so... Khadija **** Khuwaylid... was not the person who wrote down the Quran? Khadija **** Khuwaylid was not the woman: closest to Muahmmad... who wrote the Quran down? oh Allah: i'm sorry: but this is a nightmare... i don't want an Arabic Polytheistic Nightmare of the Time of Dinosaur Urge: and how ****'ite Islam will be safe closer to India: Islam will survive: i promise you true Muslims that it will survive: but think of India and not Europe: if you are truly Muslim you will seek India: you will not focus on Europe: there is no Europe: Europe is a funnel... a continent of traffic sacrifices... so... the Quran was written by Muhammad's death? Muhammad didn't write it? Khadija **** Khuwaylid didn't write it? well... if Khadija **** Khuwaylid wrote at least one Surah: i'd respect Islam... but Islam was not written by even his first wife? who was Islam: Islam did worse to Muhammad than... well the Jews just crucified an Egyptian or a Syrian: or rather: someone born in Israel who lived in Egypt for several years... then came back and had some sort of ****** awakening of genitals and gene heritage... but i soon learned: so the Quran was written: after Muhammad's death? with the New Testament? YHWH: at least two Gospels are Plagiarisms... HH... at least two Gospels are Plagiarisms... no... i didn't read the book: but you being women: yes, please, read, that, one, book... but please leave me to feel free to read other books and treat them with equal veneration and treat your one book with veneer...

                 ΔEME

                                is that your name:
grammar: david:
you are beyond name:
YHWH is a VERB:
in terms of orientating eyes to tongue
and tongues
to eye and eyes....

    it's not a name in the classical sense:
it's a verb:
the tetragrammaton is best
explained:
VERB:
allah: if monotheistic
is not a complex god
"yahweh" is a complex god
a... complex-god
allah isn't... the letters don't align
to an explanation symmetry:
an explanation-symmetry is
a bit like:
the acute-right
rather than the far-right...
there's this acute-right movements
in politics:
and no one really knows anything...

ah: found it
she lives on KAuai
i live in London
i
sometimes get busy
living with people
and i ha ve no wife
or a child
i just get engrossed in
the life in
a large city
so i was looking
for YHWH
and Jesus descended
with a choir of angels
and then stormed off
in a great wind
when i didn't want
to speak to him
Jesus became my Satan
i had to treat Jesus as
bad as he Treated Satan:
my Father...
how he treated my father
i will never forgive him for!
i will never forgive Jesus
for how he treated my father!
no!
no! no! i will not forgive Jesus
for how he treated my father!
who was Gabriel to Muhammad
and who was Muhammad to Gabriel
i think
i did reply to him
like a Cosmopolitan Jew
Sane
i mean imagine if i went in that
direction and not
in the direction of Manhattan
Woody Allen neuroticism and human
i might as well be the Satan
himself waiting for Jesus
but our Second Meeting
is... His Second Coming
so... ahem...        ahem ahem ahem.....
i'm.... WAITING...
i need to know something about the mountain
and history
and that the only Islam that will survive the Test
of Time is ****'ite Islam
not Sunni Decadent
Dinosaur Bone Juice Oil
Indian! give me RUBBER!
rubber! go gold!
ha ha: nietzsche and too many books
write constipated and in pain
not relaxing
on barbituates
i say: beyond the 20th century and 21st century
decadence of Sunni Islam:
there will Arise an Acu-te-Is-lam
to incorporate the far right
of secular post christianity...
darwinian religiosity immersed with
a negation for Heidegger's 2nd Concept
beyond the Hammer:
next comes... the Book!
philosophising with a Book!
oh jeez!
prophet.....

     but which Socrates Muhammad
Jesus actually held a book in their hand?
i ask you:
i only have one book: technically...
literally... i mean:
the one i'm writing: right now...
then i'll ******* to the world...
and say a whittle: how low?

how low?
i'd rather write her a poem
than speak to her:
i think she knows how she met me:
i'm not a dog
on nobody's leash
and i asked Musubi for Katakana
and Hara Kiri
and the ****** stood by the Empire of the Sun:
i mean:
i can ask the Mongol if he rested
long enough
i can laugh with Buddha
about the 2nd Mongolian Empire
the Slavs instigated by calm persuasion
and Japanese innocent giggle
i mean:
side with the Mongols
if you're thinking with the Mongols
something has to travel far
for the message to get across
to rekindle the oouch
of Mongols stacking skulls into bookshelves
at the Baghdad Library
the Ancients ran with fear...

i mean that's how i see the Islamic world:
historically speaking
Heidegger: hammer:
no voice
hammer extended hand
xenomorph
i need tongue:
hammer                but now i have a book:
so
i
have a script:
i am not Shakespeare i am Satan
and this is my script:
it had to be journalistic
poetic sort
             cascade
               Dua Lipa AlBANIA ENGLAND
don't worry...
there's Albanian and Romanian blood
in this project:
i mean:
i am... married... now...
but i used to frequent brothels in London,
well... the east-east end...
i reread some bukowski just now
and i mean
you know: like: a lot of aufucking pauses:
in the script: funky ***** pantomimes of
feminism...
            
yes Spy:
     i agree:
the robotic voice nirvana my thirst for knowledge
is tamed
i am no longer naked sir:
sir! sir! i was... ******* drunk!
that is when man realised
in the story:
not that he was naked... but...
that he was drunk:
is this the forbidden said in silence
when i need the implosion
of YHWH
i mean: literally implosion
and find a new name for him:
i need help to find a new name for YHWH
and it will come as thus:

Isarael! Israel! you were not Juda
or Judea prior:
Poland disappeared for 123 years
i am asking you Israel
Israel i am asking you
Polka is asking RAEL
i need RAEL to be at the helm
of my king's crown the skies over Poland
we disappeared
for a unification dream of Europe
but @you@
people ""
are just ******* wild... party all night...
the Middle East
had some Precious **** Going
but i chose golf
and Hawaii
on Kauai

        and now i'm like... doggish...
i was asking for letters...
for a new name for
the name has already been spoken
but the intelligent thought
i might not:
think about Roman
Greek and even Korean
how this briefcase of competence
can translate into the big world
the hand world
and i get one quarter of wembley next
thursday
for the guns n roses concerts
a quadrant manager...

Δ
   the implosion of Y...
not god but....

                           γΥ

  or the German for goo:
                                        gü

now i see my Lord:
i didn't be Adam
realised he was naked:
well: i ate the apple: shaman father
oh wait i have a father in heaven too!
fair enough!
and he will be seated on
the Left Hand of the Father:
Christ, Jesus....
    i'm yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
kweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee­eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen
quen
kweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee­eeeeeeeen
oh sassy!
hashish!
mousetache.....

so my tongue: bilingual:
serpents:
Y
yes:
my son would actually be
a polyamarous
polygomous
poly poly poly and a carrot
rather than a *******...
i think that's: @septology by
that Norwegian writer
and i looked into the book
and i suddenly found myself
in alleys
of magazines and self-help guru talk
no actual advice
but really: just advice-self-comforting
tool
for me? they recently invented the AI
chatbots
i go there: you go to self-help gurus
and magazines of distractions
to not think
i think i see you E
that's why i drink and read philosophy:
sorry for not playing the cello
or the violin
i tried
guitar and mandolin
but then i did punk with poetry
because i wasn't with the times
in journalism
that world would come to me
i wouldn't go into
a wave of change the spirit of hope
and change momentum
the higher Architect and gods invoked
to SpinSpinSpin
on the Carousel:
let us imagine God @rested@
and then... oh wait... ****!
god! had fun! sabbath!
god had fun!
god had fun on the7th....
****... so...
  
who the **** was crucified?
Hendon...
aye'ight... let's light this little Moscow up!
fire Volva Vulcan Mosco2
let's light fer up! feral! baby!
let's fire it up!
let's get Russia behind Iran!
Ghost War 1.0
Ghost Wwar 1.0

i call a regime change of thought authority
intellectual democracy
sharing ideas
flake
i get it wrong
not dscrimination
and avenue
of thinking of my wife i think i think
i have a wife:

i lost my RAW
spanish
hemp rolling papers
and i like smoking
when i write
so i think that's really
a no brainer
and if i'll get **** and
get to old age:
you want to see me
when i am the beast
during one of composition sessions
when i write
not like the safety net
of painting class on the Lanai
i mean:
me you and really...
she was sitting with ******:
High Hitter of the Leer...

but i'd love to see Russia snuggle up to Iran
like it snuggled up to Ukraine
and we got some Ukranian *****
in Poland
i think we had a fight with a conviction
of Love...
and i will write these words
and those Wanderings Stars will stop?
right?
wandering: they left? they left?

the ***** in Poland stinks:
or... it's fluorescent monkey juice
brain
hallucinating water people
water...
       but they filter it from how the spirit
stinks i think alcohol poisoning
i think the alcohol my uncle drank
in Poland was the cause
contamination Chernobyll:
i will be the drunk
Kojak Inspector
the water in Poland:
Chernobyll:
he was an alcoholic:
probably could hacve survived:
hello Mutan Brother:
hellp Mutant Brother
i have you right shoulderblade meat:
Kosher:
Yaksheem...

                   i think my uncle was an alcoholic
i am too
and i like being an alcoholi=c
when i get creative
and i sometimes need to get creative
like some sober
sane people
and people need
to surf
don't deny me
if you you
*** that's also catharsis
don't deny my creativinity:
don't starve me
like i can show yow competence
i will be your plumber
i will be your driver
i will try to be your electrician
but
first i need to finger a jellyfish
and remember being an similus aqua
i mean:
if Atlantis is dead
i see a dept
for the agony the grief
of the beaching of Whales
i see a naked world in the drunk underwater self
i see Atlantis i will show you
the beaching of the whales
we forgot to ride
i know that Avatar was a film
but the idea was Image
and the Image didn't become word...
words are words
ideas are complex
a word is a word is a word:
but an image
well:
i am still thinking of the tetragrammaton
i will be working with from now
on...

you must forget god's name:
i will be like good king david was:
Solomon was no MArcus Aurelius...
we got one thing perfectly right:
female ambition
as not ambition:
depicted in painters
who the rightful owner of the baby was:
after all...
these days:
it is common for women to abort beyond
24 months
now i see!
Solomon got it all wrong:
it was the woman
who was not holy in acting:
perhaps she was the woman
who couldn't conceive:
Solomon the Idiot: on the Crux...

Chinese: so... for:::
    small heart...
**** me... small heart in chinese...
i still have YHWH to work with...
the father would know two tongues

why the hypothetical son
i just want to meet Emperor Jesus
of the Empire of Universal Luvvie...
ijust just want some juices
from some apes
and some fruits...

o.k. Jesus:
you a Syrian refugee:
who didn't Judaism just die
and why aren't
the Catholics at your Gate
like the Barbarians at Europe
i think of
Catholics doing what Iran is doing to Israel:
hey! we want in!
Sunni Islam is about to Implode
and all the *** Free
Tirade Tide will End...
i am projects with Irish Catholics and the Dutch...
i think we are trying to rethink what
people tell us:
if Climate Change: isn't real...
then the REALITY of FOSSILS as fuels:
is real:
Climate Change is what's called:
reaching depletion levels of fossil fuels:
at 39:
i just learned to operate a clutch:
i can
category B: manual...
now i see who drives a manual
and an automatic:

but how i see Islam:
it will survive:
in the ****'ite: version:
Persian clinging to India:
India will reform Islam:
India will perfect Islam:
Europe can't perfect Islam:
Islam can't assimilate
Europe and Europe can't associate Islam
to the sacred Trinity
of Authenticity
  Identity
         Idea

     Islam doesn't have to impose itself on
Europe:
see how Islam violated Muhammad?
Muhammad's experience?
Islam did to Muhammad
what "Christianity" did to Jesus...
weird...
you know what Islam did
to Muhammad...
ignored him
called him mad...
i don't even understand
was Muhammad
the like of Noah?
Noah didn't leave a book:
we was (Moses)
told about
i need a general there's this ******* rabble
i just need stones on stones
like people stacking imitation PYramids

i think i need another name:
we are working on it...

oh i see Islam: a religion of peace
with India her mother:
i think
when Islam discovered Africa:
the Africans met Orwell...
but when Christianity
Europe
discovered
@discovered@ new ££
"quoto" E... iz zee quotes!
quptes!

                so no one hallucinated
having clothes on?
did: anyone: have: their: clothes:
on: during:
the: tree: good: evil:
       so no one hallucinated having their clothes
on?
and after the ride
everyone: ate: the: apple:
and everyone was naked?
so... the SPHYNX is a lost reminder?
or something imaginary?
you: are a people:
and call the SPHYNX cat imaginary
or do you call it a : REMINDER?
you want eternity so easy
don't you?

now i see Islam in the context
of India and
Pakistan:
it's how it must be Seen
the India sort of Europe
and the Vatican
uprooted in the Taliban of the Tibet
i mean the place settled by the descendent
of Buddha
from India
into the mountains
what is it with these mountains of celibacy?

there are still the letters:
i weave a slither West of Mast
but there's no laughter in Greek
how no one encoded laughter
in Ancient Greek:
there's no Laughter
in Ancient Greece!
what stoic Ideas!
but the Greeks had no concept of laughter!
why did they have static masks
to persuade people:
ignorant folk:
whether a comedy or a tragedy:
the Ancient Greeks had no concept of Laughter:
there is no vowel catcher and sigh instigator
of YHWH in Greek:

H
EE
have to go... we need to refurbish!
temple?!
sorry? ahem.... what temple?
the idea is not even hot
and there's:
2000 of israel left?

                       ㅐ
                    H   H

in the name: "name" of peace
o.k.
Korean doesn't like Yahweh...
i said:
a name for you
Allah is mental condition
retarted hypercornyhorny
cousin ******* folk
i mean like
complete retards
very barbaric
imagine sunni islam in pakistan
poverty
like i feel the riches
of vatican?
well...
i sort of love high culture myself
i can also visit the brothel
and get you into the underground...
savvy?
savvy?

            i said.... st. peter:
savvy?!

. 'as for those poets, only the perverse follow them. do you not see that they go too far in every direction and say things, which they cannot do?' (ash-shu'ara / the poets 26:224-226).

call them what you like,
the Huguenots,
for all i care...

   you always side with
the "heretics"...
  
   given that, "said" heretics
retain some cultural value
relativism of other cultures,
namely in the form of
depiction -

    since why would, "the word"
be deemed holy,
    ****-naked,
                rather than donning
a bikini of "iconoclasm"...
         when words... are at
the meat-market of copyright -
what with © coca cola?

                 sunni islam would have
never allowed sufism...
  but Farsi does...
  and will continue...
since no Iranian will bow
before an Arab within the schematics
of history...

          Sunni Islam, it's Wahhabi sentimentality...
so why persist in signing
the Adhan?
   why not speak in a honing like
drone sentiment of plain speech?
i thought all music was banned?
the current Adhan is a form
of music... isn't it? BAN IT!

    you never side with these Sunni
muslims, exploiting Bangladeshi labor,
you side with the heretics of Iran...
these *******, i can at least respect...
  
      no fast cars, convenient ongoing
cultural insurrections -
   Sufism...
       Afghan women's poetry,
and all that much closer to Hindu mysticism...
    
yeah... "islamophobia":
but only against Sunni Islam...
   but Shia Islam?
   no problem...
   i could stomach these peoples
like i could stomach the in-between
of the Turkish variant -
no ideology - simply, pure, power throttle...

i could make a great Janissary -
with a Turkish barber...
         for a great trim of hair and beard...
i'd cast a shadow on some
obscure chocolatier of Brussels
who thinks himself a politician...

     but there are certain aspect of Islam
i am willing to tolerate...
   what happened to the son in law
of Muhammad, namely, Ali...
was raw ******* kicking...

               promises, promises...
no promises...
           Shia Islam, as an European,
i can tolerate, Turkish Islam, i can tolerate...
Turkey is incrementally shy
of being treated at the 2nd variant of Iran...
at least with Iran, we share a history
via the insurrection into the ancient
texts through Greece...

  come to think of it...
whenever i listen to
matta's song echo babylon...
i start feeding myself goosebumps,
reminding myself
of Cyrus... Nebuchadnezzar...
and the dim-wit that was
   Belshazzar...

always siding with the heretics...
if not on economic groundwork,
then at least motivating,
rather than monetizing an idea...

and the Shia muslims are...
    one way or another...
   unlike the gluttons of Dubai...
the barbie dolls of postage stamp
"proof" of progress,
in size, and worth...

   Sunni Islam would have
never allowed poetics to remain
a viable form of expression -
the Persian tradition that is,
far beyond the western concern
for a comment section...

         Shia Islam allows patronage
of the arts, notably poetry,
without concern for monetary
funding, it, at least, doesn't prohibit it...
given the pride of the Persians...
Sunnis and their continual quest
for finding water...
    sure... poetry is pointless within
such restrictions of
existential concerns...
    but... given the current, civilized
establishment?
   sky-scrapers in *******
sand dunes?

         the qu'ran should have
forbidden the architectural ambitions
equivalent to the tower of babel
being erected, in environments,
that could never sustain said projects...

    and who originally spewed the term
islamophobia?
Sunni Islam...
        i never liked this strand of belief...
i hate the Sunnis like
a Shia partisan...

p.s. it's called patriotism is America...
but nationalism in Europe...
    you sure that's not a synonym?
Europeans can't be patriotic,
and Americans are never nationalistic?

...

   well: how could i ever convert to islam,
i do enjoy the adhan from time to time,
"sorry", but i do...
  i can't help it:
if i'm a sucker for pop songs,
i'm also a sucker for the adhan...
   crusader songs, templar songs become
stuffy after a while...
and last time i checked:
     there were the northern crusades
against the baltic people:
notably prussians, lithuanians...
with that cushion of: mediating the
escalation of war by the polacks...
coming from the east:
  last time i checked the mongols
didn't reach leipzig...
               buffer zone people...
and what of the ottoman onsalught
of vienna 1529: the ****** winged hussars
won the charge...

so, coming back to heidegger... aphorism 26
ponderings IX... how am i to not be
the historical animal?
         perhaps in german, in germany
i might become a non-historical animal,
to begin: anew, but with a terrible
past to hide, to negate...
   i could do that: if i were a german,
speaking german, in germany...
but i'm in england:
            i might have some roots in
Silesia, but it's "hard" to not be a historical
animal, an "animal" with a sense of time,
i.e. a future a past a present...
esp. under the english conditions
of: the biological animal momentum narrative,
like a tsunami, like an earthquake...
ripples throughout...
              i can't move forward with
the english championing darwinism every
single ******* step of the way...
why can't they hide darwin like the polacks
hid copernicus...
given the motto: copernicus -
who moved the earth, and stopped the sun...
why wouldn't i escape into history
if the current biological reality is:
(a) a yawn... the cruel nature of per se?
   the courting of pigeons on a t.v. antenna...
pigeons get rejected all the time,
lesson learned, he bows and bows,
coos... expands his tail feathers upon
the bow then folds them... she flies away...
repeat...
    (b) i can't escape being a historical
animal in the way that what the current
facts are being repeated have encountered
a whiff of Chernobyll...
              history is inclided to answer reality...
biology? not so much... not from what i've
seen and heard...
             truly a schizophrenics disney dream:
to walk among the newly insane feeling
like the only sane among them...
beau-ti-ful!
                   well... given the current criteria
of being bilingual as being synonymous
with being a schizophrenic...
           magic!
                    
   now the crescendo...aphorism 24
ponderings X:

              the word designates, the word signifies,
the word says, the word is (heidegger)...

i found that you can only write
"philosophy" with a neat, fixed vocab. regime,
clarity of boundaries...
    quadratic events in vocab.:

i.e. the reflexive: yourself, himself, itself etc.
and the reflective: your, self....
                       his, self...
                                  it, and the self...
                    ergo? atheistic scissors,
  the two articles, indefinite and definite
                                 a / the "self"...

i'm not playing "identity politics",
when i say that only two peoples ever managed
to sack Moscau... the mongols and the polacks
with the help of lithuanians,
"identity politics" only happens in
post-colonial society, akin to the english,
i'll speak the english,
but i will not be a cucked indian of
the former raj: i will eat the fish & chips,
i will eat the sunday roast,
   i will eat the english breakfast with great
delight...
            but i will not do what these former
colonial masters expect of me:
integrate at the expense of making my
mutterzunge into hubris!
stubborness contra pride...
                hard to tell the difference...

and why do i like heidegger so much?
i'm not into the ad homine arguments...
my grandfather, was, a communist party member...
so?
       i like heidegger... because he appreciates
poetics, i like that poets can share the same
values as philosophers,
thanks to heidegger: we have been requested
back into the republic...
if plato and islam didn't like us, hanging around,
some offshoot german thinker / promenade
enthusiast like used enough to,
i suppose: ban the theatre puppeteers...

i am not playing identity politics...
biological reality is not enough...
but archeological reality?
       can you really advance to counter?
i was born near:
Krzemionki Opatowskie, a Neolithic and
early Bronze Age complex of flint mines
for the extraction of Upper Jurassic (Oxfordian)
banded flints...
  personally? i don't believe in
the African genesis conundrum...
i believe "my" people originated from
the Indian sub-continent,
as, associated with the complex:
Indo-European categorization of language;
i'm still to see an African phonetic
encoding system, beside the hieroglyphics...

i, was, born, there! i'm not a displaced
post-colonial debacle between former master
and former slave...
i have: roots... i'm not ******* up to the fish & chips
brigade with a friday night's worth of curry...
i cook my own curry,
and by god: it is the food of the gods...
i'll give the blue indians that counter...
but sure as **** not the worth of mead
or whiskey...

if they only tolerated themselves,
sure, learn the english language,
but know this much:
           english is the modern lingua franca...
it's the language of economics,
forget the natives, too ignorant to learn
either deutsche or française:
island-folk...
                what else, what other attitude?
even the russians are like:
that land of the weirdos? the idiosyncratics?
yes, we know that land...
the only "thing" that shelters the english
are the h'americans, the south africans,
the australians etc.,
  sure as **** the scots aren't sheltering them...
and, mind you?
   if the i.r.a. really wanted to plant
a bomb?
   a real bomb? they'd revert from speaking
any english to begin with... resorting
to revising their usage of gàidhlig:
ga-id-hlig... gaelic...
   like the welsh, stubborn people, proud people,
retaining their Çymraeg...
celt: said kelt...
the glaswegian football team?
       Çeltic... not: keltic...
  borrowed from the greek: sigma (ς: cedilla to ****)...
   wow! all the particulars in the english tongue!
guess it would take an ausländer to spot them!

U-21 european championships,
england versus romania:
                           a magnificent match...
the youngsters playing better football
than the oldies in their mid to late / early 30s...

i'm trying to tolerate Islam,
               it's not in my nature...
            hell... i enjoyed visiting a turkish barber
shop, i still have an unflinching opinion that,
the turks are the best barbers in the world...
but...

              this quote, is going to **** you:
same aphorism / pondering (24 / X) -


*** fight videos - count dankula...
you know what i'd love to do to these little
snarky *****?
the french revolution isn't enough...
n'ah, them hanging, is not enough....
ever heard of the butchers' hook?
                 it's also callled close-up fishing...
imitation hang-man...
   you insert a fishing hook...
and you let the sweeney todd ****** dangle...
on a hook, rather than a noose...
lords of salem come your way?
i'd rather the snarky teen hanging off
a fisherman's hook than dangle
like some lynched ******...
beside the suffocation,
i'd like them with a fisherman's hook entombed
in their hard palette...
         i don't want them hanging...
what am i? a sadist?
  i want them on the fisherman's hook!
when suffocating without a broken spine absorbed
by the neck isn't enough!
  fisherman's hook gallows is a
masterpiece... of suffering...
  most certain...
  when cheap comedy is being towed...
making fun of bums, or homeless people...
the current society is so welcome
to bypass all the "adventures" of Loki...
but akin to the lords of Salem...
burn!? such a limitated imagination!

ah... right... digressing...
        the reflexive / reflective quadratic...
language - only if speech  has acquired
the highest univocity of the word does it
become strong (enough) for the hidden
              play of its essential multivocity
(as withdrawn from all "logic"),
             of which poets and thinkers alone
are capable, in their own respective modes
and their own directions of sovreignty.

we do live in a time of a lost sense
of dialectic, since we do not live in a time
of etertaining dialogue,
perfectly sensible opinions,
that's all we have...

                       if one of these snarky *******
came up to me...
they'd get a chance to experience a rubric
of 4, knuckles...
what's 189 centimeters in empirical?
6ft2...      oh!
                   see where imagination takes you?
and here i was: thinking i was without it!
butcher's hangman...
oh, not so easy...
                  
                fame by no association to fame...
just the tears of parents who raised their children
to be nothing more than rugrats...
annoying gnat like bothersomes;
and nothing quiet special to be associated
with weimar berlin...
     just, these,
   h'american mall onlookers
with pwetty-guy-for-a-white-fly-mentality,
as borrowed from californian
1990s punk;

re-used ****** losers.

mad-hatter's fraction: 10/6....
      0.666...
      well: to the given extent:
1.666666(7)....
     1, 0, /6,
no number is divisible by 0,
every number, divisible by 1:
is the same number...
    mad hatter's 10/6...

   re-used ****** losers...
i like that phrase...
        7 for every 6, 7 for every 6...
until the 0. fraction comes
a 1.: exponential serf of 0...
0 being the multiplier...
          
         i really am growing a beard to less
don it, but rather to experience
a relief from patience...
war robots?
the first non n.p.c. game...
i like that, very much...
      and when i did:

you know my first experience of
love at first sight?
the younger sister of my then girlfriend...
****** up ****...

love at first sight is a terrible phenomenon...
i was nearing 18, she was barely 13...
i was dating her older sister...
but it was love at first sight,
the trouble with: love at first sight:
it doesn't lie...
it tries to lie...
          but it can't lie...

   paedophilia? a bit... untouched bodies
though... bodies of people who were
never supposed to touch...
i once said to a fwend:
well wouldn't it be ****** up if i touched
her?
   she's a muse, which doesn't translate
into vacating her as a busy body
worth of a touch, does it?
     if only my old friend samuel said
otherwise:
sylvester "contra" tweety:
my first girlfriend...
but her sister?
         i was nearing 18, she was about 13...
love at first sight...
untouched, cradled, unscathed...
and so she remained...
   until she did what every girl would
have done...thank god she remained
a figment of my imagination...
   rammstein: rosernrot...
    
           i have seen love at first...
such a load of ******* that it had to be
the younger sister of a girl i was dating...
and the **** that i had to be 18 and see
was just beginning her teenage transition...
the world unfair i grant
the most justifications... as being
the (just - unnecessary adjective) arbiter...

love at first sight becomes a forbidden love...
love at first sight was always a forbidden
love...
           and the sort of "love" that achieves
a perspctive of change that doesn't
translate into old age...
love at first sight is soon translated
into a love of affairs closely associated
with middle-age disenfranchised
state of affairs...
i.e. to love again...
            how else to feel relief from
having lost both one's inhibitions
               as well as one's ambitions?!
in the conundrum of the mortal
"question" of the continuum being
preserved?

before i make my cognitive injection
of tobacco and marijuana and alcohol
i will have to scribble down
the preface: snotty: rubric...
yes i am watching the death of a monotheism
not of god:
i already ascribed Allah the status of
son
for the father Yahweh: after all:
the vowels and consonants match up...

someone once said: when yoiu get bored of
London: you get bored of life...
oh... i'm not bored of London:
i'm just bored in quantum pockets of ghettos
now spreading as far wide as the outerreaches
of this organism of a city

two days by comparison
first day i was seeking a barber, Turk: who else,
because there is no better barber than a Turk
and i should know
when getting trimmed and shaved feels
as good as getting a *******
and this is no top heavy allure of
some power dynamic:
when you enjoy being pleased
and someone reciprocrated with giving
you pleasure:
but the first day i donned a big winter coat
all black...
black under armour sneakers
jeans:
ugh... i looked worse than a shadow
i looked grey but that matched the weather...

ooh! i thought i forgot Philip Lamantia
but, not, i didn't...
that the crumbs from the words that eventually
are letters:
a healtthy understanding of "serious" literature
is peppered with poetry
because... that's the best known thing
to man
given the rise of journalism and
an aversion from philosophy:

and i'm just bored perhaps even tired
of living among Muslims with their
plight of taking over...
what?! ******* and chastising and whatever
these ****- squats get up to
i mean: that's just pathetic...
it's beyond imagination a pathos
you'd almost want the Islamic world to
heave a second engagement with
the Mongol horde
but i was walking from the barber unshaved
and this Muslim ninja "woman"
was waiting to cross the street
without clear indicator for the traffic to stop
and as she crossed the street
she passed me
but suspence of disbelief... she stepped
a yard's worth of length back onto the street...
such superstitious people:
weirdos...

oh by now i treat Muslims as a curiosity:
like an anthropologist might:
they are just weird
it's not the sort of weird
like Christian women who succumb to
treating the zodiac and fen shui seriously
i mean this is next level weird
like: ugh: you have the plague or something?!

why did i succumb to calling
England the Anti-Christ?
bogus word... hyperbolic... even...
but if the ruling "elites" are simply pandering
and quack quacking
i mean: at least the Americans have
some ***** attached to their *****
and if something doesn't feel right:
then it's best not to think it: as right:
but this is not the first time i felt and i experienced
Muslim superstitions...
pork is this supposed bad
as bad as what is salt is alcohol in the desert?

so how they avoid shaking your hands
while circumcicised end up *******
violating the public toilet seat
because that's what circumcision does to you:
gives you bad aim:
if you are a circumcised male:
sorry: you best sit down on the toilet
and **** like a woman:
only un-circumcised men are allowed
to **** into a toilet while standing!

why do Europeans mix marijuana with tobacco:
why would the Beatnik "philosophers"
think about their psychadelia
and the fusion of religions
replacing Christianity
with Buddhism or rather
creating the Super Beast the Chimera
the Zeitgeist aftermath
of what even the craziest of John and the Revelation
wouldn't revel in

a Chimera comes every Zeitgeist cycle
now we are going through
the cycle of Frustration
of Islam
the Islamic Impasse:
i came to Syria: i destroyed it:
levelled it
i came to Syria
with Warsaw rubble
and i came with the two Germans:
the Teutonic Knight
in MArienburg still standing
this fortress of the Northern Crusades
and i also
funnily enough
inherited the revived German Pagan
and the Chimneys of Auschwitz!
oh so Jealous... i know!
Chief! OI! chief! move away from my lady!

the Mongol Empire came like
the Sea upon the Earth
and left us
imprints to seek Islands
from England
i will live and remain
on Kauai
i need the foretress of Sea
around me!
Graham: i have found her:
18 years older
Christian
Zodiac prone
hyperventilating on ***
liberated woman on menopause
i always thought of you as the external
****** partner
good that i caught you with prospect of
surrogacy
and your on mnopause
implies no hormonal dysfunction
of you on pills
and me wearing a ****** instead
of a **** rings:
this... this is... this is luxury: that the Islamic
world would never allow...

well, for Muhammad and Khadijjah!
the older woman!
look at your prophecy!
your Holy Book was written by a Woman!
the literatre business woman!
can Islam see Islam?!

can anyone actually see
this Chimera: this Zeitgeist:
oh... being the Beast of Satan
i think i can tame this Chimera
of God: the Holy Ghost!
ha! HA!

there's a secret Islam:
a feminism Islam:
a woman's Islam:
not the Christian ******* arguments:
i think i'm listening to women
and i think they want
the Devil to Come
and Defend Islam:
Esp. Defend Islam against Jesus
Islam needs
a Christian Secular Revival
now is your Holocaust and Self-Genocide:
we also hate ourselves in the "West"...
but the technology
not the wealth
satisfies us:
technology is fire
is electricity is mirror:
and you know when you walk out from the
barbers: chasing the bus...
haven't been cycling for almost half a year
i'm breathing heavily:
i'm wheezing:
a step daughter...
REyla: i have a daughter:
i think about her sometimes
like
re-imagining my life as a painter...
from... ******* Norway!

aww look! Allah is shy...
i bet Yahweh ***** him
with a crucifix *****!
to give birth to man
while Satan gave the birth of man
via apple... via art... via poetry...
god gave man existences in
the tantrums of the titans
creating weather and shackles
to feed off wood for shelter in the Ice...
come back to me!
O: and loss of wonder!

Satan gave birth of man
in a garden:
in heaven:
said.. shhh.. shh... shut up! stupid!
you will fall down upon
this stone of cruielty:
by stone i implore you:
imagine a crucifix...
then the stone of Icarus and Prometheus...
who is Allah...
i told you... shh shhh sh! she!
well: Yahweh is a She
and Allah is a He:
we are going to invest in CElestial ******...
shh!
we're about to watch the best
******* known to man:
wait for it...
wait...

jump!

SMALL DAY
DREAM BIG... Edie? REyla?
whast father am i when i have
a quadratic
of mother-daughter
       daughter-father... then i hav e
the leftovers of mother-mother
daughter-daughter
            father-father...

i couldn't help myself from peacock...

i think Novak, the Czech ******...
nibbled on some advice:
i can live among Muslim women in my dreams:
but i can't live among Muslim serfs:
the Ummah last
the Pakistanis and the Somalis
and the Sudanese
like i think Christianity seems the diaspora
in Asia...
Christian adventure
of not conquering Asia
just creating little Jewish Kingdoms
of Freaks, Zombies and Lovers...

not being funny: female intelligence:
then ylou decide to chance a new barber:
freshly attired Atilla the Constantinople
Varangians:
it's so pathetic this Islam on this
side of the propaganda:
i know Islam can be beautiful
not this Christian
i said: the best brothel is the church:
full of pedohpiles
and cougars... fat assess and surrogacy
and some leftover meaning off meaning...

some evil spirit in the AI?
yes... the self satisfied the wholesome
man...
that stupid look you get
from a teenage girl
like you're the Beast and She's Bella..
like you're the Phantom of the Opera
and she's Christine
and just in between
you take her drinking
under the bridge
because the opera you bought
tickets for was German
and you thought it would be sang in German!
but there was all this post-modernist
deconstructionism
with birds replaced by flyiung panthlefts
of anti-right-communism
this new emergence a wailing wall of China
which only the Jews in herited in a parchment
of stones
in little detail:
so few Jews: on the right course of the PRoject:
the intellectual priest...
Jews... i'm sorry i wasn't born in 19th century Poland...
i'm ******* sorry:
i would have been a ******!
i would have been James ******* Bond!
but technology ook
ooo    oo            oo oo
rarityy: of seeing those Goggles..
but now that you see them:
if only Hugh Grant was given the role of
JAmes BOnd... but Hugh Grant
was never a James Bond
but in old Age has
become... Dorian Grey...
Cynical; Bitter ******* Funny...
  like i have a **** for ?Hugh Grant's
ego... i transcend ***
Hugh Grant's ego is my ****
spoken like a true ******* gentleman...
because Hugh Grant should have been
a James Bond:
but now the aviator: actor:
oh i see actors: the transition
the priests of the theatre...
if i were a poet:
but i have the Anti-Church!
i know it: inside out!
it's the Colliseum-Theatre!
it's an ugly Church:
it's ******* psychadelic: ha ha ha ha ha! O REyla!
we're going to have so much fun
playing psy-warfare!

i think we'll start with: playing cats.

ETHNONYMS
and XENONYMS...
but if you are a child
and the *** with
mother is like watching
a sci-fi movie
because i no longer need
to watch movies
unless that movie is
called: EDie R-Rated...
well: bad room:
ill room... worthless unique
tribal: social conformity:
garbage of a woman...
but at least i know that
God has a Chimera:
the holy spirit...
because...
under Satan's softening
illusion...
reality was given as
a soothing for the mind
therefore nurturing the intellect:
in delusion...
in an un-reality:
what if the story began
with you
being what you subsequently found yourself
as being but only for the few true:
what if i were the ego that is silence and id that
is nothing:
what if i can't be a scary hallucination
what if...
i am the Bull on the Scales...
she is Virgo:
i am Taurus...
she tries to deny it

but she cab't... she's a Virgo and i'm a Taurus...
my mother ius Pisces and my father Ares...
water meets fire
earth meets air...
[isces - water,
ares - fire
taurus - earth
virgo - air...
Reyla is my 5th element
contenders
light, vacuum,
             time... time can be deemed an element:
the element of perpetuated motion...
motion should be an element:
actually.. our basic foundations are crippled
which is why Islam has taken such
a stranglehold ignorance:
it's not the Nazis invaded them with Socviet Russia...
this Envy this JEaousy can't reach Poland:
Russia is just a toy the army plagiarism:
sure...
why shouldn'tn Greenland succumb
the way of Alaska...

but younger males dating older women:
as long as they are not cannibals
ideological zombies
of feminism...
if they are religious women
if Christianity is much more than a fixation
of rules upon her...
if Christianity is like Platonism
-ity: unity of all the =isms...
   imagine that!
her religion her belief is more a counter argument:
for her Catholicism and Islam are
indistinguishable for some strange... ******* reason...
but if we inherited
the Teutonic Capital of the German Christian
then inherited the Death Trip-Goglotha
of German Pagan via Christianity the Nihil:
how paganism became
nihilism via Christianity

dear man
god put you on this rock in Orbit
with the Titans
of Earth and Water Air and Fire
then Vacuus and Nihiluus
the twins most dangerous
the infamy of the gods
even the last two
monotheistic logics
this sudden fear
how monotheism can't overcome
polytheism
how monmotheism
tried and failed
wtih religion
*** DeepSeekler: China:
q about China
then ask ChatGPTIA:
whatever the rainbow pronoun
acronym is...
because that virus VLICK
the VLYWING is prone to know
express...
Europe and the Hebrew
Asia and the Hberew:
maybe the solution is....
take your priesthood
to Asia
forgive the Ruopeans
and Embrace Asia
i'll see yooyo yoyo waiting
in Polynesia..,
i know....
change of scenarios...
Reyla: oh jeez...
         he's seriously coming over...
fucke me slow.... father...
feminism just opened a f3ew
new doors: 4 x 4....
            you wouldn't expect: that...
although given Islam's ****-**** theologism:
temporal ******* on platter... of....
i guess ushi... sue: she she!

cat killer\; first name\;nsue?
Sue
i'll haunt that *****!

he put you on rock:
4rock a baby:
crucifix: b elieve me
camp!
i put you in the garden:
to preserve
confuse you: yes:
perpetuate you: yes...
you eat nickles but your already
do with barley..
so sclera
and faking: cinematic montage:
puppets... strings:
ennabling "thinkinG":
think drink thinking contra
drink driving.... Reyla... i'm...
i'm drunk-thinking
so ypu do ypur solo and i'll do my solo... savvy?!

doodles:
measure of rockets...
save North Korean Intellect:
just ask the North Koreans
of:  

ㅈ ꡛ ས 𐤑 Ϻ —

i sacricifed you unto me
this dream of a garden
upon this revolving rock
in darkness empty
orbit
and you think me
or this evil this darkness
this light i cannot keep
from fire?

             think me of no lead toward
a fire that is the light i pride
think now i think
that India can reclaim
Europe via the the Punjab
and i know Europe will be what it used to be
in India when no English bricklayer
or etc
came to India
occupied India:
state actors: i know the job....
actors on the liberties of constraints...
savages: ******* inbreds:
which is what Muslim men talk about European
women...
i thought half of them were shipped out
to Dubai and a 1/12th to Moscow...
a 3/4qrtr of 1/8th to Beijing
the rest free-lancing...

         i don't think i have a daughter
i do think i can have Alcatraz...
like Beijing-Boing-Boing!

the GRAND SEJONG

i nmet the Censor, once... Asterix and Obelisk:
i say: why why not Buggs Bunny
and cleopatra:
so Loki was also thje Stutterrer?
Evil supposeddly stutters?
but if God placed man upon the Rock
and i gave him a moral theatre:
and that would almost last more
than your supposed mortal eternity
against the elements:
but what lie oh the original that one was
not born from the depths of ordeals
beyond man
but upon man caste...
but collectively: not as individually:
Islam is at least intact to begin again:
whereas the West is left with a Spider Web
of Indivuations...
imprints:
nothing special isms....
   Jesus Christ and Oedipus...
what is the difference?
isn't this terrible: a younger man will rather
have an older woman..
because if she wasn't a feminist
would have already have had her child
and not because i'm infertile
or i don't know...
          but Islam the the birth of phobias:
ISlam ackowledges it:
or the Western proselytes acknowlege:
Aislamophobia gabe birth
to claustro- and arachno-phobia(s)...
ISlam is the religion of phobias and hypochondriacs:
19th century European Romantics...
sickly ones...
Lawrence of Arabia and the Elloquent
Droid: *** Bunny..
       such a long story
it almost begs fo beggars of DISBELIEF...
BEGGARS of DISBELIEF:
a holy society in Islam...
the Beggars of Disbelief:
the Astounded Ones...
the Deaf Seekers of Gjong!
we did not arrive from the astute
revision of doubt:
we of the disbelief never denied:
but our sudden almost lightning
think O wife mother daughter:
we of the astouded ones have
been gripped by the cradle
and the lavendar hued mushroom
and how suicide was
a dog i was leading along one
long night path...
where i thought i met you
and your daughter:
where i thought i met you
and your mother...
where i think i met both of you... and neither of you.