She was on her way
she was bad
she made promises
she was addicted to guilt
she always made good in her promises
in the most horrible ways
i suppose they were lies
you knew better
on one hand
in retrospective
survival
me, you and no one
is exception
just 3 words
in the english dictionary
i didnt read novels
i, if empath
did not learn the wares
in books, no where
no one i suppose is born into a full house
we only come from one
it turns out inherently
and only a matter of time
and we all have some strange words
the ones of faults we are not acute to
we've plenty our own
you know when your played
you know when your vulnerabilities and defenses have been
pushed to walls, come tumbling
more so crashing
as the perfect strorm
of all manifestation
she was on her way
you journeyed along
your paths were mighty
she said they and i
were wrong
it took so little time
the death pangs
so long
from light
to darkness
that swallowed
all
Dark Star
You knew, speaking for myself
Had it been a twist of fate all along
is that what life was
was this another spiral
pilot lost control
to save some empire
for some lost little girl
from the other side
you knew better of
there were no questions
no not really
Only confidences
in your manifest journey
of existence still
Dark star
break on through
the other side
Was it the rabbit hole
i didnt read that either
but know enough by now
if but for
upside down, inside out and backwards
was there some of that..
where logistics of love, life
liberty, justice, the persuit of happiness
simple decency, respect, recognition of another life
that was not an extension toy of your own whims and will
for some phony battle of arrogance
phony, epic, relentless
you know, senseless
from impossibilty twice
two entwined in impossibility
once again
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She was beautiful
she was bold
well, well rooted
on the perfect spelll
of perfect earth
broad lovely branches
of every unique alluring curvature
every necessary size shape and placement
well leafed
in a perfect summer
perfect solace
back bracing shade
She was the tree of life
Whom came of love
Of course
Just three steps away
Recognition
Acknowledge
Forgiveness
I can never forget her
She has not withered
no not a bit in rejection
She has more beauty, strength
and every lovely attribute
even more so still
of course on one hand
amazing grace
thee other
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Just three steps away
Is life
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I tried to refuse
to wake from this dream
By this morning
Two days I tried to
Escape from possibility
To understand the tragedies
On Valentines Day
'tis the day
It was the Sun
Both of them
Just yesterday
Twin Stars
Is it once again
Or always
Can one be
If not for another
To be or not to be
Twas, is not a question after all
For both must
And at Once
Together
All Else
Illusion
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Yet I can't get over this thang
Not here, not by oneself
Not for long
Bless this earth and kiss the sky
And you have just admitted to the curse
We all carry in coins and purse
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I still believe
And want that greater thang
I want it again, again
again...
Begin again, again
again
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For what I know
I have none of doubt
No one does
But what is so crucial
Is what it is about
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From what I know
All is
or comes from love
Dark and Light
An infinitely deep
passion play
Keep it Love
Keep it Lite
A Heart that floats
Or be crushed
by the Light
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Today again I tried not to wake
For I cared completely
Somehow
Simply still
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And here are we still
Not one
An extension
Of Another's will
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No vice,
no *******
No choice
of poison
spells
or pills
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If
Love is life
Does all else ****
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Bending, twisting, amending,
taking, faking, breaking
shading, fading
Another's will
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Does Love not have willingness
Inherently shared
Can't be too far
from the beautiful tree of life
What is mine
What is your's
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Twas it a question
AFTER
An Illusion
AFTER
ALL
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Don't ever give up no matter what you wake or go to sleep with.
In my heart, mind being a parallel perhaps here...
Looking at the lyrics more so than catching some other vibe.
Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven
There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.
There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.
There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who stand looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.
And it's whispered that soon, if we all call the tune,
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long,
And the forests will echo with laughter.
If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.
Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind?
And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.