some fantasy poem that didnt go too well :
Adam n eve
the blue lagoon
boy n girl howling at the moon
back to where the story began
the story of woman
the story of man
the garden of eden
the forbidden fruit
the law of the island
the god of stone
the breath of life
the story untold
the universe within
ages pass forth
the serpent dances
twists and turns
the spyder weaves
around the earth
the queen is a fairy
the king is a slave
the throne is empty
who will sit ?

wish i was blind but i can see ,
me . myself , my unknown enemy

Rule my Queen over your King
these false Gods cant do jack ****

If you haven't understood the secrets of life by 27
u never will

Hello Allah and zuse
salam to the Father
Please stop hating women and gays

7 birds sitting near a wishing well
wishing to be free of loves cursed spell
wishing upon stars and upon Holy shrines
praying to gods and goddesses and beings divine
but curse loves cruel spell
it kills while alive the lover who lost his way
while seeking heaven found his personal hell

to created a god needs a secret recipe
ask a goddess and she wont tell
toads and lizards
a strong game plan
poetic wisdom , luck n Fate
the clown the joker the King the Ace

I searched for you everywhere i went
funny you were watching me all around

it's a Girl
it's a Her
it's a She
cant make sense at 5:30 am ;)

i was made of clay and given the breath of life
i was i AM divine
i walk infinite mile from heaven to earth
i have finally found love
I am light I am darkness
I am the Universal Consciousness
I am the serpent i am the tree
I am Eden
I am Eve

The poet died before he was born
lived in a place that was free of scorn
had the love he dreamed about all his life
made Knowledge his girlfriend and Wisdom His wife
tripped out on wine all day
experienced the heights of ecstasy within his own mind
live in paradise and complained at night
talked to god and got sick of the conversation
talk is cheap , fun is in action ,,,,

i walked alone all my life
no companion by my side
my sad fate was sealed even
before my birth
like Cane i must travel the world alone
though i did not slay my brother
first man born last to die
Home is in Her Eyes

death i longed for you
but you never came
and now i have learned
to live :)

galaxies n universes
so many of them
surely we'll find a place
where we can settle in !

pages to write
paper to waste
i seem to now understand
my ordained fate

immature and childish  just look older cause of
the weight I've put on never held a job longer than three months
never had real True Love got mixed up in the dualities
and wanted to sort this **** out mixed holy water and whiskey
and had that shot :)
In my mystical ways i have become god
but that's ok cause mums the Boss!
I've played Jesus, Muhammad and Moses
and Adams the Boss
Right back to the top
this is more personal , the deeper meaning of things
somewhere in history or just in wisdom and knowledge lost
wake up in the middle of the night jumping out of Bed
saying I'm God
the all seeing eye follows me everywhere I go
now my profile pic is the eye of Ra on facebook
serpents are the wisdom symbol
matrix and reality no more confused but
cant fight a design that you cant control
what i desire is that sacred pearl
someone posted a poem on it here a few days a ago
ancient knowledge a hidden treasure i got my eye set on the
biggest prize
i am but dust of the earth but love makes me divine
and who you love and how much plays on your soul
cause if you love Jesus you want to be like him but what if
you love the mystery like crazy then what role do you play?
if you stare into the abyss long it stares back at you
that's some scary ****!!!
I've been staring the abyss in the eye ball for 7 years
now i have become the abyss
i don't think **** through i just say it as it is
the doc says I've had Adhd since i was a kid
but in reality there are no loose ends
been single so long i think I've forgotten how to kiss
calculating how long i have to live 30-35 years of more ****
loneliness and solitude are both crap
now you can understand why Adam was ******* in the
Gardens of Bliss
Eve like the New Year's is a wait
but unlike new years eve, she never comes
35 more years of single man this is crazy and guess what
Muslims there are no Virgins. Like Heaven/Paradise i have heard
is very selective women enter free ..... men have to pass the test.
So Mr. Man's world not so lucky are we
Be good Be good
Might be an eternity of love waiting after a short life
like 60-70 years a spec in time
and maybe sleep forever after a lifetime of misery
that's going to be the worst like seriously
hell on earth and then just go to sleep
what about huggies and kissies ??? :)
too much feminine spirit mixed with the masculine
but still like girls , still like girls .
Poetry is nice short and sweet like unless its like really amazing
unlike my ranting :) this will be the only time the only one
Apologies in Advance Peace and Salaam
And Namaste too if you're into THAT ****
mY Soul bows down to the soul in you
like the Japanese do it when they greet
when love comes I worship her she worships me
Penny Royal Tea

i gazed long into the abyss
staring her in the eye
now we are one
two entities have now become
inseparable

god would be lonely
all alone
sitting on his throne
no angels around him
no queen besides him
its a sad sight
and they say the world is ****** up place!!!

i loved so much that i died loving
an unseen face that made itself manifest,
but so far away i could not hold
and who i was kept me chained like a fool,
wishing for my time to come or for time to
come to an end
death is sweet when the one you love also
plays the role of the angel of death

From Muslim to seek God in all religions
to Sufism and spirituality to mysticism
to become a Goddess Worshiper

My God !
You are heaven right here on earth ,
i see a new picture.
But your eyes are they most beautiful part.
Like an awakened soul from the matrix you awaken my heart.
God must be a woman for in you i see his art.
wish there were no borders and no distances so a man could easily seek his god.

The serpent in the garden was a smart one indeed
just following orders of the one that wraps it round herself
we are just spirits in habiting bodies
just a soul in space
love is all that matters
love is what we all seek
from the highest to the lowest
we are being that have feeling
and want to live
Heaven and Hell is right here on earth
I'm just trying to find my bliss

i want to see the moon so we can speak
on a night like this i need to see
full moon is what my eyes seek
the complete circle
the shining light
i say poetry to you
that what i soon forget
what is that will happen of ?
a mortal and the moon goddess

six come in a flow
and now the 7th one
7 seas 7 wonders 7 sons
7 heavens 7 sages 7 days in a week
7 sisters in the Heavens
7 sins and 7 virtues
7 years in Tibet
7 trumpets 7 seals
7 years of famine
7 years of feast
Born on the 7th of December
destiny written at my feet

Divinity ain't for everyone
that is the highest test
hey Christians you say
you love Jesus
then "DO AS HE DID"

Question Authority and all that does not make sense
those who follow blindly are already in hell
not a fire that burns but a cage that traps
deeper meanings and test of the mind
that's is the Big Pen at it's best

Lucifer Bearer of Light
or the devil in red
there is no God without a devil
no Heaven without Hell

These poets are the prophets of
the gods and goddesses
saying and doing as their Master's
say
No! God is not dead.
He was , is and will be
always AWAKE

Rhyming words that come flowing
if put in my mouth by Master
I'll say the truth no matter what,
the world may call me crazy,
a mad poet or demon possessed
but I have found divinity within
Myself.

from ape to man to the final step
welcome to the place where angels exist

the mystery of Egypt
the sands of time
serpents on crowns worn by pharaohs
Queens that rule their kings
while sipping on honey wine
chess games might have changed
but symbols don't lie
Isis and Horus
the all seeing eye
im so lost in your words
and the journey that im on
where the God of Moses has
become the Queen of the Nile
Peace is what is seek and here it lies
rhyming words with the spirit that
never dies
your picture is the god i used to seek
the heart does not know why
its all in the smile and in your eyes.

the road is getting longer
the more i walk on it
the never ending story
i watched as a kid
life is not as simple as
they say it will be
the journey of a thousand miles
begins with a single step
but these miles never end
i'm so tired from walking
this journey has become my life
it's the only thing i know
i want to stop , i want to slow down
i want to let go
walking, walking, walking the journey never ends
should have paid attention in class to what the teacher said
now i'm on my own without any help
on the journey of a 1000 miles
that never ends.........

so the story goes like this
knowledge & wisdom are
the way to bliss
but once you're there
dont get too comfortable
cause wisdom can kick you ***
and all your knowledge will be undone

I'll be the sun god
you be the moon goddess
lets make earth our playground
and have *** all day

They had it wrong all these years
the moon does not get her light
from the sun
it is he who gets his light from her
from the Dark side of the Moon.

it always seems Christmas
is going to be the time of year
though i wont celebrate cause
you're the only one i know
our birthdays clash im born
on the 7th of sunday my friend
it's march now and you say you'll
be here in july but i know its a lie
then you'll say december and i'll
be waiting till that time
then all the while there will be the whole
i'll come before december which wont happen either
then i say my birthday or you'rs or New Years Night.
and if all those dates pass bye there is always
VALENTINE !
and so i'll think that's what was said in 2015
and i'll be like
**** this game will never end

life seems almost robotic at what i do
i go to work and chill at home
i read n write poetry
and smoke **** some days
got my ps4 locked away
i work nights and sleep
during the day
i sip coffee and go out for dinner
i hang out with friends
and attend A.A
i talk to my parents
i see the same news repeat all over
different titles different names different numbers
i long for love to open the door
i been standing outside for a while
and she knows
im waiting patiently for it has become my only virtue
while she puppets me to everything she pleases
i cant cut the string that i cant see
in the matrix awake but still not free
like a secret they forgot to mention in the scripts
even when you are free
you're still a Puppet

It is better for Queens to rule
and Kings to serve them
from the hive to the colony
and onto chess boards
Queens seem to rule the World
so rather than the mother of god
Mother God

she was the black widow
he was the god of flies
he was in her web
in her mind
his wings plucked off
his hands and feet tied
They looked at each others Eyes,...
*It was Love at first sight

words rhyme one with the other
like they were meant to be
just like you n me
like a plan from the start
starting from the stars
ending all the way between you n me
lets meet under a starry night
and speak in rhymes me n you
play with each other with words
and have conversations that would
be pleasant to the ear
I am that I am and I'm meant to be
this world this universe everything
it beholds is just you and me

Come with a thorn
if you are a rose
come with a fire
if you are desire
come with desire
if you are love
come with love
if you are real
come with truth
if you are holy
come with forgiveness
if you are holy
come with beauty
if you are heart n soul

But most of all
come soon
cause im dying here alone!

Constant in my mind she remains
etched on my soul for eternity
there is no escape there is no winning
she controls it all
She's the black widow who wears the earth on her ring
she's the puppet master she's got everyone in control
she's the masked magician the Queen of Dawn
She's the cosmos and space
she's the stars she's fate
she's a witch she's a cat
she's the one who pulls bunnies out of hats...........
(to be cont)

waiting for love is a tough job
it drains the life out of you
the longer you have to wait
the narrower the road gets

waiting for love is not meant for everyone
just those few crazy hopeless romantics
that believe in the stories they've seen and heard
and are waiting for their time to come

waiting for love while your lover is closer than your jugular veil,
is the the worst wait of all
day n night are spent in each others company
not knowing when the moment of uniting will come

been waiting for you a really long time
hoping you'd just walk into my life
or into my room while I'm sitting there
smoking cigarettes  sipping tea writing poetry
like a surprise from Heaven
like a divine gift
like food in the desert from God
like a candy store Paradise for ant
like a video game arcade that's free of charge
like a buffet from all over the world
like a womanizer who never realized he was a Muslim martyr
like a man god who's got a million brides
like a boy whose worshiped on earth
like a toy whose job is to provide pleasure
like a clown whose a court jester
like a poet who never knew it
like a god who was sleeping all his life
like an angel who loved the devil
like a man who sold himself for love
like a fool in tarot who owns the world
like the wind that never stays in one place
like the fire of love that burns the sea
like the eyes that are the gateway to the soul
like the soul that is lost and unlike any other
like the love that is the Only one love story
that God wrote with her own hands.

zzzzzzzzz.........
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let us tell the world another sorrow my poor heart,
that I loved God and even He turned out to be
a Heart Breaker

Urdu translation (translation may vary)
eik aur gham sunatay hain zamanay ko
ki jo mohabbat hum nay Khuda say
tu pata chala kay woh bhi Bewafa nikla

love seeps through me
from my ever pore
I have become what i was looking for

''like a bright light
that blinds the eye my soul
has been blinded by your light''

nothing can compare to you
a light that brightens the heavens
that warms the earth
a light that pierces the soul
a light that blinds
i was in darkness alone and lost
seeking that which can rarely be found
and then you appeared
hidden behind the clouds
recognized the Master
the slave did at once
fir the soul remembers
what it has learnt

Some meetings can never be forgotten

The words sometimes come
from places unknown
making sense as i speak to myself
longing for the promise that has been made
i feel at unease all the time
it seems impossible like its not meant to be
the most beautiful love the most sacred thing
will never come to be

what should i do?
what should i do?
Im in love with a goddess!
what should i do?
women are complicated as it is
and this one's a goddess
oh im so confused
what should i do?
should i recite poetry to her
and praise her beauty
should i talk to her all night
or take long walks with her on the beach
should i romance her with wine and music
or dance with her holding her close
should i give her roses or buy her shoes
should i snuggle with her at night
and kiss her gently
should i play ***** games with her
and share with her chocolates and strawberries..........
what should i do ? what should i do ?
im still so confused...........