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Jun 2017 · 188
Distractions
OriginalMade Jun 2017
It's been so long,
Since the last time I wrote.
It feels as though I've forgotten,
The tempo of a note.

A simple rhyme,
To bring out a chime,
An interest from inside.

Trying to find my inner peace,
To write a sentence at the least,
Yet distracted by the one I love,
Who giggles beside me with a grin so smug.

I tell him to be quiet just for once,
So he goes into the kitchen and begins to hum.
Microwave door shuts, and then a buzz,
He's making food,
For The Love Of God!
Jun 2017 · 201
Time is of the Essence
OriginalMade Jun 2017
Time is ticking,
Time almost up,
Soon to be mommy,
To a handsome son.

It feels like forever,
Since our journeys begun,
But soon I may meet you,
And forever will have gone.

Our time will start over,
With every coo out your mouth,
Time is still ticking,
It's just a little faster now.
Dec 2016 · 162
Untitled
OriginalMade Dec 2016
What can you find lurking in the depths of the night?
Hidden between shadows of which sicken and fright.
Tapping across the room with an awful means to bite.
Edging all your focus though you'll never see it strike.
Tap, Tap, Tap.
A ring from across the room.
Pay close attention now, or you'll surely meet your doom.
A very eery feeling crosses, sending chills up your spine.
Out of nowhere a realization occurs,
This being is right behind you.
It has been this whole time.
Nov 2016 · 651
Fungai
OriginalMade Nov 2016
For seven months,
My boyfriend, I, and our dog,
Could not find anywhere to call home.
We lived in a box,
One much smaller than your own,
We lived in a camper,
One that must be pulled to move along.

During our seven months,
We endured many of lives lessons.
Many showing us what a cruel world we actually live in.
My boyfriend tried everything.
He even began asking random strangers for a space in their attic.
So many people could care less for our situation.
So many people only saw us as another burden.

The things we would have done for these people.
Like clean up whatever messes they couldn't get to.
So many ways we would have expressed our gratitude.
Yet so many faces turned down a helpless few.

We experienced faces like our own.
Others just trying to make it,
Even in a blistering cold.
We did not have much money,
Nor a whole lot to offer,
But when others needed help,
We tried our best to provide it.

One man with his dog,
Was very accustomed to his life.
He had been living without,
For quite a long time.
He learned to prevail,
And learned his own ways,
By being human to all,
He is alive to this day.
This man gave us a token,
An Obsidian with Hawks Eye.
A necklace he had made,
While finding himself in time.

Though meeting so many people,
We spent quite some time alone.
Reflecting with each other,
On the world we thought we'd known.

As for our box,
A sixteen foot trap.
There had been a leak in the roof,
Since we got it seven months back.
This leaky roof had always been a problem,
That we tried to fix quite often.
But every time it was "fixed",
Sure enough,
The rain would prove us wrong.

The cold of Autumn began to spread,
Soon the cold was our biggest dread.
It seemed the only source for heat,
Was a propane tank and burner, complete.

Its funny the options given aside from death.
Either freeze now,
Or warm yourself while breathing your last breathe.

The heater was lovely,
Giving us reason to move on.
But the leaky roof would prove otherwise,
As the weather sharply turned.

We had carpet in our small abode,
Not too thick but just right.
And in two weeks,
It had rained four days straight,
Carpet soaked, Happiness to shreds.
Two weeks later, the carpet was dry,
Only for the next day to begin with rain,
To our surprise.

Another week and a half of soaked up thrill,
Till my boyfriend came up with an idea,
Trying to raise our frills.
He found some free carpet,
Cut out what he could of the old one,
And laid in some new.
How nice it felt to walk freely,
Not have to worry about wet shoes.

This sensation once again did not last,
We both became ill,
As did everyone around.
Each sickness was different,
But all soon became well.
The only problem was that I was still ill.

Then my boyfriend found a place,
A place we all could call home,
But we ended up staying in our camper,
Another two weeks, too long.

When we finally arrived,
At an actual destination of stay.
I was so overwhelmed,
Just to be somewhere I could walk,
More than four feet.

With a room to put our things,
We briskly unpacked,
The weight we'd been towing,
And at times nearly dragged.
But once the camper was empty,
We began to over scan,
The big lug we had lived in,
For seven months passed.

With one look under our bed,
I knew why I was still ill.
The ammonia from this creature,
Swept throughout with a shrill.
The fungus that grew here,
Would overwhelm the deepest of Hells.
And even after finally seeing it,
I cannot believe this is where I had dwelled.

For seven months,
We had lived there.
Called that camper home.

It's been one week since we've left there,
Still sick but finally feeling like we're Home.
Nov 2016 · 168
Our Time Misplaced
OriginalMade Nov 2016
Minutes walk passed,
Hours begin to run,
Soon the days are sprinting by,
Just to notice nothings been done.

Weeks are over,
Next a month,
Wherever did the time seem to run?

There were plans,
So many forgotten.
Things I meant to do last week,
Have all but blown up.

What happened to the time I once had?
Life is just moving way too fast.
Bills have piled up,
Money is tight.
I don't see Christmas coming this year,
Or even next year, to be right.

Minutes have taken off,
Hours without a trace.
Now all that's left,
Is to dig myself a grave.

Too bad we've all turned to must,
I would have had a nice time digging up dust,
Time flew by us all,
Even before digging our own hole.
Nov 2016 · 448
Red Bandana
OriginalMade Nov 2016
Its been what seems forever,
since the beginning of the Red Bandana.
A noble blessing,
Passed down from generation to generation.
A solid promise.
A knowledge that his family and mine will stay protected.
A great significance which brings guidance,
And supplies each carrier with the confidence,
To stand up for his brothers and strike righteously.

Red Bandana,
Make me Strong.
Guide me through,
These Deadly walks.
Red Bandana,
Provide me Courage.
Help me walk the strongest currents.

From the beginning you have guided,
Proved each rival what I fight with.
Each step taken,
Forged from your making.
A warrior in the streets awakened,
To live long and prosper well,
With my Red Bandana always hanging.

Red Bandana,
Treat me with Honor.
Take care of Mi Familia,
I trust you will never Blind me.
#NotJustTheBeginning #RedBandana
Nov 2016 · 238
Older Than Me
OriginalMade Nov 2016
You are older than me.
By about a month it would seem.
Older than me,
And persistent in teaching me.
Though you are older than me,
You are not always the brightest,
Not always the wisest.
But being older than me,
You know how to protect me.
And appreciate my greed.
My voice of solid reason,
The clarity I need.
You are older than me,
And you know it,
You've been prepared for all I need.
#Loving
Nov 2016 · 347
The Same Piece
OriginalMade Nov 2016
A cell is a perfect piece,
To the puzzles we see.
All that is made around us,
Each to their own degrees.

Its the little things in this life,
Which make us complete.
A whole part of our world,
Justified by a piece.

What were made of is precious,
And taken for granted endlessly.
Remember what were made of.
You and I are the same,
Cant you see?
#AllLove #NoHate
Nov 2016 · 188
Life Percieved
OriginalMade Nov 2016
Remember when we were kids?
We'd climb as high as we could in trees,
And never worry about the fall out.
We reached farther for things we wanted,
Farther than we do now,
The world was our playground,
Our jungle,
And i see we've lost our advantage now.
We were once able to believe in the extreme.
If you wanted to be a doctor,
All you'd have to do was believe.
But once we got older,
Life took us by surprise,
Showing us that if you wanted to be a doctor,
You had to bleed out your fees.
The extreme lived among us,
But not like old fantasies,
A gaping grim grotto,
All us kids had believed.
#OldTimez #Thoughtz&Feelz
Nov 2016 · 182
Creation With a Purpose
OriginalMade Nov 2016
With all creation,
Comes responsibility, necessity.
A purpose which drives those to do good, do better.
A turning point for those who have lost,
All meaning in themselves and their abilities to push beyond.
The creation of some thing, or someone.

Each of us, with our own plans in mind,
Has tried at some point,
To create something in recognition of our minds.
This explains the automobile or a plane,
Creations which bring back a thought of,
Well who made it? Or
Who thought of this idea?
The funny thing is that,
Even an idea can be considered creation,
Its not just a life form or a simple statement.
Creation comes with responibility in all its nature,
A reason to strive to do better.
Nov 2016 · 459
Blurred and Twisted
OriginalMade Nov 2016
Blurred lines and
Twisted visions,
Crippled ripples in the waves of our division.
What you see is what you get,
Forget the feelings.
Fizzy matters of the heart,
No contradictions.
Blank spaces,
Cheap alterations.
Whats mine is yours,
Whats yours is mine,
Dont feel frustration.
Blurred lines and
Twisted visions,
Contemplated aspirations of what fame is.
Running rampant,
Trancing passion,
Life bewilders those who cant handle whats tragic.
Nov 2016 · 330
Brave Ones
OriginalMade Nov 2016
In a small dark town,
There lives a fear.
Fear of the unknown,
And fear of changes.

A shrewd boundary oversought this fear,
And many never looked to overcome it.
You see, this town was full of many people,
All different, all seeking the same things.
But only some could see the boundarys of braveness.

To surpass the fear,
People had to accept the changes,
Take hold of what was unknown,
Cross the borderline and be brave ones.

Others reside at the borders bliss,
Still trying to rid thdmselves of the dark fears abyss.
Many will never not know fear,
And many more will never know this border between braveness.

In a small dark town,
You may fear the changes.
You may fear the unknown,
But fear not,
For theres a borderline of braveness.
Oct 2016 · 185
Valley of Color
OriginalMade Oct 2016
Sweeping vines and rosemary binds,
Flourescent forests of color unwind.
A fragrance that lifts all descending hope,
One that brings spirit to those been provoked.
Swirling currents of flavor,
forgiving all passers by.
A valley so lovely,
Please dont even blink an eye.
You wont want to miss out on such a treasure,
Such a breatheless sight.
The willow leaves will dance with splendor,
Surely, this land is divine.
Oct 2016 · 705
Forbidden Fruit
OriginalMade Oct 2016
Solitude of the mind comes so naturally.
A moment of quiet begins peace and please.
A ground which confirms sanity.
Reassuring our thoughts they are still at ease.
A meditation that dances delicately,
Floating in ways more than comforting.
A release from daily cluster and tragedy,
For foil that stains peace of mind and wont let me sleep.

But a moment of solitude and just watch me sink,
Into cushions of daydreams,
A pleasure so sweet,
Sliding further into that feeling of peace.
Gliding endlessly,
So spiritual, so deep.
Until the only thought left flustering,
Is complete and utter sleep.
Oct 2016 · 238
Flawlessness Unfolds
OriginalMade Oct 2016
Each and every one of us,
Lives in our own realm of flawlessness.
Placing our souls somewhere,
Hiding us,
So the madness this world concieves,
Might not devour us.

We strengthen our backbones,
In spite of us.
Knowing someone, someday,
Will ruin us.
Taking away our strength,
Just to fool with us,
So we try to remain within,
our flawlessness.

Knowing the steaks for distain,
Yet we confirm were afraid.
To leave our flawless souls ungaurded, unprotected.
Because we know,
One day we'll end us,
Yet again.
A fear of the breaks within society. The demolition we bring upon each other every single day. #LoveEachOther #FreeTheThought #SpreadSomeHappy
Sep 2016 · 230
Night Life
OriginalMade Sep 2016
The night life surrounding me,
So full of madly wild diversity,
Thrill seekers running amuck,
Speeding through the streets and avoiding the cops.
Teens stay up late and parade in a frenz,
Drinking all night, Till the sun hits the sands.
So many people up and out,
Chasing the night life and living it up,
Getting into fights and smashing up cars.
Harassing the pigs till they can't fight the sleep any longer,
Then the party gets stronger.
The sounds of skidding tires and laughing minors,
Smashing bottles and rap music throttles,
As if summer never ended,
And these people go bonkers.
But when morning finally hits,
The hangovers take over,
Someone wakes up in jail and has no idea what they did to deserve this,
Woman arise with a tattooed chest,
Of the one they loved that night,
But don't even know them yet.
Stolen wallets and cars, cuz no one could keep track,
******* parents who woke and heard about the party their child was at,
Minors being grounded cuz they were woken by their own parents at the party they'd crashed.
Broken noses and ****** foreheads,
Cuz things got a little too real for a person who snapped.
The sun hitting the sands, now it's time for a nap.
OriginalMade Sep 2016
It's funny how open we can be.
When the real person inside you,
Starts to run and leap.
The only problem is the others,
Who have not yet decided to be free.
Constantly judging those around them,
And labeling you a freak.
But I love the real me,
The one who can be everything,
Show courage and be sweet.
Why can't you do the same?
Are you broken? Incomplete?
Have you not solved your puzzle?
The one your life stands to beat?
I don't see why you can't just be real with me.
Tell me how you feel, let me know when your glad,
That little grimace you made,
Did someone hurt you bad?
Let me see who you are,
Let us giggle and laugh,
I just want what's real,
Not some conservative drag.
I love when your silly,
It makes the day worthy not bad.
Don't be afraid to admit that, that is your favorite snack.
I'll share it with you, no one will bag,
The real you is worth while,
It's all I'll ever ask,
I can't wait for the real you,
To step out and feel glad.
Title- A famous quote by 2Pac Shakir,
My inspiration for this writing- Societies formation of character within us. #FreeYourSelf #BeYourSelf #LoveYourSelf
Sep 2016 · 579
Be Real With Yourself
OriginalMade Sep 2016
It's funny how open we can be.
When the real person inside you,
Starts to run and leap.
The only problem is the others,
Who have not yet decided to be free.
Constantly judging those around them,
And labeling you a freak.
But I love the real me,
The one who can be everything,
Show courage and be sweet.
Why can't you do the same?
Are you broken? Incomplete?
Have you not solved your puzzle?
The one your life stands to beat?
I don't see why you can't just be real with me.
Tell me how you feel, let me know when your glad,
That little grimace you made,
Did someone hurt you that bad?
Let me see who you are,
Let us giggle and laugh,
I just want what's real,
Not some conservative drag.
I love when your silly,
It makes the day worthy not bad.
Don't be afraid to admit that, that is your favorite snack.
I'll share it with you, no one will bag,
The real you is worth while,
It's all I'll ever ask,
I can't wait for the real you,
To step out and feel glad.
Sep 2016 · 206
Grow
OriginalMade Sep 2016
In the beginnings of life,
There was a purpose for change.
Humanity was full of ambition,
Creation, and extraordinary things.
A life of fullfillment,
Of which no one could tame.

But soon our ambitions,
Became ordinary claims,
And our thoughts slowed down quickly,
Not thinking much of a gain.
And humanity grew colder,
Forgetting what we once were named.

But I strive for our future's,
I still hope for that change.
My senses are tingling,
With an ambition that cannot be shamed.
So before we give up,
On humanity, and all there is to know,
Remember the times we've all spent trying,
To Grow.
Sep 2016 · 190
Take Him With
OriginalMade Sep 2016
I have lost a love in my life.
My bestfriend, my sunrise.
A little over a year now, I have been without.
Taking stride day after day,
Missing this soul of pride.
He was the one I looked forward to seeing,
Every single day and night.
I miss his smile, and the way I used to hold him tight.
Snuggling closely, even when it was a warmer night.
At this moment I rethink on all the times we'd spent,
Just curled up in a ball of love and endless comfort-ment.
And at this moment I cant stop but think of my regrets.
Like leaving him and not finding time to go and see my friend.
The many times I lay awake and thought of his sweet scent,
And how he must have missed me dearly because of how I left.
I remember once when leaving how i had so promised him,
I'd come back soon and take him with never leave again.
But, with my "luck" and my regretful, ugly, stubbornness,
The last time that I saw you, I was scolded and told to hold my sis'.
With every tear I swear I wanted you more than her bliss,
I know importance now, because you were always my bestfriend.
I never thought a life like yours could be taken so swift.
I never thought my future plans for us would end so quick.
I imagined spending life with you forever with no glitch.
But now I know I should have made the efforts you so missed.
My stubborn self couldnt even visit,
and now your missed.
My deepest sorrow is the thoughts of how I left and missed,
The happy moments that we could have shared and you wanted.
The way you must have felt jusr waiting to see me again.
An agony of pain, awaiting just one more kiss.

And then a day came when I got that call of twist.
The one I loved so much had lost his soul and miss.
The lonely days without me, had finally come to an end.
The life I raised from young, had cared for, and had promised.

To this day, my biggest regret in life, is not taking you with.
For the Love of my Life.
R.I.P. Money
The best friend any girl could have asked for. I only wish I could have been there, for Your forever.
Sep 2016 · 273
Sorely
OriginalMade Sep 2016
Lately, my days have been fading.
To see a brightness from any sun or star would make my life the greatest.
I've felt a little more sore with each storm,
It changes,
The ways I see and feel about my own self daily.
I carry with me, a seed of darkness.
But whether I plant this seed or throw it over my shoulder, I can't decide lately.
The soreness from within me,
Has taken a deep tole within relations.
The ones I love around me,
Can't seem to make the pain end.
I sorely wake each morn' with more hate then happiness.
Trapped within a box,
Of lonely daydreams and no patience.
All that I own surrounding me, making me anxious.
When will this sorely storm exceed what I am made of?
I tell myself each day that hope will soon be reignious.
Yet every day I wake,
I'm starving for some changes.
This sorely walk of life has ceized all meditation.
Aug 2016 · 311
Rap To The Pain
OriginalMade Aug 2016
I can't help but feel as though I've lost you
And deep inside I know this all will pull through!
The way we were, I miss it all too much to,
Ever leave you!
I miss your smile, the ways you would hold onto,
Meeeee, and breathe so peacefully!
We used to laugh, and hold on to the love, cuz,
We knew the pain was bad, I knew we'd make it past!
I tried so desperately for you to see me, your brain is moving fast, ohhh
I asked, to relax, but all you saw was future plans,
I sat there very still, and right in front of you!
Why can't you see that all we really need,
Is our own company and one on one conformity!
Just take it slow with me,
Stop thinking 'bout all that we need!

I need your patience and I need you to see more of me, not just what you've been seein, or wanting me to be and,
I can not see you, all there ever is, is anger held up,
I miss the way we came up, the way we used to talk about us, ohhh
Nowadays, I look into into your eyes and see, a roadblock keeping me from reaching out and being sweet!
Why can't you see, all that I've been tryna bring us? Some peace and ease, to bring us back to something better!
Aug 2016 · 423
Foggy Seams
OriginalMade Aug 2016
Painted pictures, written scriptures,
Obsolete fixtures creating life long conniptions.
The way we role, the way we stroll,
Metaphorical visions of who want what.
Beginning to end, the end is my friend
Beginning again, until we descend.
Far away from those close to the road of destruction,
Completing vows which had begun all corruption,
We're starting over now a whole new rebellion,
Far from the crossing roads of all jurisdiction.
The time of night, the time of day.
The time of day will fade away.
Leaving metaphysical glory of assumption.
Aug 2016 · 240
What a Fool
OriginalMade Aug 2016
What is the purpose of your promises, your honesty's, your Modesty's, the commodities your tryna be but lackin see?
I cannot go on tryna paint this picture colorful when all you ever wanna do is wipe the colors clear from view.
My pain is painless when I see you stand in front of me a know it all ****** wannabe with nothing good to share for free.
This time is over now you've had your chance but just relapsed to someone that your tryna be your tryna push your limits now.
We cannot help you with the ******* lies you tryna pull you lost the best of help you could have gotten now your such a fool.
The punk you've turned into is not the comical amuse that I've been trying to pull through to, you've made your actions speak the truth, I'm glad to see the real **** you.
Aug 2016 · 264
There is No Telling
OriginalMade Aug 2016
There is no telling.
No confirmation code.
Not a single brightened day.
When I can feel what's coming,
Or won't be, and know that I'll be okay.
I can feel the stabs, of life's great jabs,
Pushing me on my way.
But I can never seem to feel the snare,
Which pulls me all **** day.
There is no telling,
Of what tomorrow's hell brings,
And I can't keep living this way.
I know tomorrow's a new day
They say to get my rest,
But rest will have to come,
Some other day.
Aug 2016 · 244
Forgotten and Gone
OriginalMade Aug 2016
I've been gone,
Gone for the count.
Missing, in delay.
A forgotten prospect,
Forged within the shadows,
Every dying day.
I've been gone,
Without a doubt,
An awful minded stray.
Gone for the count,
Forgotten though in the way.
Ive been gone,
No minding what I say,
I've been forgotten anyway.
Aug 2016 · 224
Smile Back
OriginalMade Aug 2016
When thinking of me, who do you really see?
A person whom you would like for me to be,
Or someone full of personalty?
A complex system of organs and tissue,
Or tightly bound skin around a framed figure?
Do you think about the things I may cherish?
Or the things I hate most about myself as you stare at me?
I myself don't believe you do,
I believe you think plainly of yourself and not how others feel.
Not caring about helping others feel real.
Justifying others through shapes and sizes,
Not ever wondering where exactly there mind capsizes.
When in reality, they could feel deeply suppressed and in need.
But while you sit there and stare at me, I hope to god you think I'm ugly or obsolete.
I pray to the heavens that my time won't be wasted as yours has,
Because while you sit there and stare,thinking about me,
I'll be focussed on how I could ever make another person,
Smile back at me.
Aug 2016 · 166
Great Darkness of Mine
OriginalMade Aug 2016
I cannot see the light.
This memory has hold on my might.
Through whispering willows,
And the Eagles grave greed,
My body still shivers in spite.

I have lost the sight of all light.
What trembling terrors will ignite tonight?
Sounds of hummingbirds flow,
Though the roses don't grow,
And my will to move on reaches flight.

As I crept through the darkness,
I slowly noticed,
How my vision began to suffice.
With little to see,
but the darkness and me,
My soul twisted outward and cried!

Because though I could see,
In the darkness thankfully,
I couldn't help but miss what was bright.

This temporary,
Capability,
Made me realize my own self demise.
My selfish way of life,
In the glory of the light,
Brought me decency, luck, and insight.

But I soon realized,
Just how lonely it was,
While those around me swam through seas of devotion.
This darkness was not bad,
It was never even sad,
It just reminded me of times when I felt most glad.

To see the world like that,
With the darkness that it had
Brought melody's of dear satisfaction.

I had to clearly ask
Why the light had been so bad,
Why would light,
be the vain of all destruction?
"It was light that crossed your eyes,
And it blinded all in demise,
For the light brought hate and greed,
And all commotion."
"If you've seen all that you've had,
And known that others lived life bad,
How could you stand by someone,
Knowing how they've suffered?"
"And to see all that was bad,
But never do a thing yet ask,
Is truly reason to believe,
The light is bad.
Aug 2016 · 245
Life Was Simple
OriginalMade Aug 2016
My life began simple,
Like the flow of a breeze,
A baby girl born in winter,
January, 98.
I had always been wanted,
By my mom and my dad,
They'd been waiting for me,
Since the first kid they had.
I was the last of the litter,
Taking on three older brothers.
They adored me at first,
At least until I grew older.
We were a happy family,
Of which nothing could change,
But that reality slowly melted,
Like the snow in the rain.

By the time I could walk,
I noticed this plain,
The fighting that happened,
Over and over again.
Though my brothers did hide me,
From the pain and disdain,
It inevitably overtook me,
Day after waking day.

My family was broken,
Like the mud made from rain,
And nothing could fix this,
Not even the coldest winters day.

My mother, a drinker.
She drank the pain away.
Making life more difficult,
Dad was slipping away.
The fights were a hate fuel,
And I got dragged along,
Placing great strain on a child,
One who could never overcome.

When the divorce became final,
I got split down the frame,
Switching between houses,
Like a broken monopoly game.
A strain grew inside me,
It turned to anger and hate,
Emotions unbearable,
After all, I was only eight.

When my mom began drinking,
Nothing stood in her way,
It helped fill her fire,
And burned with a rage.
She wanted to be right,
So the glasses took the pain.

But my dad was always there,
It would go without saying,
Trying time and time again,
To save us all from burning.
But at that age I was quiet,
Didn't know how to speak up.
My brother the brave one,
Always knew what was up.
When left alone with our mother,
He was my savior, my clutch.

He'd pretend to call a friend,
When the drinking got bad,
Lock himself in a room,
And call up our dad.
He saved us both from struggle,
Standing his ground,
Till mother went overboard,
Became abusive and mad.

From then I was alone,
My brother living with dad,
Leaving me a small child,
To deal with every mishap.
For a long time without him,
I dealt to my best,
Though speaking up for myself,
Was the hardest thing yet.
Aug 2016 · 225
Gravedigger
OriginalMade Aug 2016
Below the vest, deep in his chest,
I see the soul ive put to rest
The broken vains, just freed from chains,
Now slowly shatter apart remains.
With his last breathe, I crush his chest,
I'm sure now he'll be gone for best
Pick apart brains and scatter remains
Knowing **** well what ive rept.
Eyes stone cold, never to see again
Ears thrown clear of the ditch I dig fast.
Better believe what you've just seen
Cuz there ain't no going back.
As I burry whats left, I feel nothing left,
But this is just my reality I've kept,
You best believe never to **** with me,
Or who's hole am I digging next?
Aug 2016 · 246
Below the Brain
OriginalMade Aug 2016
I'm sure when people think about me all they think is bruh?
"Why won't she shut her trap she's not as genius as she fronts."
"What more could there be to ***** about, my god shut up!"
At least, this is what I'd say if I were the one being nagged at huh?
There's something I've been needing to release from daily press.
It's that im not all brains, I don't just *****, complain, or pest.
I have a heart a soul a time of day to give it rest.
And I can be someone other than pure thought processed.
I do take breaks from all the ****** lame and rank requests.
But you must understand that when you fill my head with stress,
The OCD kicks in and I can't help but readdress.
The imperfections all around become the biggest pests,
I can't help but feel the need to fix up every mess.
Even if that means you here me moan and groan and over express,
I promise as soon as it's clean and looking **** near its best,
I'll spend some time with you and not mention it again.
But until the day you decide to help clean this **** mess,
You'll here me ***** and nag until they lay me down to rest.
Aug 2016 · 191
From the Top
OriginalMade Aug 2016
There's a tipping point in space.
A place of never knowing and no change.
A place where anything and everything begins to fade.
It's from the top in which you learn your lessons day by day.
No solid answers but you learn to make it on your way.
The tipping point makes all that comes and goes a silly sway
As if reality were far to fake to want to stay.
It's from the top that you begin to really see this phase,
Be careful now or you could fall and really lose your place.
Like slowly melting round a solid surface seeming okay.
This tipping point could really set you off when led astray
It tries to mess around and keep you from the light of day.
Beware the tipping point in space its really quite insane.
It's from the top that you can see what really comes your way.
Aug 2016 · 265
Our Love
OriginalMade Aug 2016
Remember when we first met? I could hardly hold together my head.
But then you brought me back, you cared about me losing grip.
Just when all the things around me turned and made me sick,
You hopped into my life and made me realize life's a *****.
Though I struggled to move on from all the pain I hid,
You stood right behind and guided me toward strength and grit.
I can't believe the amount of love and understand you'd give.
You let me in, you let me see the kind of life you'd lived.
A sorrow tale of you alone as just a little kid.
No mom, no dad, no one to truly care if you'd been fed
You raised yourself and learned no one could ever mess with TwigZ.
An uncle taught you to take care of family and business.
Nortenos locos por Vida was the click you rolled in with.
You learned to use a gun and **** any man who started ****.
By this time things were changing and they renamed you ZtickZ.
A name of pride and honor not anyone could just dismiss.
But see our lives collided quite so detrimentally
Because the way that I was raised was so much different see?
I have a family that would do most anything for me
The only problem was how broken we became quickly.
My mom she drank she never saw the flaws she made for us
She merely wanted everything from dad including us
At a young age I learned about the pain with love and trust
I had to grow up thinking life would never be uncrushed.
A sadness held onto until you came and made me trust
Your words of kindness really broke away my hate for love.
In a time of struggle you were there for me not needing much
But I soon realized that you also needed Love.

Looking back at these times brings me to a solid pause.
Because I know how lucky we both are to have found this love

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