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there's this part of her that's always longing
always sad
always craving for something that will make her feel happy that she doesn't even know
it always comes knocking at her door,
unwanted

they say she needs to tend her own wounds
she needs to heal by herself
and she understands this, one hundred percent

but no one reminded her how hard it would be
how sad it could get
and how lonely it would feel
to heal by yourself
it's cool how a person can be someone's "almost" lifetime
like you're "almost" together, for the rest of each other's lives

i've been someone's "almost" lifetime
that right now, i don't want to go through that again
i don't want to be another's almost again

yes it's cool
but...

but it's way beautiful, out of this world,
and incomparable
to be someone's "certain" lifetime
it's the second time i'm looking at you, sleeping
i would never trade this to the world
R
it will always be you.
through the hardships, i'll still be choosing to love you
24/7, this and the next lifetimes, til our last breath

unhealed traumas, unbearable pains, untended wounds,
despite all of these, i want to be better
i want to love you right
i want to understand you
i want to take care of you, til the end of times

i love you
i miss you
i trust you
i appreciate you
i believe in you

i can say this with confidence,
that you're my person, and will forever be my person
i'm sure
you're my 911
you're the person i want to grow old with
you're someone my soul couldn't live without
i'm homesick without you

i'll be better
i'll heal
i don't want to lose myself
but most especially,
i don't want to lose you.
R
everywhere I go
I leave pieces of myself
and receive others
there’s always a person who can love you
but there’s just one person who can love you right
R
she
she’s always adjusting to what she feels about people.
she’s always trying to read the room, wherever she is,
not making her feelings and emotions her priority.
she’s good at making other people happy, listened to, cared for, and boosting their egos,
while forgetting herself in the process.
but she’s feeling that that will end now, quite.
she met someone,
that for the first time in her life, she completely,
wholly, absolutely, perfectly felt that she’s…
…a priority.
that she’s not alone.
that whatever she’s facing or about to face, she knows he’ll be there no matter what.
and it’s still unbelievable that there’s someone who’s as patient as him to wait for her,
to love her,
to understand her,
to care for her,
even when she’s the most complicated, unhealed, ill-tempered, capricious, and stubborn person that he’ll ever meet.
R
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