tomorrow i will be
magically
sick.
sister,
enough of you
have made it clear
that you don't want to stay with us
because it's hard
to deal with hurt people
i ******* get it.
but if i have to deal with hurt people
for the rest of my ******* life
because you got to leave
and left me
here to deal with it all
then you can at least bear it
for one ******* week.
you will not
be seeing me
enjoy
your avoidance
of reality
enjoy new life
while the old ones
die
i guess you're going to invest
in aubree's baby
i guess me and dad
are too far gone
i guess you've
given up
on us
i'll give up on you
first
just give me
a minute
or two
i don't know why i'm crying. i guess i'm angry. i'm ******* ******.