I don’t seek drugs no more.
Get up then fall harshly below
Then all again, till I stop feeling
Till I lose focus
of the reality i torment.
I don’t seek a love no more.
Fall In love then get my heartbroken
Forgive , then get hurt again .
Untill I find dope to stop it.
It’s time to confront and deal with the problems that been ******* with  me for so long .
Move on from the bonds to begin a journey I’ve been lusting on
It’s time for growth & a new beginning Were I Don’t always dwell and live life much better.