My walk in darkness was just a start
looking around with a broken heart..
wondering, why am I searching?

My years in darkness I've learned more and more..
about the things that lurk in the shadows
I've learned how to see things without the light.

Now I don't fear the dark like I use to years ago
now I don't have to scream for help and be afraid of being alone
now..I've realized the darkness was there for me all along.

You're just like a fire that someone starts, that one little spark happens and...
you **** everyone and anyone around you... in your path.
You're just like a tsunami, you come and push anything...
and everything that's in your way...destroying everything.
You're like a tornado, you spin in what possible...
and when you're done drawing them near and close... you throw them out
hurting them and not caring.
   All these things you do has something in common. after you hurt and destroy them they rebuild themselves...with better thinking
they build back what you've destroyed but they make it better than before because this time they'll be ready.

Black hair, black nails
Black blood, black world
People thinks she's a goth from hell
No heart, no fear
She sheds no tears
When they look at her...
They tremble in fear
She'll slit anybody's throat
She doesn't need to fight
Then she drinks their blood
Mmm that's the kind of girls I like

Cut you once, cut you twice
cover your wounds with salt and ice
you scream in pain and wishing to die
but you only pass out..not die

Blood running out none stays
tears down your face you wonder what you did
she says "its okay it'll all end soon
you're going to live and wake up up in a dark room"

You're a new person now, the old you is dead
you're a Gothic vampire and everybody's getting scared
smell their blood, smell their fear
hear their cries... now they don't want to be here

Iv'e never experienced this but from what I heard is that it's peaceful... better than being alive.
It's like you have to go through physical and mental pain when your alive but death... death you can rest in peace no pain comes to you at all.
In my version, I wouldn't regret dying, i mean in this world its every person for themselves. Sure you can take care of another if you want but people don't really give a ****.
Death is something you should accept, if it's your time to go the let it come don't run from it.
Death is something you cant resist..you're going to die in sooner or later....
Unless you're immortal...

Almost everybody has experienced hatred in their life, it comes from anger.
Whoever it is... you hate them because of something they've done.
It sometimes stays like that until they're dead or gone.
Your instincts start to act when you hear the persons name or even see them.
You might even end up saying or doing something to that person.
If you hate them so badly, you might loose control and attempt to **** them... or your self

Your mind goes blank, and anger takes control.
It makes you say things to family and friends you don't mean to say.
Your in this before you even know it, you don't think about..so blind by your rage that it has to come out.
Sooner or later you'll calm down and escape this, going back to your normal self...
Whatever that is