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Semerian Perez Jun 2014
Remebering your voice
And the tone
The gentleness
Protectiveness
It started up again.

Why?
I was over you
I let go of you
I moved on without you
Why is this happening.

I wont turn again
I go forward
Not backwards
So make up your mind

Just please
Understand
What is past is past
I will be sure
It will
Never happen again.
Semerian Perez Jun 2014
You are nothing
You are pathetic
You are worthless
You are a mistake
You are an idiot
You are a fool
To think someone would love
one such as you...

Being told these things everytime
Makes anyone feel low
And makes them feel
Like they truely
A Waste of Space.
Semerian Perez Nov 2013
I remember
The day
My lonely
Journey
Of pain and misery
Began

It was the day
I walked away
From one
Who meant
The world to me
He made me feel
Whole.

Thirteen years
Has passed
And I cannot fill this void
Deep in my heart
My soul yearns for yours
Even far away
From you hurts my heart
My tears try to wash
The pain from the broken heart
Only to fill the ocean
Of sadness.

I want to sink beneath
Its waves
But I feel you next to me
Unwilling to let go.
"I will not let go..."
Until the two halves
Are reunited
My world will remain
Half asleep
As I will be
Incomplete.
Semerian Perez Oct 2013
I look outside
At the world
My mental state
Is shaken
And spirit torn.

I worked so hard
For things throughout my life
Only to have them taken
Out from under my feet.

Why are you letting this happen?
What have I done to deserve this?
I work my hands
To the bone
My body wants to break
And turn to dust
But my will wont allow it

When will you let me eternally rest?
Do you hate me so much
That you enjoy watching me
Suffer in agony?

I find myself outside your house
I know you beckon me
To come in and return home
But I cannot
I am not at peace
Should I enter
The Darkness may rear its head
In protest

Please forgive me
As I walk away.
I do not deserve this life
This soul
But you gave it to me
I know
I am special
And these gifts
You have given me
I appreciate them
I adore them

When my time comes
I will tell you about them
How happy it made me
The strength you gave
The power it took
To get up
And
To brush the dirt off
My soul just
To finally
Come Home.
Semerian Perez Oct 2013
I often wonder
Who I really am
How so much has changed
Over the years
But one question
Still lingers in my heart
Why...

I have many friends
Just like me
But not quite me
Even they wonder the same
Why...

I felt I was diffrent
I felt so out of place
I felt something was missing
There is an eternal void
Why...

She gave me away
And I dont know why
So many questions
The answers I may never find
God put me here
For reasons still unrevealed
Until he shows me
I may never know.

It is hard being adopted
With questions unanswered
But something wonderful
Always makes me smile

I would never
Have
What I have now
If it wasnt for the adoption
I have a wonderful
Loving
Protective
Tight knit family
I call my own.
I have three children
Whom I love and protect with my life.
My parents
Whom
At times
Do tend to
Get on my last nerve
With the lectures
But deep down
I know they love me

They love me
The best they can
This is my legacy
This is who I am..
I am an adopted child
And im grateful
My family is apart of
My adopted legacy.
Semerian Perez Aug 2013
Sadness
Engulfed her soul
Her heart broke
As man
Tore at her body
Everyday.

She cried to the wind
As trees fell
With a sickening crack
It made her stomach turn
As the natural beauty
She nurtured
Was destroyed
For the sake of men.

Waters ran crimson
As pollution
Death
Ravaged her life blood
Her tears would fall as rain
To wash away earthly pain.

We never see
What we do
To mother earth
Everyday
So I will only have this to say.

Her sadness
Will be only for those to wonder
Her body is for those to plunder
But we all return to her
When we are six feet under.
Semerian Perez Jun 2013
My heart
Heavy
With a burden
Unlike anything
I have ever felt
I lay at your alter

You spoke
Of letting things go
Wash away like waves
Upon the shore.

Forgivness
After everything
I have seen
Done
Heard
It is hard
And it hurts
To let go.

Its shaped me.
Though I do not understand
Why
Nor will I
Until the time is right

Teach me
Your ways
Through
Your Joy
Your selfless ways
Your compassion
Your tenderness.

With you to guide me
In my ways
I will learn
And walk the path
Of the Enlightened Heart
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