Ken - Hello Poetry

Ken May 2018

post

i have so much to say to you,

but i'll never say it,

so instead,

i post it here.

for m

Ken May 2018

ruined

i did it again.

****** everything up.

i hope you'll forgive me.

i hope we'll go back to normal.

i'm sorry.

Ken May 2018

noise

my heart is full of white noise.

you are the only thing of importance that resides there.

for m

#love

Ken May 2018

sunshine

this word is used to describe people often,
but.

it describes no one as perfectly as you,
my love.

for m

#love

Ken May 2018

us

i wish i could be more like you.

more outgoing,

less terrified of every small thing.

more self confident,

less unstable.

we're too different,
                                                          i dont know if this,
                                                          if we,
                                                                        will work out.

for m

Ken May 2018

spiral

why am i

         spiraling

for no reason?

                                  i can't stop.
this feeling that,
you hate me,
                                                                       and want nothing to do with me
even though you have done absolutely nothing
             to make me feel like this

for m

Ken May 2018

love?

this isn’t real love,

this is infatuation.

a longing for affection,
and accepting it from anyone offering.

i know this.
yet here i am.

for m