I stared into her eyes and all I could think of was you

Her head didn't lay correctly on my chest.
She didn't move or hog up all the pillows and blankets
she slept all trough the night

somehow it didn't feel right
She didn't feel right.

Her comfort made me uneasy.

Take them, because they do me more harm than good. They're yours because another drunken night thinking of you I canot bare. Remebering what we had only makes the pain grow. Please come when I am sleeping a reclaim everything you ever engraved in this mind. Wype your face, your smile, your eyes. All the promises that were made and that you couldn't keep.

The battle is fearse!
My armor is depleating...
Bend but never break!

You are a melody that I will never forget.
  I stare at the moon and gaze at the stars as it plays in my head.
It makes me miss you when it starts playing randomly.  
I smile cause it plays when we talk.
It makes me wonder if I will ever get to show it to you, So you can feel all the emotions in which the song brings.
Since I was young I wanted to attach that melody to someone. I just never told you that you were the one that claimed it.

This is what I do.
Why think that I am better?
Born to **** **** up!