Silver linings
Bells a ringin'
White doves forever singing
Illusions are amongst us
Or at least my soul whimpering in the dust

I am a year older
Yet the warmth still shivers colder
Don't you see, this **** is all wrong
Blindly living like a **** jingle bell song

Yes, I am disappointed.
Constantly having my body disjointed
Misunderstood, confused
Always banging my mind 'till it's bruised

Officially slipped in an enclosed cage
Suffocating myself in my own pessimistic rage

i wove a flower crown
for you; how could i
forget? i want to tell
everyone how much
i love them for all
the things i cannot
say to you, i'm
still trying to
write you
down.