It's such a cold place, shaking and alone picturing her beautiful face. I won't stop the tears. We almost made it a year. I can't handle this pressure. I decide to walk and lay in the flame. still Ice I can't take it. Whats happening to me. I am buried and can't even see. I begin to fall and won't be caught. Now I lie so I won't get caught. I'm ignored as if I was a bird flopping in pain. Above or maybe below still it's not the same. All I can wish for is a second chance. Please I'm suffering and I hate taking a glance. then you walk by me like i don't exist, you're the only one I miss. I think about you all the time. Like how the people i don't like begin to talk to you and you smile. Then I begin to think has this been going on for a while. Oh well I guess **** don't matter. I already did shatter. Like a mirror all the broken ones still don't forget. They all can see it reflect. Maybe I should drown myself like the tears did. I won't but I still think of it that way so I just learn to forget because it's something I forbid. I'm cold now, let's try to not make it that way forever. Imissyoubabe, Iloveyoubabe, so much and I plan it to be more then alottle.