I've been trying to talk
to my heart,
lately
not in a "listen to your heart" BS
kind of way
but like
we're almost friends,
pals,
someone I sort of know, who knows not
that
I'm always afraid
sometimes I sit
on my bed,
in the sheets,
and I listen to the naked
words of everything
my heart might want
to say to me
and I try
to start a conver-
sation-
"hey, whatcha up to? Is there something that I
need to know? Why don't you listen to me? Can you not
hear me like
I cannot hear you?"
that there's nothing,
or there's me,
maybe it's just me.
I want to know the secrets
of
knowing when your
soul is talking
and knowing when you're
full of **** and hoping for
an answer just
like me.