immature and childish  just look older cause of
the weight I've put on never held a job longer than three months
never had real True Love got mixed up in the dualities
and wanted to sort this **** out mixed holy water and whiskey
and had that shot :)
In my mystical ways i have become god
but that's ok cause mums the Boss!
I've played Jesus, Muhammad and Moses
and Adams the Boss
Right back to the top
this is more personal , the deeper meaning of things
somewhere in history or just in wisdom and knowledge lost
wake up in the middle of the night jumping out of Bed
saying I'm God
the all seeing eye follows me everywhere I go
now my profile pic is the eye of Ra on facebook
serpents are the wisdom symbol
matrix and reality no more confused but
cant fight a design that you cant control
what i desire is that sacred pearl
someone posted a poem on it here a few days a ago
ancient knowledge a hidden treasure i got my eye set on the
biggest prize
i am but dust of the earth but love makes me divine
and who you love and how much plays on your soul
cause if you love Jesus you want to be like him but what if
you love the mystery like crazy then what role do you play?
if you stare into the abyss long it stares back at you
that's some scary ****!!!
I've been staring the abyss in the eye ball for 7 years
now i have become the abyss
i don't think **** through i just say it as it is
the doc says I've had Adhd since i was a kid
but in reality there are no loose ends
been single so long i think I've forgotten how to kiss
calculating how long i have to live 30-35 years of more ****
loneliness and solitude are both crap
now you can understand why Adam was ******* in the
Gardens of Bliss
Eve like the New Year's is a wait
but unlike new years eve, she never comes
35 more years of single man this is crazy and guess what
Muslims there are no Virgins. Like Heaven/Paradise i have heard
is very selective women enter free ..... men have to pass the test.
So Mr. Man's world not so lucky are we
Be good Be good
Might be an eternity of love waiting after a short life
like 60-70 years a spec in time
and maybe sleep forever after a lifetime of misery
that's going to be the worst like seriously
hell on earth and then just go to sleep
what about huggies and kissies ??? :)
too much feminine spirit mixed with the masculine
but still like girls , still like girls .
Poetry is nice short and sweet like unless its like really amazing
unlike my ranting :) this will be the only time the only one
Apologies in Advance Peace and Salaam
And Namaste too if you're into THAT ****
mY Soul bows down to the soul in you
like the Japanese do it when they greet
when love comes I worship her she worships me
Penny Royal Tea

As i sit here in the office all alone
doing the night shift
I think I'm not lonely
this is solitude
Hell who am i kidding!!
I'm nothing without You.

7 birds sitting near a wishing well
wishing to be free of loves cursed spell
wishing upon stars and upon Holy shrines
praying to gods and goddesses and beings divine
but curse loves cruel spell
it kills while alive the lover who lost his way
while seeking heaven found his personal hell

i feel so alone without you
nothing here makes any sense
time passes away so slow
im usually hanging out by myself
years have passed since i last saw you
i crave to see your face
the iris of your eyes ignites
the fire in my soul
i was a flame that's slowly dying
on the surface im strong but inside im
                    Crying

it always seems Christmas
is going to be the time of year
though i wont celebrate cause
you're the only one i know
our birthdays clash im born
on the 7th of sunday my friend
it's march now and you say you'll
be here in july but i know its a lie
then you'll say december and i'll
be waiting till that time
then all the while there will be the whole
i'll come before december which wont happen either
then i say my birthday or you'rs or New Years Night.
and if all those dates pass bye there is always
VALENTINE !
and so i'll think that's what was said in 2015
and i'll be like
**** this game will never end

They had it wrong all these years
the moon does not get her light
from the sun
it is he who gets his light from her
from the Dark side of the Moon.

death i longed for you
but you never came
and now i have learned
to live :)

Come with a thorn
if you are a rose
come with a fire
if you are desire
come with desire
if you are love
come with love
if you are real
come with truth
if you are holy
come with forgiveness
if you are holy
come with beauty
if you are heart n soul

But most of all
come soon
cause im dying here alone!

Divinity ain't for everyone
that is the highest test
hey Christians you say
you love Jesus
then "DO AS HE DID"

the mystery of Egypt
the sands of time
serpents on crowns worn by pharaohs
Queens that rule their kings
while sipping on honey wine
chess games might have changed
but symbols don't lie
Isis and Horus
the all seeing eye
im so lost in your words
and the journey that im on
where the God of Moses has
become the Queen of the Nile
Peace is what is seek and here it lies
rhyming words with the spirit that
never dies
your picture is the god i used to seek
the heart does not know why
its all in the smile and in your eyes.

from ape to man to the final step
welcome to the place where angels exist

pages to write
paper to waste
i seem to now understand
my ordained fate

to created a god needs a secret recipe
ask a goddess and she wont tell
toads and lizards
a strong game plan
poetic wisdom , luck n Fate
the clown the joker the King the Ace

God and I have a lot in common
I'm a loner on earth and
He's my mini-me in Heaven,
We both live in darkness
Pretending we are the Light
guiding everyone in search of the Truth.
  --------------lol---------------

My God !
You are heaven right here on earth ,
i see a new picture.
But your eyes are they most beautiful part.
Like an awakened soul from the matrix you awaken my heart.
God must be a woman for in you i see his art.
wish there were no borders and no distances so a man could easily seek his god.

what should i do?
what should i do?
Im in love with a goddess!
what should i do?
women are complicated as it is
and this one's a goddess
oh im so confused
what should i do?
should i recite poetry to her
and praise her beauty
should i talk to her all night
or take long walks with her on the beach
should i romance her with wine and music
or dance with her holding her close
should i give her roses or buy her shoes
should i snuggle with her at night
and kiss her gently
should i play ***** games with her
and share with her chocolates and strawberries..........
what should i do ? what should i do ?
im still so confused...........

I wear a frown upside down
that's the way I've learnt to live
keeping my feeling in my heart
bottled up within myself

waiting for you I age everyday
while you stay eternally beautiful

I just a humble slave
while you my Goddess my Eternal Master

From Muslim to seek God in all religions
to Sufism and spirituality to mysticism
to become a Goddess Worshiper

god would be lonely
all alone
sitting on his throne
no angels around him
no queen besides him
its a sad sight
and they say the world is ****** up place!!!

i do not remember the world i was living in before,
but now the Only world i want to live in...
is in the Hearts of Souls.

galaxies n universes
so many of them
surely we'll find a place
where we can settle in !

Sitting here all alone
Your arms i call my home
waiting for morning light
darkness has left sight
Twist and turn into the unknown
Open Your Arms
     BABY
I'm coming Home

The stars lie within me,
so do the moon and sun,
within me is an entire universe.

i loved so much that i died loving
an unseen face that made itself manifest,
but so far away i could not hold
and who i was kept me chained like a fool,
wishing for my time to come or for time to
come to an end
death is sweet when the one you love also
plays the role of the angel of death

Never ending Pure Love is my Inspiration

My Love is an Endless Ocean,
Why worry of the Infinite Sea......

Rhyming words that come flowing
if put in my mouth by Master
I'll say the truth no matter what,
the world may call me crazy,
a mad poet or demon possessed
but I have found divinity within
Myself.

i walked alone all my life
no companion by my side
my sad fate was sealed even
before my birth
like Cane i must travel the world alone
though i did not slay my brother
first man born last to die
Home is in Her Eyes

so the story goes like this
knowledge & wisdom are
the way to bliss
but once you're there
dont get too comfortable
cause wisdom can kick you ***
and all your knowledge will be undone

The heart and mind are both connected
what the heart feels the brain knows

The heart can be deceived
the brain can be fooled

but eyes never lie
they are gateway to the soul

Eyes of the heart can see God
Eyes of the mind can awaken the self

The reason the Universe was Created
was so that Love could exist.......

If you haven't understood the secrets of life by 27
u never will

been waiting for you a really long time
hoping you'd just walk into my life
or into my room while I'm sitting there
smoking cigarettes  sipping tea writing poetry
like a surprise from Heaven
like a divine gift
like food in the desert from God
like a candy store Paradise for ant
like a video game arcade that's free of charge
like a buffet from all over the world
like a womanizer who never realized he was a Muslim martyr
like a man god who's got a million brides
like a boy whose worshiped on earth
like a toy whose job is to provide pleasure
like a clown whose a court jester
like a poet who never knew it
like a god who was sleeping all his life
like an angel who loved the devil
like a man who sold himself for love
like a fool in tarot who owns the world
like the wind that never stays in one place
like the fire of love that burns the sea
like the eyes that are the gateway to the soul
like the soul that is lost and unlike any other
like the love that is the Only one love story
that God wrote with her own hands.

The art of love can not be taught,
it comes from within the heart,
lovers that finally meet,
had planned it all from the start,
the pen is mightier than the sword,
love and wisdom can not be bought,
Knowledge is the ultimate key,
All the answers lie within thee.

let us tell the world another sorrow my poor heart,
that I loved God and even He turned out to be
a Heart Breaker

Urdu translation (translation may vary)
eik aur gham sunatay hain zamanay ko
ki jo mohabbat hum nay Khuda say
tu pata chala kay woh bhi Bewafa nikla

Love has become my fuel

Love has become my Connection to the Higher Power

The fire of Love burns forever....

The sea of Love never end...

and when the Fire of Love and the Sea of Love meet........

I haply tangle myself in the web of love;
i wishfully drown in the OCEAN of Deep Blue

Zuleikha saw Majnun roaming in the desert
Lost in his purpose of sacred love
She was intrigued of this sight in her crystal ball
Love that has forsaken God
The darkness in her eyes glowed
The sands of time had answered her prayers
She had found her King of Egypt........

Hello Allah and zuse
salam to the Father
Please stop hating women and gays

You're my moon goddess
so wise so beautiful

your words are like magic
written on holy paper

your rhymes go straight to my heart
causing ripples in my mind

I dream of getting close to you,
to be your muse for life

your light shines upon my soul
transforming me into something unknown

your spirit connects with mine
making me somewhat Divine

the distance between us lessens
you take over me whole

to please you eternally
has now become my goal

i want to see the moon so we can speak
on a night like this i need to see
full moon is what my eyes seek
the complete circle
the shining light
i say poetry to you
that what i soon forget
what is that will happen of ?
a mortal and the moon goddess

Day n Night pass so quickly
when I'm connected to you,
our connection is so strong
it surpasses the ego,
we were always one soul
u and i,
our love is so Divine it should be made
a Religion
let's forget God and worship each other,
let's build a home between heaven and earth,
let's jump into a fairy tale and live
Happily Ever After
Lets Become King and Queen and Rule the Entire Planet :)

I gave you all my love,
yet in return I got so little,

I gave you the moon and stars,
in exchange I got betrayal,

I sold my soul to you for love,
in exchange I got your hate,

I stayed away at night to talk to you,
but you just played a game.

I waited for you all my life,
you gave me a lesson in patience,

I drowned myself in your eyes,
you washed me away with your tears.

I became a poet in your love,
and you became my Muse.

Our Love has now become Eternal,
One that Lasts Forever and forever more.

True no Rose is without thorns,
to attain things beautiful
tests must be passed ,
To gain a beautiful Rose
you might have to lose your soul,
but a Rose that can give life to an entire garden
is worth the risk

These poets are the prophets of
the gods and goddesses
saying and doing as their Master's
say
No! God is not dead.
He was , is and will be
always AWAKE

It is better for Queens to rule
and Kings to serve them
from the hive to the colony
and onto chess boards
Queens seem to rule the World
so rather than the mother of god
Mother God

life seems almost robotic at what i do
i go to work and chill at home
i read n write poetry
and smoke **** some days
got my ps4 locked away
i work nights and sleep
during the day
i sip coffee and go out for dinner
i hang out with friends
and attend A.A
i talk to my parents
i see the same news repeat all over
different titles different names different numbers
i long for love to open the door
i been standing outside for a while
and she knows
im waiting patiently for it has become my only virtue
while she puppets me to everything she pleases
i cant cut the string that i cant see
in the matrix awake but still not free
like a secret they forgot to mention in the scripts
even when you are free
you're still a Puppet

The words sometimes come
from places unknown
making sense as i speak to myself
longing for the promise that has been made
i feel at unease all the time
it seems impossible like its not meant to be
the most beautiful love the most sacred thing
will never come to be

Question Authority and all that does not make sense
those who follow blindly are already in hell
not a fire that burns but a cage that traps
deeper meanings and test of the mind
that's is the Big Pen at it's best

I feel pretty small living on planet earth
like this planet was a doll house that belonged
to a gigantic girl,
ken and barbies everywhere & babies too
cars planes and army men....
looks like a giant boy lives with her too
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some fantasy poem that didnt go too well :
Adam n eve
the blue lagoon
boy n girl howling at the moon
back to where the story began
the story of woman
the story of man
the garden of eden
the forbidden fruit
the law of the island
the god of stone
the breath of life
the story untold
the universe within
ages pass forth
the serpent dances
twists and turns
the spyder weaves
around the earth
the queen is a fairy
the king is a slave
the throne is empty
who will sit ?

she was the black widow
he was the god of flies
he was in her web
in her mind
his wings plucked off
his hands and feet tied
They looked at each others Eyes,...
*It was Love at first sight