
If he listens to you,
He is becoming very close with you.
If he smiles and looks in your eyes,
He doesn't want to let you go.
If he shares his life with you,
He is falling for you.
If he forgets at first, but comes back to hug you, "goodbye,"(temporarily)
He really is the greatest guy.
If he treats you well,
He wants to be with you.
If he does things just for you,
He loves you.
If he buys you meaningful things,
He really cares about you.
If he has you on his mind most of the time,
He's in love with you.
If you love him with all your heart,
And he loves you with all his heart,
Then he's the one.

Just stop trying to be someone who you're not,
Because evidently, it hurts a lot.
Stop the staring and wishing to be someone that's not you,
All the unwanted thoughts passing through.
A head filled with endless wants and needs,
Desire for illusions, my helpless heart bleeds.
Stop all the complaining and fuss,
With all the fights, who’s to trust?
You are not inferior to any of thee,
But through those faded pupils, can you see?
Do you notice the world around you?
Or are you too oblivious, so lost, so blue?
Just get over your interrogating feelings of doubt,
Strive beyond your abilities; go all out.
Know what to expect from your actions,
Superior or inferior, the omnipotent fraction.
Simply love yourself and only you,
Forget the haters with nothing better to do.
Handle life's challenges in a way a unified manner,
Instead of debating who is tanner.
Live for the moment and appreciate all the love,
You have always received near and above.
Stop fooling with your mind,
Sobbing away till clearly blind.
Let yourself know we all think differently through everything,
That without you, it'd be lifeless; all the personality you bring.
We all have the power to try,
maybe then our minds won't die.
Try something riveting and new,
Something you are proud to call you.
Stop trying to love thee,
A fool, a coward you would be.
Love yourself above all,
But care for others and proudly stand tall.
Yes, I said love and not hate,
break past the open gate.
Express yourself for what you want,
Easing of tensions, by detente.
Stop all the excuses and lying,
The unreal attitude you have, the fake crying.
Trapped in portieres,
All the feelings of distrust, how unfair!
So let’s close the portieres of guilt,
And cover up with a nice, warm quilt.
A good night’s rest will do the trick,
For a poor one, who's psychologically sick.
It will help alleviate the pain,
To feel some comfort, once again.
Stop hurting yourself and feeling down,
That ashamed, guilty, timid frown.
You will learn to love,
And give those unjust feelings a great shove.
Go have fun and smile wide,
Because no matter what, when, where, why...
Everybody is on your side.

I stand atop a hill,
Right in the thick of love,
Deeply pondering my thoughts,
From high, up above.
It was not until I saw your face,
Did my heart slowly start to pound,
Envisioning nothing more than blurriness,
From all around.
As I look into your eyes,
I can’t help but form a luminous smile,
A feeling that comes only within,
And appears all the worthwhile.
How did I find such a worthy guy?
Respectful and sincere beyond belief,
Loving and very much admirable,
Attractive, heartwarming, with perfect teeth.
I stand atop a hill,
Embracing you with loving arms,
Kissing your lips with passion,
Discovering all you’re charms.
You leave me in much suspense,
Every time we unite,
You’re love to me exceeds all expectations,
A feeling oh, so right!
So much freedom,
We endure,
As we embark on new adventures,
With much to explore.
I stand atop a hill,
Smiling endlessly through the night,
Because I know you’re always there for me,
Always shining bright. <3

Her name is Ava,
An autistic girl who just needs love,
A beautiful angel sent to us,
From almighty God, up above.
She's in her own little world,
That is far from here,
What she doesn't know is that she's loved,
An innocent girl who lives in fear.
She may be aggressive at times,
Disobey the rules and cry,
But she can't help her actions,
We can only hope and try.
I can empathize with her,
I can cry like her as well,
But I will never see the world through Ava's eyes,
A girl with much to tell.

I am lost without your love,
Frozen without your warmth,
Hidden without your existence.

I know it's hard for us to see each other,
But I wanted to tell you,
You make life worth living every day.