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Fah  Jan 2014
17/6/12
Fah Jan 2014
A runner off before the gun , my hands tied behind my back
i made my way into the dark crevices of myself.

I turned my back on the outer world not to emerge until
i’d seen what was lurking in the shadows.
Demons. I walked into their ranks and told them to tear me apart…. I watched it all… My blood spilt into the torrents of rain….Once they were done…. all that was left was my eyes.


They are blacker than before, but with a hint of starshine in them now…
Whilst the deamons went to wash themselves and get a pint before closing time…..
I took alook around this new landscape.
The signs i was always looking for were all around me…. in every single thing i happened to see….and every unexpected turn i took looking around that town led me to new and brighter , bolder and almost iridecent signs untill the signs became me and i became the signs.

That’s when i began to dance , and dance i did. I danced with the devil and and fox trotted with the angels, we spun on the wheels of great time leaving all the business of past , present , future behind…. we existed only in the swish of a skirt or the click of the heel…..we were pirates of the cosmic tides , we knew only the ocean , never to set foot on land again. Unless, it was the island. The island where seven days a week i could just bask in the sunshine that is your smile, where only the surreal existed.
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Unathi taliwe Jun 2015
Waw!,Memories on a sleep less night flashing through the mind set of mine,As if it was yesterday i miss the days i used to talk to u all the time every second of every day moment's of loughter crazeynes and joy and the sad ones,I  miss the felling i used to get when i was with u the felling of having buterflys in my stomach,The way i used to get when i was around u loosing the words to say,The thing i miss mostly about u is telling u how beatiful u ar bt now i geas is about time i move on even though im  still in love with you as u stil have a piace of my heart with u,The night to me is stil a reminder of what we have as the star'z remind me every time alook up
Im feeling emotinal
My heat alone could crumble the earth
Since my birth I knew my worth
Had nothing to match to only speak to
Myself when judgment a clicking
Watching the time tickin' my flesh ain't repentin'
Runnin' past the prison system
I rather see stages of death on the very last
breath I'm close to the steps
Of success so ain't chasing for less
Though many died for the dough for sho
Just to get a show and even get hoes
But I stay with a open mental
Cocked back the pistol just for others to know
I don't play no games I Al Capone lames
When ya taxes maxed to the game
Ain't no shame in my heart I knew art
Before it became apart of my energy
Ain't no reality just an illusion prodigy
Played out well no fairytales
But i see yall
Ain't living well


Looking back at my past black
History we be a mystery to society
Quietly secretly I see them studying me
The way I dress the way I finesse
Flossin' all over the beats with the test
Shot on the mic til it gets hot
And time to drop the bars that light like stars
Only roll in foreign cars see no scars
We low livin' like Escobar say y'all close
But most of y'all is far from my lane
Burning rubbers from layin' many mother's
But I ain't the papa my flows drop ya
Harder than welfare can't compare
To the skills bred that was rare
I don't really care about the fame
Just tryna leave a legacy gain
Long live the king not Elvis I'm rockin' girls pelvis
They can't escape the ******
Causing muscle spasm cataclysm
Flex my wrist so you can get alook of this
Rolex gets me more *** without a plex
Broken Smiley Feb 2019
It was one look, one moment, and one place.
One small incident for me to remember your face.
One smile, among all of the gaze
And alook from you cleared up my haze.

My head's been in a mess,
Gatherting the thoughts & words I want to say.
With you, I found serenity and no less.
Your smile can easily brighten my day.


The window to your soul has seen many lies.
Your past experiences gave you pain you can't define
You feel afraid, thus you look to the skies.
I want to take the pain away, if you won't mind.

How I wish to take care of you
To always be there even when the skies are gray.
In my arms you'd be safe, if only you knew
How I felt for you ever since that day.


If you feel weak or far from fine,
I'll be there, even when despair is nigh.
It's okay to be sad, it's okay to cry.
I'll be here with you 'til the end of the line.

After quite some time I found my cure.
After all of these, now I'm sure.
I may have found a soul that is pure,
Which did nothing yet my heart it captured.


Would these words matter at all,
Or will they be the reason why I fall?
Will it be okay for me to curl like a ball,
Or should I heed every call?
Monica  Apr 2020
X-Ray
Monica Apr 2020
Ouch!
It's bleeding
Bone kept support me while surviving
Blood hide myself from complaining

Once i asked,
Is it worth my time?
Is it worth my whole energy?

Call me dorky then take alook within me
X-Ray has showned that there is nothing left inside me

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