should I or should I not

-A.X

but if I ask for one person to carry this baggage with me,
to help me loosen up,
to be my anchor,
would that be called 'greed'?
if I ask that one person to stay
and share his dreams with me,
or maybe,
could just be his companion
for life
would that be called a selfish act?

-A.X

You made me do things.

-A.X

as I embraced the loneliness
this night,
craving for iced coffee
with a pinch of love
given by you,
I solely agree that loneliness
is much more addicting
than caffeine.

-A.X

I never miss how passionate our kiss was, how intimate we are to each other. I just miss the warmth feeling coming from your body that screams safety and assurance and what fears me, is that I'm longing for something that is now gone.

A.X

I don't wanna fall in love
with physical touch,
skin to skin,
intimate actions.
If this love is valid,
if this love could give more meaning,
if this love is acceptable,
I would spend the rest of my life
wanting you.

A.X

What's normal for you can
be extraordinary to some.
some people enjoy things
unexpectedly,
but people who enjoy this normally
can call you ignorant.

A.X