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kalpana nayak Jun 2015
Jee aur aieee k sadme k mare ** jte h anjne anokhe unvrsts k hawale,nya clg nya jgh nye dost sb kch hta h nw nw,clg k strtng s hr ksi k dil m hta h rgng ka dar....2nd yr m cnr bnne ka hta h sbko gurur,frnds kai grp m bat jte h,hr koi dkhte h nye luks m,3rd yr m sbko ati h apni jimedari ka ahsas aur fnl yr ata h dston m fasle bdhte h...rah dkhe the is din k kbse,age k sapne saja rkhe the njane kbse,sb bde utavle the yhn se jne ko,zndgi ko dusre trke se dkhne ko....pr njane aj dil m kch aur he ata h,piche ja k waqt ko rok k apne andr sare lmhe ko samet lne ka jee krta h....at d strtng f btech kha krte the bdi muskil s y 4 sal bitenge lkn kse pta tha y sb chd k jne ka mn ni krga...na vulne wali kch yadein reh *** o yadein jo ab jine ka sahara bn ***...na jne aj q un palon k yad bht ati h jin baton ko lekar tab rote the ,aj un palon ko yad kar bht hsi ati h....y sch k ankhein nam ** jte h k mri tang ab kn kncha krga,m apne bton s kska sar khaungi,pranks ksk 7 krngi,ab mjhe kn itna jhlga,ksk smne ntnki krngi,jin dst p lakh kurban whn 1 rupye k ly  kn ldhnge,kaun rat vr bina soye bt krga,kaun bina pche 1 dusre ka chj istml krga,kaun nya nm rkhga,bina ksi bt k m ab ksse ldhungi,bina ks tpc k fal2 bt kn krga,bkws q kn krga,xam k ek din phle o tyri o rate,kn rat var 7 jag kr pdhga,kn fail hne p dilasa dlyga,y hasin pal ab ksk 7 jiungi....yad ati h o rec k choti si cntn bar bar jhn kch v ni mlta mre yar fr v na jane q hum gye hnge so bar...tum jse kmine dost khn mlnge jo khai m v dhaka de ayen sale srs mtr ko v joke m cnvrt kr de,par fr tmhe bachane khud v kud jye....mre hrkton se nakhro se jid s prsan kn hga ,ksk 7 brng lctrs jhlngi..bina mtlb k ksko v dkh kr pglon k trh hsna,na jne y fr kb hga....ky hm y sb fr krpaenge....bdy clbrt,ek h rm p bth k 1 dusre s wtsap p bt krna...rat k 3-4 bje khna pkana....bina ksi mtlb k rat ko chilana....mlk pina...pgl jse hrkt krna..mlk ghumna....kaun mjhe apni kabiliat pr vrosa aur jyda hawa m udne pr zamin p lyga....mre khusi m sch m khus kn hga,mre gam m mjhse jyda dukhi kn hga....keh do doston y dubara kb hga....dil m ek kasak hoti h jb hr ankhein nam hti h,fir mlne k wade se hm ek dusre se juda hte h,kv na akle rhne wle dost bas yadon k sahare zndgi bitate h....lkn jb v y clg k din yad ate h ankhon m hasin aur ansu ek 7 late h...engnr bnne k khusi v ansu rok na pai ,q k njr aa rai t doston s judai...ab jo hna tha o ** gya akhir m sbse juda ** h gye....aj v un palon ko yad kr k ansun rok ni pte h ....nkl he jte h...aur yuhi lkh lkh k apko pka rai hn....char sal yu he gye hmri beet..ab khn mlnge wo dost wo mit...dua krt hn sb k ly race y zndgi k jao tm jit....
I ms my clg clg dys.....
QIsis  Apr 2016
Fasle Persona
QIsis Apr 2016
I confess I was afraid too
That you wouldn't see the beauty in me
I wasn't in the right state of mind when we first became good friends
I believe we all weren't...
But we still lived everyday
as if it was our last..
Those days were something.
Looking back now
I wish we can relive them
change something I would like to do but seems like the universe
has better plans ahead for us.

I wasn't who you wanted me to be more like I wasn't showing my complete self
Sugar coated with the goods that society
Molds us into being.

I remember looking at you while you were petting Shiloh and how the animals loved you... I saw what they saw in you.
Even with your false persona I saw right thru it with no hesitations to calling *******. Lol
You hated it and I enjoyed seeing your tyrant act crumble.
Shows whose the real Queen at sea.
In the end tho we must thank our frozen times to help us remember why we are free.
As also to why we came here and to restrengthen our Love that's a never ending pattern.
#don't lose faith #Iamyouasyourareme #free write
Harshada sanap  Apr 2020
EK KHATA
Harshada sanap Apr 2020
Ek khata karna chahti hu ,
Tumse tumhara kuch churana chahti hu,
Nahi!  Dil apna rakhlo , Mai bas tumhari
Bechainiya bantna chahti hu ..
Fasle bohot hai tumhari ungliyo me ,
Bas unhe mitana chahti hu ,
Aankho me Jo savaan  liye ghum rahe ** tum, unhe khubsurat rango me tabdil karna chahti hu ...
Bas ek khata karna chahti hu ,
Tumse tumhara kuch churana chahti hu ...
Mana ki thokare kahi khayi hai tumne aur darr bhi lagta hai aitbaar karne Mai ..par bas ek khata karna chahti hu ke tumse dard ki dhup chura Kar , marham ki chaav lapetna chahti hu..bas ek khata karna chahti hu ..ke tumse tumhara kuch churana chahti hu

-Harshada sanap

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