Black, clear, water, frozen fluids;
what craziness that the beauty can cause.
Sometimes we think that beauty is great;
sometimes that beauty comes with a price
if you are not careful.
Ice is slippery, making you turn, slide
and WOW...what happens without breaks?
Think about it, you cannot stop,
what is the next option;
do you just turn your wheel?
Sliding is no fun without actually
knowing you have some kind of force.
Ice is the force to keep going;
snow is the force to slow you down;
fire is the force that keeps you flowing;
the light is the force that brings truth; and
Barriers and obstacles are the force to
Stop, think, proceed with caution,
but the air is what we need to breathe.

After seven years of turmoil, fear, and doubt;
living a dream that had no reality;
I lay in my double bed as a single man.
Twists and turns, down to nowhere,
killing himself from the distractions of life;
I had no reason why a real love would do such a thing.
No one knows my true experiences in love;
only The ONE was able to find that key;
I promised myself that I would never love again;
letting one love go at a time.
No one had the specialty to this heartbreak,
except for The One knew my troubles.

God the father, the angels, ask me to take a path;
a path I was really not interested in taking.
They tried to open my heart to love again.
Running temporary errands;
running phishermen and appealing to dead people;
I found nothing.
The ONE was seven-hundred miles away;
just to travel seven-hundred miles away, again.
We are both running temporary errands;
seeking phishermen, living sensory lessons.
I cannot weaken myself;
I know what I want; this is the ONE!

I want my physical contact to be freed;
I want it freed with The ONE;
no one else, because he was the ONE that
took my many pieces and molded them together.
What the hell was I fearing?
What the hell was my problem?
I had every experience listed in the manual of love,
except for the One that opens my door,
that door was wide open spaces for the ONE!
I did not have to cling to the ***** of slumber;
that filthiness was not altered...no;
the ONE knew how to captivate me
through the intercessor of her well-being.
That person knew I was not a lie;
I was a token for two lost souls
to mend together;
and the ONE was he who made me.

I do not have to doubt;
this person is much stronger than
the 18 years worth of love that never existed.
No more mistakes, baby I am the ONE
for you! There is no taken back!
Tag teams of the most glorious thoughts;
errands, slumbering, and fears all swept away.
After all this, you deserve me;
We do not have to give lessons;
we just need to free ourselves for your goals;
your prayers; and wants have been answered.
I am completely ready; I will make another
Journey for you are The ONE,
the ONE who raised me up;
comforted me when I went through hell;
and I saw your flaws; and without
Judgment, I can say I love The ONE!

Our intercessor will keep us in line;
she is the power to complete our well-being.
Her tears, my love, your openness;
I no longer have to be afraid of the dark.
This storm is over; I am ready for the flight!
You are The ONE; you are my rock;
thank the One who helped us;
that piece is peace in our lives forever.
I want to help build her brand through the
process of making The ONE be the foundation
your her goals set in stone.
For in you, your story will come alive;
our story will come alive;
and love will no longer be a trial.
My hope is for The ONE to know;
he realizes I know who the ONE is.

There are so many style dances;
I can learn ballet, pointe, ballroom,
but only one can really show me the way.
Dating is like a dance;
before I met the person I been avoiding,
pushing, forcing, resisting, and ignoring,
There were too many people waiting in line.
For a minute I thought I was doing cha cha;
in a straight line with people that just
did not get it right with me.
Until someone showed me the love dance;
what it meant to love, be loved;
and that dance was hard;
I am still learning it.
But you know, he is patient;
there is a competition, though.
There is this other dance, he does not know well,
but I happen to already dance to that tune.
If I could show him how to forget that dance;
anything is possible with the hope
that we can succeed in the dance we actually know.
I am not afraid of the competition,
because by default we will have to succumb to losses.
The best dance is the one that fits us.
I want to learn to be closer to you,
spin me around, take me head over heals;
twist me, and place me at your heart;
I can hear the beating to the steps we take.
Love is a lifelong poem that never ends;
free verse, line by line;
we can write, and even the same words,
could not be enough to fill the lines.
I want to dance with you all night;
I want to twist and shout;
my heart is open to you, now.
Do not be afraid of me, because of that dance
I am ready for the true challenge and competition.
You are my reward, my diploma, and
success in the training program.
I will win this gold medal, and be first in line;
for love is a dance in our hearts.

Now, my heart is open, but it knows what its missing;
now, the heart is wounded by its own desire;
but it is its own desire that opens the door which was locked.
There is no avoidance like a heart full of fear;
so, that fear was taken place by a love that can fix me.
How can I doubt it?
Why do I need to resist it?
Why should it be forced?
Why should it be pushed?
The reality is that none of this has to happen,
you are already there.
You cleared the void that was so annoying.
You were able to transform a heart of fear,
into a heart of love.
So, only the one can do this work to someone.
There is a distance, but it is not as wide as the void;
The void is now closed with one in my heart;
all others are in support and merge into my being.
The only void there is remain in the mind,
but I am at peace with you, even in distance.
Love is what brings us closer, no matter the distance;
why worry about what will happen
when what happened is already transparent?
I do not have to resist, push, force, anymore;
no, I can see through the glass our reflection;
the reflection of minds that are meant for many things;
the reflection to heal those who have been where we were.
You are beautiful and the best rendition of me;
there is no avoidance of your soul;
because I set myself free to allow you into my heart.
You will see when our paralleled hearts
reconnect from the healing hearts of doubt and disbelief.
No more avoidance within myself;
only love can fill the void, and the person is happy to see me.
When I see your face, it will not be sour frowns;
or doubts of love, or force of angels;
it will be an angel seen through me;
living in love through my heart,
finally allowing you into my life, and out of avoidance.

Stories, truths, lies, all these lines,
So confused as to what is happening.
Like riding a rodeo, Dust and rope, rain and shine,
Been a year thinking, and breaking bones,
Healing, taking bumps, watching phishermen
As they try to pick the lock of my heart.
The truth is no one knows my story,
No one knows his story,
They take letters, unscramble them to make a sound
A sound that is not yet proven to be true, either way.
I have time to think and make my move.
No one is rushing it, I am not, he is not,
We are on the same page, but the healing begins.
The only way you will get the answer is not by words, Understanding math, and finding the common denominator
Is the only possible solution.
I am the solution to the problem, not the problem.
Math can sometimes be difficult, because
There are ways to finding the solution,
But if you're not careful, there may be many numbers
Not useful, and the remainders will have to be
Reworked until there is a clear denominator for Solution to this equation.

Rumors have it that I did not show my right to him.
However, truth says that time and space heals wounds.
I do not have to doubt my love,
Because I see where the common denominator is.
Rumors have it that I drove him crazy,
Truth is that I feared love and he opened me up to it.
Rumors have it that I am not right for him,
Truth has it that solutions are sometimes painful,
But only the one can be the solution to my problem.
Rumor has it that I think I am the one,
The truth is the only common denominator that seeks
To make the math problem whole is the one.
Rumors say, that I will not feel loved again,
Truth says, it is love that is opening me up from a distance. Rumors say I do not belong in his life,
The truth says, I already exist in his life,
I am the one he suffered to fix me, and I accept it.
Rumors say I have no peace because I have no love,
Truth says he is the one that opened me to love.
Rumors say I am a broken dream with no hope,
Truth says I am the hope that brings peace to dreams.
Rumors say I am nobody and fat and ugly,
Truth says, my heart opened and my ugliness has Moved on to peace, love, and understanding.

Rumors say, why you like younger people?
Truth says, my youth is what brings me the joy I seek.
Rumors say leave it alone, you will never have him,
Truth says, I already did, and now I am more open.
Rumors say you will never last,
Truth says, true love, lasts a lifetime.
Rumors say you caused the separation,
Truth says, my heart was inseparable and I will prove it.
Rumors say, distance ruins relationships,
Truth says distance is what heals obstacles and barriers.
Rumors say I have some many barriers to open love,
Truth says love is what opened my barriers to freedom.
Rumors say the foundation to my heart is broken,
Reality says brokenness is the foundation of fixing
The broken pieces that will show the one
Who is the one in space and time to fix my brokenness.
Rumors do not believe in love but fear that love exists,
Truth believes that love exists and hope is the key.
Rumors need a reality check,
The truth knows where it is heading on this journey.

Longing for someone you miss;
longing for someone you cannot let go;
longing for someone who is your best friend;
longing for someone who belongs;
the longing that lasts a lifetime; and
the longing that keeps your heart beating.

Obviating difficulties of the soul;
obviating fear from the one you love;
obviating the resistance that allows you;
obviating the presence of evil with good.
Obviates the pain, for my soul is cleansed from
the obviating pressures of force to love you.

Victory rises from the soul when we can see
victory cleaning out the war of fear in my life.
Victory is where darkness goes to hell; and
victory can be praised with a rose given to you.
Victory is the joy to know you never left;
victory is the distance that heals all passing time.

Eternity survives all pains and gives joy;
eternity is love that grows to no end.
Eternity is the pressure of your soul singing for
eternity is open to new beginnings of love once forgotten.
Eternity is the chance to free yourself of darkness; and
eternity is the light that God's Will has for us.

Love is great and is mysterious;
loving is not by chance but is coincidental to the heart.
Loved ones will never forget you; and
Lovers will always hold you in their heart.
Love is why we should be living- it is what God gave us;
Love is why we will do God's Will, for God is love;
Love is promoted to follow, and if it is not, they are not the one.

Gentle kisses, sorrows no more;
a separate rose on the top of a hill-
manifested to the playground below in the valley.
It is the rose you miss;
it is the rose you honor;
it is the rose you wanted.
The rose amplified love which
I made no entrance until now.
I do not want that rose to die.

I am not in the mood for
studying war no more.
I want to give a rose to
all my enemies, and smile,
saying, love, manifested in me.
You want to cut down my rose,
remember it is my beauty you
will see no more.
That is your war, but I thank you!

I want to flourish with true love,
for which my life is offered to
the right person who deserves my beauty.
Even to the grave, I lay beside
the tombs of an afterlife with hope
that we can both live in eternity.
It is me who comes out to everyone,
no matter the sexuality, orientation, color, ***,
or other signs, for my beauty, is best.

Valentine's Day, Christmas Day: hollies and myself
get along with the hope that love will spread.
My hope is stronger than the war,
the war that lingers only kills me inside.
Why not share me with the fight,
let's see what kind of smile I can
put on his/her face. Without me, your
heart seems to not be fulfilled.
Let your rose bring the love you seek.