I don't think people understand
how much more it hurts when they say things such as
you'll get over it, feel better or its probably just the weather
my feelings are very real still I endeavor to succeed
constantly battling my self and being on the edge of losing
my mind is strong and my body is weak
That's why when I feel low Gods guidance I seek

When I remember that you see and observe me
I feel protected
People walk past me day and night, I could forget
Since this life is so hectic
A person who loves you and will never forget you
Who will never make you feel neglected
Who cares for you all the time, not only when in need
It makes my heart grow in a world that is trying to shrink it
But you Jehovah are bigger than this world
and greater than my heart

I wanted it so much
to hear the words and feel your touch
to be happy
I did not know that for the rest of my life I would feel this gap, I
I asked around for you
thinking I would find you
When I found you, you've already forgotten
You've found something better
No longer did you want me
let along need me
I guess my search was in vain
A fatherless child I remain