Take a minute to listen i promise thats all it will take give or take. I probably got my hopes up for nothing. Maybe even let my guard down too fast but i couldn't help it felt so right. I felt comfortable from the moment you walked through the door. Thats not easy for me to do. See men havent been so nice to me. Thats a story for another time so for me to feel as comfortable as i did with you has to mean something. Im a big believer that everything happens for a reason good or bad. We dont just meet people god brings them to us for some reason or another.maybe to show us what we are missing or to show us that its okay to let other in.

When i say let others in i dont mean in our life but in our heart soul and minds. Maybe that's what he was telling me when he let you walk in them doors. Maybe he was showing me that its okay to let people see the pain inside and the hurt in my eyes i try so hard to hide. Maybe he was showing you something and it has nothing to do with me maybe im doing fine. But we met that night for a reason and that i belive.

Like i said i could be wrong and i got my hopes up for no reason. But i can't stop thinking about you. Your smile your face your voice and the way you smell. You have such a good heart and a beautiful soul. And we connected that night i swear we did you cant tell me im the only one who felt it.

You understood me and felt my poems deep down like it hit home. You didnt just listen to the words you listened to the meaning behind them. No one ever done that. That means alot to me.

For you to tell me that you reapect me to much to just **** me and not have no string attach so its best we dont that right there says alot. All i heard that night was he just likes to **** and he wont pass ***** up for nothing but they were wrong. To tell me you think i have a beautiful mind soul and heart. Tells me you felt it too.

So i wanna thank you for the best night of my life. For listening for understanding me. For making me feel free and at peace. Thank you even if i never see you again and you dont remember me or that night lets be real you were pretty ****** up i want you to know i will remember. So thank you for giving me hope that there are still decent hearted men out there that i shouldnt give up. Now maybe thats what god was telling me