You have a heart
It has scars
Even though it doesn't beat
Or stops for anyone.
Doesn't mean you don't have a heart.
You are still sane
You do love.
You do care.
You just love too much
That it ends up
Killing you from
You love until
You feel like you can't anymore.
And in time
Someone will do the same thing to you.
It probably already happened.
Someone's heart has beaten
And stopped for you.
You are loved
Even if you don't know it.
You are loved.
Even when you can't love yourself.
Mixing ***** and juices,
On Tuesday morning, Monday night,
The parents are asleep.
The stars are so bright.
My body is a temple,
You're **** right.
If it feels good enough,
I'll respect it tonight.
Bandage my chest,
Hurts my ribcage,
I’m a ******* kid,
Shouldn't have to be brave.
You should've been a brother,
Should've got the name right,
Should've been her son,
Instead I'm drinking tonight.
the , is a weak glass . in your life sentence
and eyes color purplexed and cool, neblastick
colours me, inslides these lines, commands my presents.
gems are cold
like ice in the eye rolling them stones
throne, to the hallways, I go with pennies.
wind left me with saturated moisture
to rain down what I have condensed to
rain left me with prism of life
to color my thoughts in rainbow shades
winter left me with melting rivers
to let me grow in blooming spring
moon left me with rising dawn
to find myself in the light of day
nature left me ways to live
and ways that I could be myself
I know that now I don't have me
and all have changed
I only had u in me and
yeah, I lost who was me
to the one and only precious you
I finally found why you left
so I could find and love myself
from u where I lost myself
just trying to love myself before I fall for someone else
I never wonder what it would be like for me to not have my disease
But I do wonder what it would be like to be someone without it
What it would be like to not miss school to see a doctor whose specialty my classmates can't even spell
What it would be like not to take a pill every morning
What it would be like to not face the repercussions of not taking my pill one morning
What it would be like not to pay for the Synthroid
What it would be like to not know anything about it
I think it would be quite ordinary
I think I would be weaker for it
not being able to endure the symptoms
I think I would have less initiative
Not having to take my pill for myself at a young age
I think I would be less curious
Not wanting to know more about myself
I think I'm better off for it
I know more about myself
I know more about the world around me
I know more about perseverance
I know more about medicine
I know more about budgeting
I know more about individuality
I would never want for me to not have my disease
I'm a better person for it
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