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tdf  Oct 2013
Tough Love
tdf Oct 2013
He handed love in  bruises,
kindness came in loads.
Every time he touched me,
a part of me implodes.
"Face the other way."
"Can they come and watch us?"
Muffled screams in pillows,
a spreading chain of blotches.
A paradox of feelings,
'cause I wasn't treated fragile;
but I'd never felt so broken,
and never faced something so
hostile.
-tdf
tdf  Aug 2013
Authority
tdf Aug 2013
What's equality when theirs cops
Beating around the neighbourhood
With a loaded gun nudging guilt
On the wounded sides of the bullied
Spitting on the youth with a blind eye
Turned away from bottles of pills
That we're forced in innocent hands
Because apparently they had a
                  problem with authority
-tdf
Unfinished indefinitely
tdf  Aug 2013
Disappear
tdf Aug 2013
shifting seasons
no more reasons
different textures
cut up pictures
                           gone

chilled breezes
untamed seizures
present living
past escaping
                            I'm gone
-tdf
tdf  Sep 2013
Charity
tdf Sep 2013
don't try and save me
I just want your presence
show me that you need me
just not my tragic pre-tense
that peaks your very interest
and drives your whole existence
cause I want to be my own
and for you to know to trust me
like how I want to never doubt
I was more than just your charity
-tdf
*about no one*
tdf  Aug 2013
Relapse
tdf Aug 2013
What changed?
          is it optimism
          or a new bed of lies

          forgiven scars
          or prophecies


What's choices without emotions
Why is that wrong
-tdf
tdf  Oct 2013
He Left
tdf Oct 2013
casual smile
avoidant eyes
tasteless lips
hidden lies
secret gestures
awkward glances
missing touch
lost chances

he left
-tdf
tdf  Apr 2013
Running Out Of Time
tdf Apr 2013
Before my eyes, heavy with exhaustion, shut
I want to tell you that I'm sorry and that
I wish this was a suicide note so I could say goodbye
But there's nothing else in the world I'd rather hate
is to leave in that sort of way now a day so I'll just sigh
'cause there's less time now and I want to say
I'm trying so hard and
I was never taught that before and now I have to
and everyone's all pushing me so I make do
with something I thought I could do
but now tomorrow,
I don't think I'm going to school
because my teacher only likes good work
and I don't think I'm in that right state of mind
to create something that authentic and one of a kind
but will I ever and that's the question
but then I know I'm just trippin' on too much
medication that's been drowning my thoughts
and racing my heart I swear if I saw him again
I would never put him back to life through pen
but here I am but its not about him
its not about what dosage the psychiatrist prescribed me
when I was hiding under something he couldn't see
I guess everything here is pretty self explanatory.
-tdf
tdf Sep 2013
Let's blow away all our cash
So the stars can look like home
And we can feel the water flow
Over goosebumps from each pash
And the cans that hit below
-tdf
tdf  Jun 2013
Episode
tdf Jun 2013
and in low times on sad nights
black tendrils sliver from the darkness
and lick seducingly close at torn skin

promising sweet release from razor pain
whilst imbedding their poison in vessels
to be encompassed by welcoming lips
-tdf
theyll be additions
tdf  Apr 2013
Boarder
tdf Apr 2013
There.
In an instant you're there,
making room for your things
in the left cavity at the bottom of my heart.
Creating the ambience of home
in the pit of my stomach
and refilling the ducts conveniently
placed in the corners of my eyes.
-tdf
tdf  Apr 2013
Hurts
tdf Apr 2013
Eyes grey like the shades of lead,
fingers numb with the winter chill.
Love like poems you still haven't read,
tears streaming with a pain I cannot ****.
-tdf

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