I stop for a while
And ask you an Authority
Authority !!!
To describe your derisory magical eyes

Your embarrassing face
Red little chic
Muse for me a while
To find whole beautiful worlds in your eyes

I wonder, amuse and bold
Describe the beauty of your eyes
But, you simply mystifying me
Why???

Now I have no words left in my mouth
Put it my eyes into your eyes
To find you on me
And me on you

Incredible! Innocent, and Ironically
You made me little shy
To describe beauty of your eyes
That’s what everything
Is everything is your eyes is
It’s wow!!!

©Saujan Gyawali
3 December 2014

Dear Calculator
I am in love with you for no reason
My palm slowly touches you
Hardly press you
Again and Again
Again and Again

Finally you bring smile in my face
A smile that could give another smile
or no smile
If no smile is given
Literally I put you down
And face palm

if yes still catches you
Softly and gently
Calculation of taxation to Addition
Pain and sorrow with division to subtraction
My beautiful love with Interrogation

The Chemistry of Derivation is simply Awful
Equation of love is really useful
Yes! Calculator you make my life thoughtful
And the result is always Fruitful

©Saujan Gyawali
11 November 2014

It was simply murky evening
Amazing sparking stars has fallen down
Cold air had just kissed me
To remember you

And you give me reason to smile
You spark up my life, my world
Dear, with your presence I feel divine
Your amazine touch heals all my pain

I’ve seen a dream with you
To be around in all ups and downs
In this sweet journey of my life
And you give me a reason to smile

My beloved, a very happy birthday to you
Together we make awesome two
Together we make awesome two…!!!

©Saujan Gyawali
20 October 2014

Dear life, I’ve spent 21 years of
Crazy, stupid, ludicrous
Undecided, Unmanaged
Ambiguous life

All are this I tag now...???
And all those *******
Fallacious people surrounding

I was Bamboozled
Abandoned
Cheated

I was fallen seven times
Stand up eight
But I never lose my fate

Dear life
I am struggling for present
Not for past
That could always be with me last


©Saujan Gyawali
18 october 2014

संसारमै पवित्र मानिने चिजलाई
अंगालेको छु
अनेक बाधा संग्रस पछि
पाएको छु
एउटा छुटै संसारको आभासमा
परिवर्तित छ
मेरो प्रेम ।

न कुनै शब्द छ न कुनै वाख्या
मात्र भावनाका निस्पट
खैलाबैला
कुनै बेला एक्दमै  हसाएको छ
कहिलॆ नराम्री रुवाएको छ
यो कस्तो प्रेम
यसको रुप अनेक ।

आफ्ना मान्छे पनि विराना भएका छन्
विराना मान्छेलाई आफ्ना बानाएको छ
मा बिना तिमि अनि तिमि बिना म
बाच्न सकिदैन भनने  आभास
दिलाएको छ
कस्तो निष्ठुरी प्रेम ।

कति आनिदा रातहरुमा
सम्बन्धका कुराहरु खोलिन्छ
माया- पिरतीका कुराहरु
बुनिनछ
अनि मुटुको तिब्र गतिको दुक्दुकी संगै
संगै बच्ने कसम
खान्छ
वहा प्रेम कस्तो बनायौ ।

कस्तो थिए म
यस्तो बनायौ
एक्लो थिए म
हामीको आभास दिलायौ
सपनासंगै दौडिन सिकायौ
जीवनका हरेक मोडमा चुनौतीको सामनासंग जुदन सिकायौ
एउटा पवित्र चिजलाई अंगालन सिकायौ
संसारको भाग्यमानी वेक्ती भएको
भावाना दिलायौ
सलाम छ प्रेम तिमिलाई ।

वहा प्रेम…!!!
सलाम छ तिमिलाई

©सौजन ज्ञवाली
पेप्सीकोला काठमाडौँ  नेपाल
11 October 2014

Suddenly I fall asleep
Image of her was appeared
That Caliginous night
She disappeared

I was alone for whole night
Thinking of her
Can’t wait at anymore
And peeped out from windows

Air kissed me
Nonsensical stars laughing at me
And I was lost for a moment
Because of Her

Her Crunchy Voice
Those Dazzled Eyes
And Fantastic Lips
It’s Everything to me

Again I lost thinking of her
I am in deep Love
Yes! I am in Love
It’s simply because of Her
Only her
And
Only her !
A great Awe to Her!

©Saujan Gyawali
10 October 2014

When I was mid twenty
Unexpected girl purposed me for date
At the middle of night
I was embarrassed, shocked
Finally I turned on my light
Why….???
She purposed me
I was confused…???
Again, my mind thought of her
And! I was confident
My heart says a name of her
I am in love
This was mid Twenty

When I was Eighteen and Nineteen
I wish to be like sweet Sixteen
But… my Mom says
Son do this and that
My Dad says
Noway Son learn this and that
I was completely feed up
I was unaccompanied
That was Eighteen and Nineteen

When I was Seventeen and Sixteen
I used to saw dream
It was much sweet as an ice-cream
Mom says Son you need to be a Doctor
Dad says no no Son you need to be an Engineer
Poor me I wanted to be a Writer!
Everyone laugh at me
Made a joke on me
This is how I made Now
This is how my society made me Now
That was Seventeen and Sixteen

When I was Fifteen and Fourteen
I was naughty Teen
Infatuation, Affection, Attraction
What made my study Distraction!
Curiosity of Love and ***
That what I was made to face
That was Fifteen and Fourteen

When I was Twelve and Thirteen
I lost my friend circle
Only because I couldn’t mingle
I was beaten by a teacher
And they said
You poor Looser you don’t have any future
I don’t know what’s right and wrong
Only used to saw to be Strong
That was Twelve and Thirteen

When I was Ten and Nine
Everyday was fun and last till twenty-four-seven
No more pain
No more gain
Life was simple as growing grain
That was Ten and Nine

When I was Seven and Six
My first Birthday celebration was fixed
Had bicycle as gift
Overwhelmed of joy when I learned
To ride it by sight by sight
That was Awesome!
That was Fantastic!
That was great Seven and Six

When I was Five and Four
I was afraid of taking shower
And! My Dad poured me into the drum
I was shouted as Crunched
That was Five and Four

When I was Three, Two and One
I don’t know who was I
My mind was blank
And I was medium
To those
Who wanna make a Prank
That was Three Two and One

When I was Zero
My Mom was Pregnant
She thought
Her baby Girl will be same like as her Mother
Unfortunately!
I was born as unexpected baby boy from my Father!
That was Zero

©Saujan Gyawali
11th September 2014