I love to write.
It's like opening a door to something that I never knew existed.
It's a breathe of fresh air.
It's being able to smile even when I'm crying.
Although, I don't
know. If I write or if
poetry
writes me.

Poetry is wisdom
Poetry is philosophy
Between them I'm grown

Happiness doesn't have to be
complicated.
Nice weather
Getting to eat
Not self harming today
Family, especially those that we choose
Technology
I don't know.
I'm in a hopeful
mood.
And I'm realizing that while looking at the big picture,
life looks ******.
But when I break it down, just look at today.
I had a **** good day.

Why is that fish live in water?
Where will they go if they die?
Unless heaven is a big ocean!
Why do we live on earth?
Dose heaven have land?
Unless heaven is a another earth ?

I want to be a fish!

Why do people complain about decision?
I wanted something big in my life , I wanted something that can change me and make me a bigger person. I didn't think though the decision, I didn't see what it could of done to me or people around me.

I just wanted to be more than what I'm today and to show I do do it and to prove to people I can make it.
But that decision needs to wait for now!

And I need to overcome that decision.