I'm tired of being nice,
tired of cuddling your feelings
and burning mine.
I'm tired of being angry.
Destroying my body and mind
and cutting you out of my life.
I'm tired of being sad.
Crying and eating and repeating.
I'm tired of feeling crazy,
feeling leftout and brokendown.
I'm tired of my eyes,
waiting up for a message that
will never come.

I'm tired, but I cannot sleep.

Sometimes, I get tired of living and the living. Those such as me who hope for unconditional love and those who want world peace.

I'm tired of being nice.
Laughing at bad jokes and smiling to scare off bad men.
I'm tired of being tired, I wish their was another word to use.

I'm just too tired to look.