Im still gunna keep writing
Im sad as ****
But im gunna keep writing
My **** is small
But im gunna keep writing
Ive broke girl's heart
But im gunna keep writing
A girl broke my heart
But im gunna keep writing
Im failing every class
But im gunna keep writng
Im bitter as ****
But im gunna keep writing
I want to end my life
But im gunna keep writing
Nothing is going right
But im gunna keep writing
Im no better than someone else
But im gunna keep writing
****  me
But im gunna keep writing
My poetry *****
But im gunna keep writing
I wish i didnt feel like this
But im gunna keep writing
I wish my mom aborted me
But im gunna keep writing
Im ******* ****
But im gunna keep writing
Worst night of my life
But im gunna keep writing
Nothing might work out
But im gunna keep writing
I havent worked out
But im gunna keep writing
Little **** ****** me off
But im gunna keep writing
My mind is gone
But im gunna keep writing
The **** is coming soon
But im gunna keep writing
The gun is cocked
But im gunna keep writing
Im pulling the trigger

Down on my knees, I have been there before
Defeated and broken with no where to go
I won’t go there again, no I won’t
I won’t go there again, if I go up in smoke

Determined and gritty and dryin my tears
Standin up proudly, I’m stuffin my fears
Deep in my throat somewhere there’s a growl
I’m gunna find it, find it
I’m gunna find it, find it
I’m gunna find it, find it
Somehow
I’m gunna find it
Find it
Somehow

Up through my bones and out of my mouth
Comes the cry of survival in loudest of shouts
Just tell me no and I’ll rally and stand
Its time I became my own biggest fan

Determined and gritty and dryin my tears
Standin up proudly, I’m stuffin my fears
Deep in my throat somewhere there’s a growl
I’m gunna find it, find it
I’m gunna find it, find it
I’m gunna find it, find it
Somehow
I’m gunna find it
Find it
Find it somehow

If love never comes from outside I know
It can grow from inside and then start to glow
Like a beacon to others, letting it show

A team of strong soldiers diggin down, diggin deep
If no one comes save us, there’s no need to weep
Just tell us no and we’ll rally and stand
Its time we became our own biggest fan

Determined and gritty
Start dryin those tears
Stand up proudly,
Start stuffin your fears
Deep in your throat somewhere there’s a growl
You’re gunna find it, find it
You’re gunna find it, find it
You’re gunna find it, find it
…………………………Somehow