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SPT 36 minutes ago
                 SPT  ****!! So your attacking people based on past  culture??? Please help here I'm so meow lost.. I'd love honestly to know  your view              

Matthew Conrad 19 minutes ago
                 have you heard of a cognitive attack? i've heard of  telepathy, but that's a pathology of a broken television and not the  chance to levitate a mountain... i didn't sense any attack in what i  wrote... in reality i can't attack anyone based on the past culture  because i don't have anyone from a past culture to attack... all the  people from a past culture that might remember such a culture exhibit no  care for the cultures they could remember, but against memory in order  to prepapre for death: all i can attack is a bias, whether that's a bias  of a historicity or a bias that's resurrected ideology, usually given  the neo- prefix of some sort. there is no past culture, there's a  recurrence of culture, and a passing of people: otherwise we'd have not  the established practice of monogamy among 18th or 21st century  europeans; wouldn't you agree?            

Matthew Conrad 2 minutes ago
                 oh christianity you're after? i should have known, i  dismissed the street preachers long before they gave me the apple from  the tree shaped like a crucifix before the temptation. i'll do some  catholic hokus pokus on you: i was baptised... the dog just barked up a  tree a mile away.       
     
SPT 55 minutes ago
                 Interesting I've been looking at many religions before I  got to rehab I guess you could say I was searching something that would  fill the void I went through many things changing everyday one day  giving it to god and the next day taking it back only to know that I can  only take what makes me help me and leave the rest.. I do both still I  have my prayers and still go to zen for guided meditation.. As far as  sarcasm I'd face you face to face but it seems as if not really is ever  up for it..             
 
SPT 38 minutes ago
                 On the other the judgment on here just makes me laugh..  Every one has there own style depending on where and what is going on in  their lives.. Tell that to an idiot and he'll argue the truth
Tell  it to someone with intelligence and he will read or listen only to  identify with the same feelings from phases of past time              

Matthew Conrad 1 minute ago

                 yeah... i don't have anything appealing to say to say  something that might engage as counter and appeal to be encouraging... i  discarded the virtue of intelligence in women as the necessary idiot  that could occupy someone like me... boyish culture? you'd might say it  better... but boys hardly create culture... and i'm tired of intelligent  women trying to build-up my self-esteem by making me swim against the  current of the idiocy in me that doesn't exist... sorry.     
       
and then there’s the ***** that might have been attached to me
had i bothered to oil up the leather for a strap;
bye girl... bye bye into your own self where knowledge is kingpin;
it’s just tiresome tiger mommy... i’d ******* for the red rose and wine
and the italian napkins burned by bologneise burns dipped in...
but for a child’s a* grade in maths? i don’t think so;
if truth is woman... i rather side with satan.

SPT 5 minutes ago
                 lol so your a solid hater and antagonist??? That's cool  I'm a swing it right the **** back at ya.. Nice to meet you     
         
Matthew Conrad 56 seconds ago
                 not really... life taught me things i didn't want to  life to be... if i'd hate i'd punch rather than click the keyboard  silly... i'be shave my long hair off and say i was ready for a *******  tattoo on the back of my head... i don't like antagonism or an ism for  that much to be cared for. i just haven't learned to explore an internet  conversation into anything more than a very morbid dialectic where each  person's opinions are not staged but nonetheless defended with that  swing of yours... in simpler terms if i asked you what your favourite  colour was and why... you'd tell me plum... right under my left eye  socket above my left cheek.        
    
Matthew Conrad 30 seconds ago
                 plum purple i.e.            

i bet she lives in new york and she thinks the internet is a talking place
rather than a thinking place,
and that i can fly to new york from london in about an hour;
like ****; please get these people away from me.