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PEARL SMOKE Jan 2015
Late night Walking.
My Bfs Out Drinking
& were both arguing.
All Black Chevy,
Cruising Down The City Lights.
Memories of Getting High
Swipe by My Mind .
Homies Spitting Raps To
The Beat That's Bumping.
Its Been So long since I Kicked Back,
But is this right ?
An old clique ?
A Bad Crowd That Can Make My life go downer Than what it is.
Why'd I Hop in ?
My emotions
were getting the best of me
so I gave in to spend a good time
just how my baby is somewhere out there in the streets.
Drinking His Treat.
To Forget All his problems and ******* with his friends.
I've Been Dealing With All this nonsense sober lately .
No surrounding Changes.
Whether I'm clean or ***** everything flows the same.
It Took A Second
Now I'm Back Were I Belong,
its The Drugs That make me crave so hard. My loneliness enables to it.
Here I Am, Relapsing.
Once The Homie Pulled Out the sack,
I Got A Bit Of Fat rocks then crushed. Rolled and snorted Up.
Now I'm High, I'm on one.
Temptation Blinded Me.
There was no positivity in my brain to have stopped me.
I Was Just So Fed Up with all my mistakes and **** ups.
I Couldn't Think Of My Boyfriends Disappointment because he was already disappointing Me?
I Usually Feel Bad About This, I still do. Just not as much.
I dont know, my minds just unwind & lose
Alpha Wolf Mar 2014
Im still hopping that things work out between me and her but right now shes just stressed. her family doesnt seem to care for or about her, her adoptive family doesnt seem to care and her recent ex seems to care but i know hes just using her. i found out about them and the 3 of us talked and he said he wanted to blow his brains out but i said in a fake joking matter that a cianide pill would be faster i hate him. yea he kept her from killikg her self but i tried to and she just pushed me away. My friends all ask me what i think about their bfs and i honestly said it wont last and every single one was right. i didnt and still dont see her and him ladting but she thinks its just because im jelious it is but i really ment it. i really dont see her and him lasting and i dont like seeing her hurt it kills me that i hurt her like i did and i will do everything and anything to make up for it. i just want her to be mine. she said she needs a few days to think and get things straight then i can ask her back. so heres to hope that i get her back for good. and this time i will treat her like i should have.

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