Once you get trapped in this it's very hard and difficult to get out of.
You stay there because nobody is there to help and save you.
You go so deep you forget about everybody you loved or even thought of and eventually you get use to the pain inside...
that's when it starts to take control of you.
It controls and destroys your heart, eats your soul, changes you into something different.
That's when people want to make you feel loved again but...
they will soon enough find out it's too late to even try.
Because your wall will be so high and thick that even the best thing in your life couldn't change you back.

This will take forever to get out of.
Your heart gets broken from someone you are in-love with or have very strong feelings for.
Tears comes from your eyes down to the side of your cheeks onto the ground with no one to catch them.
You separate your self from everyone and maybe even listen to sad music.
Nearly going suicidal because you cant have that person back...
Love hurts...

This I'm sure everybody wants to live in.
Nothing bad happens, you have everything you wanted and needed.
Its just perfect nothing can change it.
Thing is it's kind of hard to find for some people because you can never find the right trail.
It's more of a trap in a way, you think you're going the right way you start to get happy and then..
a surprise attack happen and now you're back to where you started.. trying to find that right trail again..

Something almost everybody wants but cant quite actually find.
Love is pure to some people, but you have to find the right person to share that love with other wise you're just going to get hurt.
It's a high risk because you love someone and that person loves you to but anything can happen between you two or between your spouse and another.
If its the right love then nothing can stop it no matter what.

Darkest moments everyday.. you can see it in my eyes, can you?
Moving past you in the shadows of the day..
and watching you in the darkness of the night.
Feeding off your fear..  anger.. loneliness.. and depression.
All your emotions within me leaving you hopeless and scared,
no where to run.. no where to hide.
You see my eyes in the darkness.. bright like the moonlight but silver
darker than the darkest midnight hour.. in a Shadow Forest.
You run in fear.. in the wrong direction, into a dark field.
Jumping out from the trees as the full moon light shines down on me.
Walking towards you smiling as my fangs show and my claw sharp.
Your heart beating rapidly, you're left alone with the Shadow Demon that's come out of me,
Tackling you onto the ground you scream as my fangs sink into your neck..
the warm sweet blood flowing through my mouth.
Letting go you lay there in silence and start shaking uncontrollably..
and the you stop.
Rising up in the darkness, the full moon now shining down on both of us..
you're one of me now.
Together we will show this world true darkness..
We will turn, we will ****, and humans will die.
Darkness will rise up in this world, non-humans will come out of the shadows
and take back what they once had before.
This will be our darkest hours.. our darkest days. Infecting the world..
just as it once was before..

Deep in the woods, where my thoughts are calm
trees and grass sway back and forth
the wind brushing against my face and flowing through my hands
I'll let it happen again and again...
Animals is my family
Nature is my friend
they've seen what I've seen... been where I've been
humans are the enemies... they're deeply sinned...
we attack to protect...not because we're wild
but... because its our home their trying to destroy

A memory is what ill be
A shadow is what you'll see
you remember what we've done
but cant remember me...
Now my thoughts are confused
I'm brainwashed dead
I've done what I've done...
and said what I've said...