samuel hdz: Poems

Nov 2012 · 1.2k

icarus

samuel hdz Nov 2012

icarus

Estas alas se forjaron a partir de la esperanza de que el universo me dio cuando estábamos juntos. Con la estructura de la persistencia y las plumas de la Esperanza. Pero como Ícaro y sus alas improvisadas, Las mías no estaban destinas para sobrevivir para siempre. El tiempo ha estado actuando como el sol. A pesar de que lucho para volver a lo que en un tiempo fuimos . Elevándome a través de innumerables erupciones solares me doy cuenta de que mis plumas se están desvaneciendo, pero mi estructura no lo es. Sin embargo, la persistencia no me mantendrá en el cielo. tarde o temprano caerá. Llegando a tus labios o al haber perdido toda mi esperanza.

Nov 2012 · 543

trying

samuel hdz Nov 2012

trying

I am a monster, I am a beast. I will set out in search to find what I want to be. I must keep the rage that started this transformation. I must not get complacent. Things will get better and my future Burns brighter than ever. keeping my focus is key. But them again you, your eyes, your lips, and your smile get the better of me. But you want time and in all reality that only helps me. So don't miss me don't love me pretend that you feel nothing for me cause when you do. I'll just be a better person and the one that got away.

Nov 2012 · 859

always starting over

samuel hdz Nov 2012

always starting over

There is never an end to anything, only a beginning to something. Not necessarily better or good. That all depends on you. To strive above all that life throws at you or be consumed by the ******* and drown. The choice is yours and that alone should propel anyone to strive. Yet I still find myself at the beginning....

Nov 2012 · 7.4k

regret

samuel hdz Nov 2012

regret

I haven't addressed you in a while, only because I thought you had left me for dead. Little did I know that regret had infected your veins, made you loose sleep, and let you experience some of My pain. with your remorse you bring me back to this place that was filled with more turmoil than love. You Made my blood boil only to watch my happiness spoil. Yet I did love thee more than words can express. How else could I have ended up this this intricate, drunk, and heartless? Understand that I don't want this for you but karma had your number.

Nov 2012 · 552

Sin

samuel hdz Nov 2012

Sin

As you looked up at me with that sinful smile. In a Drunken daze, I couldn't help but be reminded that your venom is beautiful, sweet, but vile. I respectfully responded with a grin which was more of a ” **** it, i'm inn”. So I took the leap into semi conquered territory only to relive these emotions again like that first time. Once again I fell only to realize that you don't harbor the same emotions i'm which I dwell. What is it with these typical save me chicks and the casting of their spell? It has to be the subconscious smell of her pheromones that throw me for a loop. Yet you test my might. You and I, nothing alike but so compatible.

Nov 2012 · 402

morning thoughts.

samuel hdz Nov 2012

morning thoughts.

Not ready for work
Money makes the world go round.
Shut up and make sales.

Nov 2012 · 1.2k

All it took was a look.

samuel hdz Nov 2012

All it took was a look.

I remember the look I received when we met. just a glance in between brews and talks with familiar crew. Then the conversations grew between you and i. The glance turned into a look with an upbeat reaction. Interest not yet turned into attraction. That chemical reaction came without my recollection. I felt the infection, I had you in my sights as you held the same perception. encounters holding somewhat of a spark. your eyes and mine locking inn and leaving everyone else in the dark. Personal meetings came with passionate and lustful greetings. Fun with looks of desire, hoping that theese feelings would aspire. Then it hit you waking up next to me and a word froze that look in time. those eyes those lips that voice said you were mine. Stuck I was on that memory, until it turned into looks of anger, disappointment, and despair. You were no longer mine and I wasn't the Guy that was once deemed fair.

Nov 2012 · 20.9k

Florida

samuel hdz Nov 2012

Florida

3153 miles away I lay with a mind that's clouded with thoughts. Past Scenarios playing out differently. Over analyzing the present. Anticipating the emotion that I will feel in the future. If ever I was consumed it has never been like this. Regret comes and fades. optimism shares that same cycle. Happiness And sadness come in doses like sedatives. The voice of jealousy tells me that hope makes me weak. Anger fuels my fire and logic keeps it burning. Yet voices, Medication, and the embers fade. The constant variables are only wondering and anxiety. Peace comes in sleep and yet its hardly enjoyed.

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