As I come in from a long day of nonsense I greet you,
"Hello Baby, How was your day?"

You don't even leave the other room and mumble "terrible"

I walk into the room and your back is to me.
You don't even look at me as your playing your game.

You purse your lips for a kiss not moving your eyes off the screen.

I wish this rarely happened
It's happens almost every day.

Even if you have a good day you barely look my way.

You might have a minute to spare if there is something on TV
You sit right next to me. We don't talk much.

The next show that comes on you don't like it and nothing else will please you.

Away  you go with a short goodbye.
And you run back to your computer the technical mistress with the wicked hold.

I tire of waiting for your return and get sleepy and lonely even though your only a room away.  

"Goodnight darling" I say head upstairs
"I was just coming back!" But you don't even turn your head to look my way.

I don't believe you anyway and I am tired of begging for a little bit of your time.

I want to sip a cold drink out a coconut shaped cup.
Laying in a hammock in the shade.

Beautiful endless beach.

Water rushes in over my feet.
I grab your hand and pull you into me.

I kiss you softly as you touch my face.

I hold you and whisper into your shoulder..
"I don't want to go home, lets never leave"

Looking in your eyes I can see you feel the same.

We found personal paradise away from everything.
Nobody can take it away or separate us now.

It's just you and me.

It's exactly how we want it to be.
I love you here now and always.

They smile at me sincerely.

They all think I am a well behaved woman.

Nobody knows.

It's all my own.

Delicious secret .

Fine wine is the taste of my lovers lips.

Pulled the shades down tight.

How could I love so much?

Oh little boy blue what now will you ever do?

She's gone and left, not a word to you.

Off into the world to be alone.

Who is left to blame?

Throwing punches alone in the dark.

You got yourself in this mess.

Little boy blue don't cry , you chose this path and made it your own.

Got it off your chest and you feel better but it's no good.

She told you lies.

She hid the truth.

You got nothing to lose.

Can't stand her voice or her choice.

How could she do this to you?

Oh little boy blue, what will ever become of you?

Stealing kisses while you looked the other way.

She was wretched and you needed her not.

Off to sleep now darling Little Boy Blue, the stars they will take care of you.

Hey dance with me

Can't leave now the party just started

Lost here in private jokes

Stolen glances

I can taste your heartbeat

I can hear your blood rush to your face and color it red

Everything is so exciting here and I don't want to leave

It's getting a bit late

Your hand touches mine for the 1st time

I hope this never ends

So happy here

I don't owe you and you don't owe me

Tell me your favorite color

So that guy is your brother

You love this band

That girl makes you sick

I take a swig and pass you the bottle

Lets just stay here where everything is safe

Please don't let me leave

Cause I don't want to go

Want to dance here with you forever

Like the sting of a bee

Scrape on the knee

You walking away from me

Like the heat of the afternoon sun on the sand

When you let go of my hand

You fell , you fell so hard

Turning your back on me

Like the ***** of a pin

The game I played all night and didn't win

The words you didn't want to hear

Like losing your voice and having no choice

Sudden light in the darkest of rooms

Bite of a dog

Snap of a bone

Running into walls

Unanswered calls

Shrill voices

Open heart surgery

Nothing hurts like loss

Who are you to ride in on your white horse and just ask me to leave?

Your the other half of me and that's more then I deserve.

I have been locked in this tower long.
I am afraid of the light and the truth is good enough just isn't going to do from now on.

His hands wrap around my heart.
How could you both pick me?

I am not a princess.
I am a toad.

My heart is breaking and it's not fair.

I shouldn't be able to love you both.
But I do , oh but I do.

It's tearing me up and I cannot choose.
I tried not to decide and that became the decision.

I am not innocent and I am covered in filth.

Maybe now you see, how truly ugly I can be.

Please don't stop loving me.
I need to much from him and he needs me.

I feel ugly to my bones.

I hurt the one I love the most.
And I chose to.

I must being going crazy.
I think I am losing my mind.

He picked me when nobody else would.
And you did too, but you were late.

I wanna fold up inside.

Just keep me locked away.
Because I keep making mistakes.

I'd rather die then hurt anyone.
And you asked me to choose.

This fairytale is rotting away to show the nightmare beneath

I am so tired of myself.
I am nothing but a evil sorceress.

My charm is wearing off and I am growing tired of my shields.