The elephant in the room
has taken a liking to the indecisiveness
of its patronage

Unsure words
to match unsure feelings
Fear of what lies ahead
blurred by whats behind
Uncomfortable experiences, they're new to me
You want someone, but cant be sure
if its worth the risk
So you hide behind a veil of indecisiveness
waiting, hoping, for them to open you up
with the key to your heart
but you never gave it
so they leave
and all your left with
is sobbing what ifs
and whys

All your left with now
is what was buried underneath the lies
you fed yourself

Indecisiveness kills

Tattered and unfocused
Trees rustle in the wind
My mind fades, into chimes and hymns
A shallow breath
A cold goodbye
A tear gliding into a world that abides
A gentle sunrise comes bearing renewed strength
Honest intentions and loving satisfaction awaits
A pick to earth with sweat to brow
a warm breeze embraces those who need it now
Fields be turned, seeds be put to bed
These seeds could be intentions
or thoughts in your head
Water them well, for one day they will grow
bearing fruit of your labor
Products of your faith
your work
and most importantly
Love <3

I drown myself in art, distract myself from here
I play my flute atop a rock, watching amber hills
I sit at a coffee shop, sketching the buildings afar
sipping on hot chocolate, I escape into a world unmarred
The extent of the distrust I feel within myself
Of this world, the people, and dare say, myself
only perpetuates my desire to captivate the beauty
of the world i hold back from myself
Every line, every note, bring me closer still
Soon, i know that the desire i feel
will one day be fulfilled

Letting go
Can be one of the hardest things to do
when you just don't want
it to be through

Things that you want
Might not be what you need
When it all comes crumbling down
when you drop to your knees
You pick yourself up
Brush off the dust
see where you stand
You do your best to understand

Letting go
Doesn't have to be hard
Getting through initially
is the roughest part
Peace and Resolve
will follow suite
realize your doing
exactly what you need to do
for you
<3

Space
This Moment
This place
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What has been
What will be
What can be
will surly
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Get lost, in it all
Contemplating your Navel
Becoming involved
Look back
Look in
Was it this way to begin
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knowing
showing
loving
g­rowing
apex
reflect
decline
rewind
Time
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Stuck
in reverse
feels like
a curse
Define
the time
when life
combined
all good
pure bliss
one touch
one kiss
our time
behind
one tear
goodbye