I am free
My shackles have
fallen to the floor
My wounds are healed
My scars are a story
now in the past

I am free
My heart is mended
My once bleak outlook,
now shines with positivity
A bright future
now lies ahead

I am free
Liberated of self harm
Cured of self pity
Safe from myself
I have found stability
and I'm starting fresh

I am free
My weight has been lifted
My stars appear brighter
My happiness has returned
I have recovered

And now, I am free

My little suicidal sweet pea
Tells her pain and troubles to me
She gives up so often
Watching her heart soften
I've never been good at expressing how I feel
But without you my heart would never heal
Please stay
If only for another day
No one is better off without you
I promise you, it's true
Especially not me
You'd leave me in misery
You're the first who truly understands
The pain I've had to withstand
And I understand yours
So please don't close your doors
Continue telling me how you feel
My love for you is real
I'll take care of you as long as you need me to
Please my suicidal sweet pea, don't be so blue

i wish to fall into
the deepest sleep possible
& not wake up until
happiness exists again

It's just you and me
But we were never meant to be
A tear in the fabric of space and time
Another line to add to my notebook of rhymes

It's crazy how life takes twists and turns
Close my eyes and see the bridges burned
May the flames only light our way
To the paths we are destined to cross one day

One day soon love will be free
I won't give up the fight until you return to me
I'll imprison my heart under keys and locks
Forever yours my Paradox