I saw you gasping
Again and again
Between nothing and nothingness
Where nothing was there but a stone
Be it in the sun, the ice cold frozen tundra
What is air to this stone, the stone of persecution
Stones of death, sorrows, judgments, pity by self or
By others who have taught us by now oh all too well...
We have mastered our own death walking, talking, gasping
between nothing and nothingness as if upon a cross or the last
time we shall have our mouth above water ever again...feigning
what would be life, but we have bound one another whereby to save
oneself every move we make just tightness the noose, or drives in the barbs
of poisonous fangs that not only numb but at once intensify ones pains and of
desperations...
you've been here all much long before
a watchtower whereby you look for the door
the door out, the door unguarded you might slip past
one slick night and too you guard that door with all you've got left
you can still call life,

get out and or don't even dare
enter my shattered temple holy still

like two paths daily moment by moment
there are two gasps you can dare
one as if your first
the other just
might be
your
l
a
s
t
.
   .
     .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I remember you were born happy
Belly full of joyful loving exuberance

I watched you gasp today
as all that so desperately
just wanted back in

Your beautiful temple
Body soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I watched LOVE today
Trying so desperately
With some fervent gasping's
To Simply Be LOVE to YOU!!!!

Fulling out a belly full
of wondrous loving joy
blissful rambunctiousness

To match so graciously
Your Magnanimous Heart!!!!!!!!!!

No one cries so much
if they were not so quite clear
about abject beauty my dear sweet man friend!!!
So we are all looking forward to hearing about this awesome beauty dear beautiful one!!!
I know about the pain between and indeed the holy grail of power too there is as well so let us get on with the laying on of gifts!!!!!!!!!!!!!

abc 123 not required,
all creation is within all so therefor there is no mystery either.

All can be known simply through the path of earnest self honesty.
<3<3:):)!!! I am good to go to!!! Remember me!!!

HEART Body Mind Earth Word LOVE Home
HEART Body Mind Earth Word LOVE Home
HEART Body Mind Earth Word LOVE Ha Om

Put on your yamaka, it's time for Hanukkah
So much fun-akkah to celebrate Hanukkah,

Hanukkah is the Festival of Lights,
Instead of one day of presents, we have eight crazy nights.

But when you're the only kid in town without a Christmas tree, Heres a list of
people who are Jewish, just like you and me:

David Lee Roth lights the menorah,
So do James Caan, Kirk Douglas, and the late Dinah Shore-ah

Guess who eats together at the Carnegie Deli,
Bowzer from Sha-na-na, and Arthur Fonzerrelli.

Paul Newman's half Jewish; Goldie Hawn's half too,
Put them together--what a fine lookin’ Jew! [Esus]

You dont need Deck the Halls or Jingle Bell Rock
Cause you can spin a dreidel with Captain Kirk and Mr. Spock--both Jewish!
[Esus]

Put on your yamaka, its time for Hanukkah,
The owner of the Seattle Super Sonic-ah celebrates Hanukkah.

O.J. Simpson-- not a Jew!
But guess who is...Hall of Famer—Rod Carew--(he converted!)

We got Ann Landers and her sister Dear Abby,
Harrison Ford's a quarter Jewish--not too shabby!

Some people think that Ebeneezer Scrooge is,
Well, hes not, but guess who is: All three stooges. [Esus]

So many Jews are in show biz--
Tom Cruise isn't, [tacit] but I heard his agent is. [Esus]

Tell your friend Veronica, its time to celebrate Hanukkah
I hope I get a harmonica, on this lovely, lovely Hanukkah.

So drink your gin-a-tonic-ah, and smoke your mara-juanic-ah,
If you really, really wanna-kah, Have a happy, happy, happy, happy
Hanukkah……. HAPPY HANUKKAH!

Really beautiful and beautifully real,
really full of realities lost stolen abandoned;

Stolen so say we like to believe; but ergo truth,
love and power also go gone this way!!

Don't like to admit bury deep as it really were,
and hide run in shame then what; repeat ditto copy;

Again over 'n over roll over what dead walking and talking;
Jive turkey's too; might as well be dinner for a sweeter two too!!

I went into the DeepWell this morning for another kinda,
wake up cup more like trying to be with some things need simmering down,
for the flames are bright and looking hot but but but warm and so soothing,
ooohing aaaahining awwwwweing inspiring rather blissfull kissfull blissing,
kissing idk bout hi'way 61 but for of you bro I know about your kitchen!!!!

Anywhohow way idk if I had much a drink at all with wake up or simmer down,
nor a nibble though some things are clear once in a blue year;

IDK like what's going on, down up once in a while or my preferred self setting dip flip switch's,
hahaha but reads are packing and that's good;

having to get back to too many responses 'um think 'bout the president,
the few who get through and we see a few presentations that should all be heard 'n seen too;

for I know we're all just blood bearing beings, counting on air,
but my cabinet I'm all of 'em unless you have more to say speak on this now;

staff, budget, readers, recorders, playback digitizers self routing pouting deciders,
all kinds of chaos chasers 'um not got;

I know so like all here 'um wat's wit dis cat;

what's he working three jobs or three wives 9 kids twelve ways;

nah not a drop so to say exactly 'dat way no more got a few getting on,
where I was and they was already born;

I'm thinking metaphysical then overly scrutinal to be careful both ways and wise,
she-it I can do more da better than a two way street try me I like 8's and 9's,
I lay all out there b4hand dey way den 'um say cats don't won't can't,
what ya ever think I've ever seen any reciprocity;

yah Solomon here we're working laughing crying all;

saw that movie "Anna Karenina" Leo Tolstoy novel base,
ya know the 'precious' 'Lord of the Rings' these sort of 'um things,
JC said along at least the 'Greatest b4 me Solomon' two kinds of exemplar,
(easy SO SO Bud Bud chill!!) one get demons off mans poor missions and happily,
doing 'Gods' love yet 'um well, I talk about these things with blood bearing beings,
I'm not even taking temperature into consideration;

just that I hear know 'dis 'da place gotta do 'da be greater things;

everybody knows Solomon a key why how hum 'um what ya kidding again,
oh so far off out heavy or fairy dust to me man, guess coming all together like JC,
just a bit may be out beyond such ganders of wonders what feelings lost looking down,
the land your feet are even upon, 'um man what about's;

'I'll be your solution if you'll be my remedy';

how does solution need remedy when they just bleed warm red blood a bit too bluish,
what if I say we need 'em all, does 'dat rhyme a chime of too like greedy who what me'eedy;

what ya want to "Possess Me!!!???"
hahahah !!!!<3<3##:):)!!!R

I just wanted to hit dat punchline while I was really in the middle,
but I do have a poem 'The Middle Riddle (in medias res)',

"When the middle is...
just right, there will be no will...towards an ending...!!!";

so back where we're we before the mention, no introductions say already too far gone,
as a wife would have to be  able to have an introduction of such a silly notion no more;

re: refer to as; X'yzzzzzleeeeping;

with that illegally separated easier straighter to say Fb have not figged 'dat one up yet,
Solomon is calling 'em up everyday/night;

let me tell ya man of the woes of Solomon and to me I coined the phrase myself,
so I Google'd it up, for I just thought those cats yonder dare' might have downloaded,
my brain and some well of it's keys and you've got the rest better;

know now I understand it's out there by book, I don't dare look yet before it's clear,
who wrote that stuff and I'll tell by what it won't, by omissions, excessive unwarranted permissions,
I'm wondering, I scan the great collections, not so invasive of more personally assured permissions,
there were days where there were a hand full of very warm open hopeful receptive set of beings,
along some tour that said go west as I was east and by a rather large pond;

do I need go on here now,
I start your clock too 'den what,
I'll get nine codes running inside out,
backwards inside of you,
'den just what can ya do!!!

Brilliance for
getting away with it

Love trashed
twisted thrashing

In one moment
hating lifetimes

yours
and mine

No delusion
of any exclusion

No excuses
for poor training

ma n pa
Will do

Have done
better dishonored

To swallow
and be

The depth
cold

Black holed
soul

If I?
Were ignoring,
then what am I?
Seeing, being or not!!
My actions reflect clearly
the stomping vote cast with feats
trodden in not ignoring you and your's truly
or being okay with that. I don't believe you are or would be either
if our treatment of one another mete with our true knowing and longings.
So clouded then is our vision upon ourselves then cast upon the other sadly. I can't really say
I know where that is at. Climbing mountains together in need then casting the other down. Is there a point made in defending oneself to false accusations but to fuel momentum of the insatiably most needy. Or do
you prefer a simple warm heart and hands for touch in reaching!!! I don't know why you say goodbye, B+H
I say hello!!!     LOOK O                                                                ­                                                                 ­ S E  E
                                          U                 ­                                                                 ­                                    S      L
                    ­                           T                                                                ­                                                       L
                                                               ­                                                                 ­                                            O
                   ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­                            W
                                                               ­                                                                 ­                                             E
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I'm so glad you finally got it
you bring your own best friend
if not you'd be your own worst enemy

Hahaha true
I know you too

You meant to say
'I have a friend in you'

How many friends

Have you in there
who are they true

Oh yes, hahaha
some dyslexic me's

haha ***
funny right
cute tho too

You just imagine
being wrapped up

So often not knowing
who's who or where

One begins or
if another ends
so part the issue

I'm not sure Sa Sun
its hard to tell who's*

Friend who's enemy
they all wear a smile

Okay so well...

Architect be
midwife see

Wooing enabling
one best outcome of
both mother and child...

Simply that to the finest
health and loving environment

of...
hearts, hands and arms
of the three

So who and or what is this child
therefore too the mother or bride

back to jesus and vedic speak
are we not with child already...

Is that kingdom
at our hands...

Is expected or not

Bridegroom considered
male spiritual energy of God in all creation
kind of dualistic temporarily and artificial
our own making for this while only
so the Bride is Manifest Creation
or here we consider first of as
primary too our existence
this earth first or mostly
thus mother is female

*Afu and Ra with Ka
Ra as Bridegroom
male spiritual too
Ka powering Is..
Is forgiving all
that brings
us back
into          
S        C   
  I           L      R      T
   N   U      A       I     Y
     G

but of course
what is horse
without freedom
of course

of course what is but
horse without freedom of course
of hearts running free

The first lesson in being here is inherent to be here and that is breathe, yet the second is that we are (can be often) separated by willingness. Others are not an extension of our own. It can be a self pitying and even painful experience especially if our needs are woefully neglected. By the time it is deduced others willingness comes with other awareness than our own a form of self responsibility has set in, albeit active/reactive. We are spawning fractal-ly from here, the new from there.
All is selectively derived and subset from the greater with regard to identity, memory and consciousness. All flows perfectly from such accordance...

I am that I am
and what is
and the singular
and synthesis
therefor dimensionless...
.

IDK if you read much my poems but
when I drop links on friends their usually raw
and as they are just public; still full of typos and all
kinds of unreadable typo mixing's I know; but before I try
to hard with these sort of things and come too far out of trance
and fear losing essence; it's a quandary of course a tug of war sure
though as I can I try to get back through and read as others would,
need and likely do; too my eyes ain't so acute, then still I admit and still say
English just ain't my best language in the usual way!!! U kinda understand as
I see be a true Red Letter Man; too overly fundamental for that typical say and
Bull of Bulls ah huh jive Turkey too but all inclusive must be; see I try I am at work
very hard at this love joy and play; yes long yes a while so too a bit to cooped and overly
riled but for so many reasons realities and overly under and over due seasons here whereabouts;

Only Heaven Is Willing yet Sharing Our X-ing it out for a spell...

Try as much as will and dare can breathe
believe we you me all we are is Love and X-mass
is like a Great Big Kiss to and fro the Mass of God's
All Loving Being in All of Creation to His Mass of Our
Beings Sweet, Dear Babes in the Woods Wooed by Even
His Her's Is Trees!!

I DO!!
REALLY REALLY I DO!!

But you must know what u r,
b4 why ur here or who u r...

otherwise you/we's missed dat poignant point again
bout the gain of and not the loss from this planet till,

till too late...

once again ****** shot by any means gone you'll see it then you know where it is
or was and will always be at...

between emc'squareds and nothingness that is everything inseparably less than and lighter than air!!!

And in this moment it is about all I or anyone can say that means everything and nothing more!!
R we partners in this war...

We work together or we work for one another and nothing more!!!!
ABC, 123 not required, understand ja baby love!!!

And nothing more!!!

"Watching The Wheels" - John Lennon

People say I'm crazy doing what I'm doing,
Well they give me all kinds of warnings to save me from ruin,

When I say that I'm o.k. they look at me kind of strange,
Surely your not happy now you no longer play the game,

People say I'm lazy dreaming my life away,
Well they give me all kinds of advice designed to enlighten me,

When I tell that I'm doing Fine watching shadows on the wall,

Don't you miss the big time boy you're no longer on the ball?
I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round,

I really love to watch them roll,
No longer riding on the merry-go-round,
I just had to let it go,

People asking questions lost in confusion,
Well I tell them there's no problem,
Only solutions,

Well they shake their heads and they look at me as if I've lost my mind,

I tell them there's no hurry...
I'm just sitting here doing time,

I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round,
I really love to watch them roll,
No longer riding on the merry-go-round,
I just had to let it go.


"Mind Games" - John Lennon

We're playing those mind games together

Pushing the barriers, planting seeds
Playing the mind guerrilla

Chanting the mantra, peace on earth
We all been playing those mind games forever

Some kinda druid dudes lifting the veil
Doing the mind guerrilla

Some call it magic, the search for the grail*

Love is the answer and you know that for sure
Love is a flower, you got to let it, you got to let it grow

So keep on playing those mind games together

Faith in the future, outta the now

You just can't beat on those mind guerrillas
Absolute elsewhere in the stones of your mind

Yeah we're playing those mind games forever
Projecting our images in space and in time

Yes is the answer and you know that for sure
Yes is surrender, you got to let it, you got to let it go

So keep on playing those mind games together
Doing the ritual dance in the sun

Millions of mind guerrillas
Putting their soul power to the karmic wheel

Keep on playing those mind games forever
Raising the spirit of peace and love

*Love...
(I want you to make love, not war, I know you've heard it before)

As much as this is simple truth,
I know those now whose body itself is one with this inner spirit,
and runs in defiance of all other illusion!!!

"Know then that the body is merely a garment
Go seek the wearer , not the cloak."

~ Rumi

He or She who does my heart good,
may also light the world...

Setting ablaze the fires of Love,
upon all that is not...*

Pearls of Wisdom shall then,
pour through us all!!!

O would I be a story
And naught a soul
Wrought less of iron and coal

You’d have been lilacs and morning glories
The world a bed of roses
No thorns would have scold me

I’d be of darkness and you light
No less would I be than love
Tell me a story

Of stars gone dark and how too they are love and glory

Though chaos would have me
I’d unfold for thou to devour me

If I am love who would swallow me

Am I infinity

What is left of me

Without eyes how do I see
Without breath who breathes for me

Why would love be all I see

In dark stars I am and not seen

How little and still to be

Mother Darkness I remember thee
Father thy spark of which I be and see
And how it feels both of thee

Am I alone in Love and Ecstasy

Would too I not be Garden, Seed and Gardner

Is it but a dream that even here she comes to me
And by the left of me, her left arm towards me
Were the keys of love she not beholding me

Heart to Heart I’ve reached to thee
With a smile in her Heart she eludes me

But wherefore art thou

In the Dark in Love in Ecstasy
Without form I feel and be and see

Did you leave the keys
Will they take me home

By this Dream I live by day

And feel Love you’d be all and everywhere

And every day my Heart goes out in a dare

Into thee illusive mirrors that appear

Day by day mirrors, mirrors all around
Up and down and spinning around

Mirror, mirror would you be keys
Please slow down and let me see

In a ring I order thee

Wounded warrior did you not fight for me
One by one accept thee

In every image one Heart see

Let each grow in fusion that they encircle thee

In all a Love Story be

Now see the Rainbow grown about
And breath by breath more wills be

**Shall you accept
Love will dance with thee

Oh but if Abraham father tri-covenant be
Zarathustra grandpa be uh ha Persia ******
hummm...deeply restructuring muchly rooted
of the far reaches and you a free to detail it fill it in
ridicule I'm no scholar not foot noting all detail here now
but of what Hinduism much come from be ya Krishna just so
seems so one like JC to me sure enough differing mission all together be
but here we are and I was talkin 'bout tri-Abrahamic and Grandpa then ******
Remember Moses how 'bout Joseph and sold into slavery; rainbow dreamer in life giving
colours yet till fully fulled out till fully white all over hmmmm....anywho way through Egypt the way;
picked up a few nifty tricks along this way; a little further down Sa Sa Ra town this wall as it is I did mention the roots of the ancients of Afu Ra Ka and the Kemetic's rooted of the Pharaohs there; The book of the Dead hmmmm.... remember where Joseph step-dad of Jesus and Mary and Baby J had fled; I've skipped a few steps but twasn't till Moses started with the books and recorded on pages though too they all could all recite the Torah so too well also; there were some mix ups and a lot of humanness they were not shy about admittance or of recordence of this; let me hit a few punch lines some we know and some um well idk likely not, others may seem strange so, well I will carry some load; some 'wild' Arabs were cut of from 'the promise and or the inheritance' this we all know to well and yet tho when Shaman Master J was a bit dejected by much authority of his own homeland (or more accurately by his Hebrew lineage)  he did say clear his love and message was for Gentiles too should have been inclusive of Arabs then however Rome kinda well we all too know how they needed to politicize that power and dogma and power and love askew ERGO MUHAMMAD!!!! Here is where I need the most help too!!! But I RA NI that's truly me my heart is there with all seven billion be!! I am about good news being good!!! That great big Architect Guy speaks with me; so whatever they say has to be for it is WRITTEN and is plan A no not by me here that way; moving it to plan b or xyz I don't really care; I've read enuf I see and hear differing things than any they about this stuff...J spoke the essence of The Book of the Dead for the Living; the silk road, the salt and gold and such treasure; what ya kidden me what the real **** going down that road was priceless wisdom being conveniently collected collated and studied; thee Essenes by the hmmm 'Dead' Sea in the desert what a ploy huh...raised in a vacuum how 'bout of all available assistance of all time and hearts and loving hands and care; plenty well mentioned lore and mention-able stories of how he got around to all the best mystery schools and pulled nifty loving care wherever he went and by a few other names in other locales; well when a kingdom falls you must blaspheme the beforehand Gods and false worship there so the holy ones who knew it's real worth and understood whom really did the blaspheming and cursing took it all underground worth more than a body and many bodies paid the price to save the surely hard earned...how 'bout OZ say WHAT ; now what this guy on he must do drugs to get this way and surely now but um nah sorry I'd love if I could but say I'm straight at least as wood and yes for a while my trade Ron the carpenter and you'd be surprised what she can tell ya about what seems and what is really straight and how humans as elements go are most like this hahaha and ya I wondered about hiding in plain sight until I figged what I'd do till I got over that **** messiah complex thang that I knew we've been through before and that twasn't going to be the or my thing and I did know too much 'bout heaven so I did need that roll through holy hell ya and Buddha named his son Ball and Chain my number one is 29.5 and it's time to introduce myself!!!;  but she-it say what ya want let me go on when Frank L Baum writer of OZ had a tale to tell; he one happened to be a Theosophist, look up if ya like need I am the type that still breathes ya and he was a bit onto a little about the gold and the big banker thang but that was more cover and decided to encrypt it (a deeper true message) for a more clever way to say and where it could and would grow well deep safely as a children's tale; into the collective consciousness; and he denied for most his life anything 'bout what what OZ really was but in the end, I don't have it here now and  maybe I'll dig it up  lata, but it was not hard for me to decipher, I'm many codes inside out and running backwards myself but it was a dig on Zarathustra or oft more better well known by the Greek as Zoroaster for turning creative and destructive forces into a war in heaven of good and evil and there their's just ain't no concept all the way down to Christianity that ain't got it's roots from there their's as much as JC did try to set things straight and say it is done and indeed it is and indeed we are the ones he one Masterful Initiator and when we do as he suggested then the Hebrew will say it's finally Messiah for all things indeed change with and about us; say again abc 123 not required; If I had a heart mind and brain like the Heart of God and Mind of Christ would I doubt once or think twice and rather be off to see the wizard or priest or pope; when truly only straight within you direct connect you your own wizardry connective-ness to all creation loving click click home home bad dream hypnotic spell be gone; but what about courage once you are realized, you do not doubt once or think twice with the true heart of 'God' and 'Mind Of Christ' and you just do and run into rather than from un hum see; but again not to far away from losing your life (re: the reality of and for Baum at the time) for telling such loving truths to Gods dear children; but here we are and here I am I Ra Ni and we are FREE!!
SO ON WITH ONE AND OFF WITH THEE OTHER FINALLY DISCOVER A WORLD WITH THE TRUTH ABOUT ONE AND EACH OF ONE ANOTHER!!!

one body
one soul
one earth
one more
I know

Release all your fear
Heaven anticipates earth
Rolling in laughter

Before what thief you judge I be
Dare I share what apparent I see
A lie is but a lie is but a lie
Yet out of Garden, Heart and Mind
Four truths of lies be
One condemns the innocent
While another keeps guilt hidden
Which gives birth to swords…
That protect the innocent
And condemn the guilty
That’s what war is good for
To destroy denial
And ultimate deception
‘To do what has never been done’
And ‘Win what has never been won’
That the deserving have
What they have already won

These are poems I had digital copy of which I brought over in one day!!!
I have just added notes and at least ballpark dates for now, I may have better info yet!!
So much love yes here from all on Hello Poetry!!!

We are an interactive community,
maybe some of this will add to my story and stories.
I don't know if I should apologize,
for my feeling of emptiness here.
It's simply me.

I have here and there paper and other,
digital poems or drafts or texts as some are stuck on old devices.
I have drafts here I don't, know if or how they will edit, various format and style types.

So any feedback would be most graciously welcomed!!
I am already indebted to all here for so many reasons!!!
Please accept my thank you's to and for all of you and this!!!!

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and or seen again, feedback love!!!

Share your dreams,
expose your fears!!!

We are here to make one come true,
laughing while the other disappears!!!!

Ty ALL!!!
Sa Sa Ra!!!
<3<3:)!!!

Sweet awesome poem love it weekly or weakly
like leave some reserves for what you do absurd;

and are giving out maybe overly holy better building
than handing out while the body surely ain't gonna be;

21 forever even if the spirit can be freer than 1, 2 or 3 o'
what you could do by the time the mind be 99 if ya play nice;

within yourself honestly;

and the ***' say 23 humm idk
then how would this poem go;

I'd love to hear from ya as well;

you too have a heart to know!!

Even as Shaman Master J;
so much typical association with one letter
and the other rock I am crushed between as blasphemous
for the Shaman though I suppose the Master is not too far off that way;
once when I knew I was not on my own but of a word I dare not say, perhaps
I was better off on some loners guided tour or spell but twas it you or me whom I knew
and then just called as better thee unknown Lord that way!!! I know you Vine Divine and Seven Billion here now branches like I can be no more but a twig but together does this not end some debate and be the greater things you'd say we'd do...and Hebrew say coming still...all together now this emergence so urges midwife wooing best of outcome both of Mother, Child and the Loving Bridegroom's Loving Heart, Eyes, Arms and Gentle Hands!!!!

Cat mouse
Flowers food
Planet house
Baby boom
Baby bust

“When you work you are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns to music.
To love life through labor is to be intimate with life’s inmost secret.
All work is empty save when there is love, for work is love made visible.”
~~Kahlil Gibran~~~!!!

All, <3<3 :):)!!!

Some things go beyond faith not hoped for
As when though the sun doth shine

And then I can not see the*  Starshine
*Still I can feel the love of such grace

So sweetly simply know such is there
aglow flowing showering love

Such is my easy all
to simply know
See be!
C B!

Afu Ra Ka!

This about
the keys to the kingdom...

Maybe do re mi
are nice places to start

Though abc nor 123 are required...

Love is only

her husband asked
is she straight
I said 'like
a rushing
river over
a cliff'