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Ross J Porter Aug 2011
In the dark a secret is safe to tell.
Without the sun, there is no heaven or hell.
In the dark, a soul can hide its shame.
Without sun's flame all sins looks the same.

The path to walk is easy to stray from.
The lost are each and impossible to sum.
Failures never see the light of day,
When the night is where we play.
Ross J Porter Jul 2011
Small, dark and cramped
Smelling of old wood,
Murphy's Oil Soap,
And Old Spice,
Here I kneel.

A closet, too small to be a room
Like the dark of my heart
Where my sins think
They are hidden.
Here I confess.

In this dark corner of His home,
My home, our home, the sins
Feel safe to say aloud
To admit, to escape.
Here I repent.

The small white lamp burns brighter,
Goose-flesh covers head and toe
The darkness is pierced
By one drop of blood
Hear, He forgives.

Great blinding light explodes about me,
The Joy of my salvation returns,
Never lost, just forgotten,
Hidden by soul's stains,
There no longer.

Sunlit colors of mercy and love
Colors of water and of blood
Of being born again
And sanctified
Captioned:
"Jesus, I Trust in Thee"
Ross J Porter Jun 2011
Knowledge is butterflies in flight.
A doubting caterpillar needs
His faith in metamorphosis.
Without it his future: horror.

Mother gone this way before him.
Father gone before his time here.
The only hope: whispered instinct.
A still sound in the face of fear.

"Those who've gone before me", says he
"Loved me and wanted good for me."
"They willed me to believe in life
Beyond: the metamorphosis."

Every day, eat of leaf. Chew. Rest.
Do not wander ye from safety.
Heed ye these rules, follow the way.
Know ye that our decree's from love.

Brother tells tall tales, adventure
Excitement, a world of wonder
To have now! No waiting, no need
To wait, fear, hope. Enjoy it now!

Brother says: "metamorphosis
Is a tale made by those who want
To control and manipulate.
To keep us from pleasures in life."

Brother says: "The dark chrysalis
Is a grave, death, ending, final.
Now is time to discover.
What tastes good is the true good.

Only now do we have the chance
To learn, explore, see and enjoy."
He's eaten leaves outside the path.
Brother says: "they are juicy good!

Come all, leave this way mapped by those
Who want to keep you from juicy
Leaves and the whole wide world to see"
Brother says. "Don't hope, enjoy now."

Sister left the barque, left the safe
Path to the leaves mapped out by some
Unknown cartographer. Unknown!
She's not back. He hopes for her best.

But our caterpillar here, friend,
Has chosen the old dreams and hope.
To follow the path mapped to leaves
That nourish the body and heart.

He has chosen to believe that
The wisdom of age and instinct
Is more trustworthy than the word
Of youthful brother's juicy world.

His doubts he's cocooned in faith's silk.
These bland leaves he eats for promise
Of sweet flower's nectar beyond.
Today's toil for tomorrow's joy.

Doubt frightens. The chrysalis looms.
No control, nature compels it.
Unfair, afraid, the silk spins tight.
In pain, the world grows dark and still.

He faces his end. He must choose
To listen to the still, small sound.
Have faith he's not schizophrenic.
Believe in more passed the cocoon.

His ancestral council and creed
He chooses to embrace and trust
To face his end with dream and hope.
His doubts cocooned by faith in Love.

Butterflies are knowledge in flight.
For at their end, faith is fulfilled.
These butterflies their joy have reached,
Through faith in metamorphosis.
Ross J Porter Jun 2011
You may never understand me,
                          explain me or remake me.
But you love me and you hold me
                          and you give me all I need.
You who often thank me,
                          praise me, craze me,
I love you and I love you
                         and we will always be!

We once two - became one,
                         a whole one, a true one.
Always you beside me,
                         inspire me and desire me.
Never shall you be,
                        without me but within me
For I love you and I love you
                        and we will always be!
Ross J Porter Jun 2011
Who to be:
Who I want
Or who I am?

To climb
And struggle.
Fight the demon.
Slay the dragon.

-Or-

To relax
And enjoy
Have the cake
And eat it, too

Vexed.
Perplexed.
Is the struggle
Worth the pain

Will I be
Happy with
Who I became?

Fight the battle
Or lay down arms
If either way, I die;

If either way
I decompose
Into food for trees.

Who I am is good enough
Though who I could be
Is better.

But why be better?
© 2011, all rights reserved.
Ross J Porter Jun 2011
Nothing quite so amazing
As smiles from a homeless child
Reaching out to touch the world
With hope

Nothing quite so impressive
As the need in her father
Begging for the chance to give
Her joy

Nothing quite so eloquent
As the tears from her mother
Washing stains of night's foul which
Feeds her;

No, Nothing quite so awesome
As any of that, from me
Just cold words on a page that
Shows you

Choppy words from chopped up heart
Choking back tears of remorse
That I used the mother for
The message:

Inadequate verses for
indescribable renting
of a heart and soul who should
*Love them!
Ross J Porter Jun 2011
The hate that I have
I will not let go
Though its wrong,
And a prejudice.

I hate all the people
Who've hurt their own child
Left them
Abandoned and hurting.

I hate all the haters
Who tell others the way
They are supposed
To think and behave.

I hate all the people
Breaking hearts of so many.
Selfish
In bids for importance.

I hate all the haters
Who blame always the others
For their broke
feelings and lives.

I hate the Author,
I hate the Poet,
I hate the
Writers of songs.

They make me think,
That aweful bunch,
That my hate may be
Paradox.
©2010 Ross "Joey" Porter, all rights reserved
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