Each and every one of us,
Lives in our own realm of flawlessness.
Placing our souls somewhere,
Hiding us,
So the madness this world concieves,
Might not devour us.

We strengthen our backbones,
In spite of us.
Knowing someone, someday,
Will ruin us.
Taking away our strength,
Just to fool with us,
So we try to remain within,
our flawlessness.

Knowing the steaks for distain,
Yet we confirm were afraid.
To leave our flawless souls ungaurded, unprotected.
Because we know,
One day we'll end us,
Yet again.

The night life surrounding me,
So full of madly wild diversity,
Thrill seekers running amuck,
Speeding through the streets and avoiding the cops.
Teens stay up late and parade in a frenz,
Drinking all night, Till the sun hits the sands.
So many people up and out,
Chasing the night life and living it up,
Getting into fights and smashing up cars.
Harassing the pigs till they can't fight the sleep any longer,
Then the party gets stronger.
The sounds of skidding tires and laughing minors,
Smashing bottles and rap music throttles,
As if summer never ended,
And these people go bonkers.
But when morning finally hits,
The hangovers take over,
Someone wakes up in jail and has no idea what they did to deserve this,
Woman arise with a tattooed chest,
Of the one they loved that night,
But don't even know them yet.
Stolen wallets and cars, cuz no one could keep track,
******* parents who woke and heard about the party their child was at,
Minors being grounded cuz they were woken by their own parents at the party they'd crashed.
Broken noses and ****** foreheads,
Cuz things got a little too real for a person who snapped.
The sun hitting the sands, now it's time for a nap.

It's funny how open we can be.
When the real person inside you,
Starts to run and leap.
The only problem is the others,
Who have not yet decided to be free.
Constantly judging those around them,
And labeling you a freak.
But I love the real me,
The one who can be everything,
Show courage and be sweet.
Why can't you do the same?
Are you broken? Incomplete?
Have you not solved your puzzle?
The one your life stands to beat?
I don't see why you can't just be real with me.
Tell me how you feel, let me know when your glad,
That little grimace you made,
Did someone hurt you bad?
Let me see who you are,
Let us giggle and laugh,
I just want what's real,
Not some conservative drag.
I love when your silly,
It makes the day worthy not bad.
Don't be afraid to admit that, that is your favorite snack.
I'll share it with you, no one will bag,
The real you is worth while,
It's all I'll ever ask,
I can't wait for the real you,
To step out and feel glad.

It's funny how open we can be.
When the real person inside you,
Starts to run and leap.
The only problem is the others,
Who have not yet decided to be free.
Constantly judging those around them,
And labeling you a freak.
But I love the real me,
The one who can be everything,
Show courage and be sweet.
Why can't you do the same?
Are you broken? Incomplete?
Have you not solved your puzzle?
The one your life stands to beat?
I don't see why you can't just be real with me.
Tell me how you feel, let me know when your glad,
That little grimace you made,
Did someone hurt you that bad?
Let me see who you are,
Let us giggle and laugh,
I just want what's real,
Not some conservative drag.
I love when your silly,
It makes the day worthy not bad.
Don't be afraid to admit that, that is your favorite snack.
I'll share it with you, no one will bag,
The real you is worth while,
It's all I'll ever ask,
I can't wait for the real you,
To step out and feel glad.

In the beginnings of life,
There was a purpose for change.
Humanity was full of ambition,
Creation, and extraordinary things.
A life of fullfillment,
Of which no one could tame.

But soon our ambitions,
Became ordinary claims,
And our thoughts slowed down quickly,
Not thinking much of a gain.
And humanity grew colder,
Forgetting what we once were named.

But I strive for our future's,
I still hope for that change.
My senses are tingling,
With an ambition that cannot be shamed.
So before we give up,
On humanity, and all there is to know,
Remember the times we've all spent trying,
To Grow.

Clip full to the max and one in the chamber,
No fears can't stop a solder who's ready for danger,
rather fight with bare knuckles than wast bullets on suckers.
Mother ******* under estimate me cuz I'm white.
But see i fight big dudes like 6 foot 2 without a crew,
I'm 5'6 and skinny but still takin every hit like a man and winning!
Walking tall, back to my enemy's after every brawl,
Like If you wanna hit me from the back "ok", that's cool, be a punk, and think your bad.
I don't do **** unless I'm starin at your face.
I don't even bust my gat without steppin out my ride and gettin my target in sight.
Don't underestimate me cuz of my size or baby blue eyes,
I was raised by killers, drug dealers, and fiends. caught my first felony case at 14 and did 2 almoast 3 years in a box under lock and key!
Apon my release I kept my face muggin mean and nobody in this new town messed with me!
Police gave a warning sayin, " we got a gangster with a violent history"!!
No chance for me to explain my being,
Labeled for my violent felonies.
the sight of me drove fear into my peers And attracted fine honeys.
Each looking to put their claim on me,
but I keept it OG. and gave em all a taste of me.
It was shortly thereafter that a bad crowd found me.
Crowned me a bad *** and treated me like a king!!
Looking to me to act boldly and disregard authority.
I needed no prompting to put a ******* up proudly, where everybody could see my defiance speaking loudly.
I love the lack of ****'s I give, I'm a piece criminal and say it proudly.
Im still one to fear but the closest of peers adore me for my risk taking and back having.
One face for all to see, my attitude of **** all you equally!!
A nice guy when you take the time to get to know me.
But I appreciate the fear I instill in strangers who steer clear of me.
I'm the same as I was long before I met anybody I know now!!
I just grew 2 feet and made my voice loud so I could lead a crowd, or pick a fight with the whole **** town!!
There's no changin the true me inside, even if now a days I've tried to stay away from drama and trouble.
I'll still ****, I'm still down for a bare knuckle rumble in the streets. I still do steel to eat, Rob houses and cars for money, do drugs and sell em to.
Only thing holding me back from screamin at police while I attack em and strip em of they badge, is a woman I found that grounded me.
Gave my delinquent mind clarity and gave me my first taste of love, truer than I've ever had as a ****
She respects every aspect of my past and only asks that I keep in check,
so I can stay around make a check and and bless every breath she has left.
So I do my best and respect the limits she sets.
Never over stepping her wishes unless I know the situation best,
and know for a fact that my actions will bring less regret.
But regardless of the love I hold or the wishes she bestowes Im still a gangster throwing up 1-4, wearing red and repin as a Norteno, cuz my stripes are big I did men's work as a kid, and took beatings like they didn't happen when theyes did
I been strapin myself since 11 when I stole a little 22 from up under the mattress of my uncles friend ben.
I used it a lot! Used to bring it to school.
never showed it off cuz the point wasn't to be cool.
i had it with the intentions of smokin a fool!
now I'm 18 and I've slowed slightly,
but don't think that just cuz I'm treating you nicely that I won't **** you with a dull knife and stick around to watch you slip into nice sleep!
Point being I'll treat you with what respect you deserve but cross me an ima eat your ******. Soul for desert!!!!

Miles to go,
Walking in the blistering cold,
All alone wearin  summer clothes
Pitch black night and I'm 6 years old.
My shoes got holes on the soles and toes,
The sun was bright when I left home but it's gone.
Haven't had a drink or bite to eat for at least a week.

No stoppin till I find warmth,
I figured if I went north I'd run into a store,
Now I'm lost and cold, where the **** Did my mother Go?

She took off and left me alone,
Said she'd be right back but I guess she forgot.
I am her only child so I can understand.
Maby if I had a brother or sister she would have rembered to come back.

Flat fields on both sides and mountains far of in the sight.
I haven't seen a car since my mom left that night.
I just hope someone drives by and gives this scraggly kid a ride.

I tried to wait but I ate both the cup a noodles and drank all the water the first night.
3 days in I was delirious and could barely stand.
A 2 pack of crackers and some snow is what helped me stand.

**** it I'm young enough to say the world is corrupt with every right to believe it.
Finely the police show up and take me to my grandpas.
Thank God it's warm and he feeds us.