Life shattered beyond recognition. Is thislife fact or could it be fiction. So unrealistic you question your existence worn out and struggling to find your persistence. Just give up or keep on tryin, i don't know anymore just feel like dying. Ups and downs once were balanced but seems anymore i just feel calloused. Darkness swallows all that once seemed bright,  lay down, give up or continue to fight? I don't know anymore, what else can  i do but take it as it comes, maybe ill look back one day and say "hmm that was fun"