in times of darkness, in times of pain
i then think of this lonely game
with a life without another

so my mind blows like the wind
shimmering through the leaves of time
the times of sorrow within my mind

i start to cry tears of forever lonleyness
one tear drop at a time

again i speak, only to myself
only to think of when i was young
i shined on like the sun

i now look to the skies and see nothing
but fragments of pain

as i cry out to the moon
trapped by the shodow at night
exposed by the light

i've worn out my welcome
by my own pressure
of wanting a life

What is this feeling I get late at night?
This feeling never gives me positive insight
It makes my heart feel a shatter
But I'm not sure what's the matter

It couldn't be happiness?
or perhaps it it occurs because of lonleyness
It never leaves me in tears
But it also never leaves me in fear

It happens in every season
I'm never exact sure of the reason
It makes me feel in pain
It leaves an internal stain

I may never be able to explain this feeling
There is no type of healing
The only way I can explain it, is that's dark
It always leaves some sort of mark

How.
This has never happened to me before.
I am first best.
I am only best.
What do you mean
There is another woman
That makes no sense
I should have known
When you were
Too good to be true
It isn't
She can have you
I don't want you anymore
Have a happy life
I will return to my lonleyness
Where I am safe
From the confines
Of the *******
We call love