goodbye the word with more
emotion then others
7 letters representing 50 feelings
50 ways to say goodbye
seperated by the train of life
i never got to say goodbye
eye to eye

goodbye

father said he would show
up after work me
and my mom waited
for him we called
him he never picked
up his phone
I was too anxious to
see him I was standing
on my toes at the window
waiting for  father to
arrive then after an hour
my little toes couldn't
carry me and the exitment
disappeared my body was
of an electrical cattle
I tried to be cool but I had already
reached my boiling point
and my range coming out like
steam from my body

father said he would come
and he did I had no patient
I had a great night with
my dad I love my dad

the tingly feeling
I feel like I wanna run the
whole universe in
an blink of an eye
I feel like something unforgettable
is gonna happen happy I feel
my heart smiling and being
jumpy hush my heart stay calm
move to your rhythm
because your beat keeps me
alive.

I could have done
something I wanted
to do something
but I didn't
you where and still
are the most wonderful
person that I had ever
cross paths with.

I could have seized
your heart once again
but I didn't not only
was I mentally chained
but I physically free
at will I could have made
you love me once
more .

all I just wanted to
see was your smile
I missed you now I
know that you are happy
with your life and that
made me "cool"
I love u but letting you
go at that moment seemed
like a good idea be free
enjoy what the Lord
has created for I wont
be around anymore
to cause you pain and
say Im sorry the bad memories
make good ones I
know that I might never get
someone as lovely
as you but I hope one day
will be one day I cry
the tears of a man
but I know everything will
be alright with me .

I could have done something.

Another page
another wage another
war the countries are
corrupt because of
power cease all this
now!

but who am I to
flip the page it was
destined to happen
my mood is a zero
my dreams of a peaceful
world are a mear mortal
thoughts

sliding in between my back
I can never reach them
people nor "leaders" are
condemned by power
they are all evilly posse
this century keeps weakening
the earth people claim to
be organised but
yet I see them with
***** hearts

this aid is always active but
no one will ever answer
these people are horrific
these leaders are abonation
to the nation, but it is destiny
this world is coming to
an end and I am happy