Rejection is so normal for me. I've come to terms with the fact that I'll be alone forever. And it doesn't even bother me. I'm used to being independent and on my own. I'm used to not needing validation from anyone. I've become numb to the sorrow that I'm careless with my every day. My once pained muscle of a beating heart is now like a black rock, immune to anything thrown its way. The feeling of loving someone that doesn't love me back used to make my stomach drop and my heart sink, but then I reminded myself of how I already knew I wasn't lovable.

Inhale
           Exhale
Inhale
           Exhale
Breathe
It's okay
Breathe
Whatever happened
That's over now
Inhale
           Exhale
Inhale
           Exhale
Life goes on
It'll be okay

No matter how dark the night
The sun will always rise
And the winter
Will always become spring

Breathe

I'm not very attracted
To those who're easy
Those who go out
And act like they're so hot
Like what they do
Doesn't matter
As if there are
No consequences
I can get to know you
And love how you are
Love how you look
Walk and talk
But if you do that
With everyone
That crosses your path
You're no longer that special
Nor are you unique
You're not a person
Worth treasuring
It's a shame
People don't realize
Every choice
Makes a difference
When it comes to
Building one's character

I guess those memories
and words
mean nothing to you
because there you are enjoying yourself
with your new lover
and here I am dying
without my old one

I'd say I wish you the best
but I'd be lying

*A