It's the ultimate answer to
life
the universe
and everything.
But I've always sworn
that this
doesn't make it
the answer
to
everything.
Then I realized
maybe it is.
42
days
since I last grabbed the knife.
42
minutes
since I did it again.
42
pills
in the Tylenol bottle.
42
pills
were there last time
too.
42
42
42
42
42
binary inverse is
-21
42 * 2.42
days
since the most recent full week
of school.
(yay for palindromes)
42
stains
still on the clothes
in the clean clothes basket.
(yes I counted)
42
42
42