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Sabrina Whitley Apr 2018
shes just a girl
who hides her scars
hides her feelings
is all alone
little hope
has a little sister
shes trying to be strong for
when she cant even be strong herself
dose she have hope?
Sabrina Whitley Apr 2018
mama loves you dear
but cant love herself
puts on a fake smile
for her children
takes pills behind their back
fails to stay away from the drugs
gives up on herself
cry's herself to sleep
in constent pain
broken beyond repair
confused and alone
loves her kids to death
would do anything for them
try's to stop taking the pills
succeds for a little while
than starts again
takes too many
dies
kids all alone
dad not there
sometimes your all alone
i watched my mom die on drugs
my dad gave up on me when i was 12 years old he signed his rights over
i was nine when my mom took those pills
ive learned you have to be strong you have to learn how to forgive
Sabrina Whitley Apr 2018
father
why do you hurt me
you say you will be there
than you leave
in and out of jail
you come and go outta my life
you break me down
i cry and plead
daddy please don't go
stay for a little while
let me have hope
instead you pick up the pills
and pop them inside your mouth
you pass out
than wake up
and start all over again
this never ending cycle
i cant take much more
Sabrina Whitley Apr 2018
this insufferable hate
this anger
building up inside
this confusion
this raw need
to be free
this need to be happy
sometimes wonder why
i even try
i fight for whats right
and you sit there
and laugh
i tell you no
and you tell them yes
i bite back my tounge
from a sinners veiw
Sabrina Whitley Apr 2018
dear little sister,
for the times you will cry
i will be there
for the times you get sad
i will be there to make you happy
for the times you get angry
i will make you laugh
for the times you feel alone
i will cheer you up
for the times you call my name
i will awncer
Sabrina Whitley Apr 2018
i look at the pain in my heart
the ache for love
i feel like giving up
cause im all alone
no one understands this pain
watching your mama die
drugs that took her life
i wont give up
i wont give in
i wont let the bad win
i will try harder
ill learn to forgive
this ache will get stronger
the times will become harder
but i wont give in
i wont let the pain win
i wont cut my wrist
i wont break my skin
i wont see blood
beacuse im a survior
Sabrina Whitley Apr 2018
the struggle is real
the pills that took her life
deaths strike
this acheing need
to be free
for death follows me
round and round we go
fight after fight
pain after pain
the struggle is real
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