Finding my voice the words do not flow,
confrontation has risen with nowhere to go.
That old scary feeling i'm back in that place,
my stomach is churning the fear on my face.
Terrified and shaking like i'm about to die,
trying to keep control I can't let myself cry.
A mistake I made there's no need for your drama,
a bully you are one day you'll face karma.
Humiliated again shouted at like a child,
you are not human you belong in the wild.
Finding my voice screaming inside,
looking to escape I need somewhere to hide.
At breaking point my reaction is cool,
so why I am I feeling like I am the fool?
Scared of this feeling I can't seem to face,
inside I am frightened my heart starts to race.
Finding my voice it's not easy to do,
if you can do this then so can I too.

Through the mirror of my mind,
Lost in illusion control I can't find
Needing that place so bitter sweet,
Dreaming of that prince to sweep me off me feet.
A fine treat, the luxuries in life,
Making that promise I dream of making a good wife.
The knife it has twisted too many times.
A reason I write and make up these rhymes.
Through the mirror of my mind,
Stories untold who knows what you may find.
Behind my eyes, deep within my soul,
I search for the light to get out of this hole.
Through the mirror of my mind lost in illusion, All this confusion it's making me blind.
Blind too see beyond the fakes,
Repeating a cycle not learning from my mistakes.
It takes a while to focus on what's real
From me my fate no one can steal.
Seal the deal I will make this dream real,
No matter how hard or bad I feel.
Heal and love it's in me to care,
I won't be tricked into doing this dare.
Through the mirror of my mind.
Time for reflection that need to unwind.
Through the mirror of my mind,
Lost in illusion control I can't find
Needing that place so bitter sweet,
Dreaming of that prince to sweep me off me feet.
A fine treat, the luxuries in life,
Making that promise I dream of making a good wife.
The knife it has twisted too many times.
A reason I write and make up these rhymes.
Through the mirror of my mind,
Stories untold who knows what you may find.
Behind my eyes, deep within my soul,
I search for the light to get out of this hole.
Through the mirror of my mind lost in illusion, All this confusion it's making me blind.
Blind too see beyond the fakes,
Repeating a cycle not learning from my mistakes.
It takes a while to focus on what's real
From me my fate no one can steal.
Seal the deal I will make this dream real,
No matter how hard or bad I feel.
Heal and love it's in me to care,
I won't be tricked into doing this dare.
Through the mirror of my mind.
Time for reflection that need to unwind.

Injected with a poison my body weak it's limp,
forced to work the streets at the hands of my greedy ****.
Working through the night my body's bruised it's battered,
All my hopes and dreams into a million pieces they've shattered.
Tortured by the demons affected by the drugs,
living in this cold dark place amongst these ****** thugs.
Got to find a way out I need to get away,
they threaten me with death tell me I must stay.
Injected with a poison thrown back into the game,
selling myself to the devil i'm drowning deep in shame.
Blocking out reality looking for a vein,
standing on the ***** streets already feeling that drain.
In another dimension I'm high as a kite,
my will too weak to struggle on and win the fight.
Injected with a poison I've become a modern slave,
clinging on to hope trying to be brave.
Locked up in this bedroom with women just like me,
thinking of a plan to help to set u free.
Turning on our **** we stand and say no more,
stabbing him in the chest he crashes to the floor.
Injected with a poison  together we are saved,
the memories of this tragedy in me they've engraved.