You look better
When you're smiling
Doors of ivory hide unease

Your smile looks better
When your spiraling
Down down chutes of self appease

And I look better
When you're defiling
All the things that live to please.

There's nothing more
I'd like to say
Then how much I love you
On Valentine's Day.

We have been
Through thick and thin
From start to end
From here to there again.

I wish I could give you
Anything you desire
The world and it's treasures
And the Lord's holy fire.

My heart belongs to you
It may be here in my chest
But it beats for you eternally
And it only wants the best.

God has chosen my knight
And with great joy
I accept him wholeheartedly
Man or boy.

I see your eyes... Full of glittering lights
I see your smile how it grows and quickly fades
In my presence you seem to neglect
I know your hurt, but please forget
I wish I can tell you what I truly feel...
It so hard because it doesn't even seem real
I want to hold you, I want to kiss you
I want you to be mine... But what stands between you & I is stronger than we are
I can feel your pain... And I know you see my tears
I hear you crying and I'm pretty sure you know that I'm dying
Every time the blade reaches my skin it cuts a little deeper
And every time I see you it makes me go further
I see them trying to get you... And I see you trying to give them your attention
But every time your head slowly turns to look at me... And you give them a simple apology
I know you'd deny your love for me and not feel it at times but deep inside I'm the only one their... I don't  know how I know , maybe its you always in my dream...
But one day I swear my love you'll cry upon my grave and regret that you never told me what to you I mean... :)