Things I want you to know are so hard to speak
Blinking away from tear stained eyes
Biting my trembling lip
All to say what I need to say

I can't look at your beautiful face
It is beautiful
I can't look knowing you have to leave me
I can't look at my love when it'll be gone

Like a knife in the heart
Wedged deep inside
Twisting the blade
As I watch you leave

Anticipating this moment
The moment when I have to see you walk out my door
I don't know if...
I can't...

It hurts to think that this is coming to an end
But, it must...
You must leave...
And I must stay...



Oh, but, my love...
How I wish we could stay near.

I can't imagine life without you
Things will be so different
I try not to think
But, it's hard...

Stay here, my love
Don't leave me alone here
Alone to be stuck inside my mind
Please, don't leave...

I cherish these moments
For I know they will be few
I love every bit of it
This life with me and you.

I'll remember this and relive it
Every second of every day
You will be there and I'll be here
But, still...you'll be near.

Though distance separates
Nothing can part my love for you
I shall stay here, waiting patiently
Happily waiting for the next time...

I shall be here with a smile on my face
Because I know I'm not alone
So, smile, my dear
Because neither are you.

When you write
Will you still think of me?

When you sing
Will you still think of me?

When I write
Will I still think of you?

When I struggle
Will I still think of you?

Have you found her?
Have I found him?

You won't think of me when you sing
And I won't think of you when I write
What once used to be one
Has become two.

Two for the better


Don't think of me when you sing
Just don't forget
As I won't.

You'll think of her
I'll think of him



He'll think of me.

Open up
Face your fear
Lose it.

Lose yourself
Cherish someone
Lose the fear.

Trust yourself
Trust him
Trust her.

Be their's
Be your's
Be mine.

This feeling
This new feeling
What is it?

What is it about this
That puzzles me so
Intriguing





Intimacy.

Why did I let you be the one
To ruin all of those love songs?

Why did I let myself
Fall so madly in love with you
When I knew things wouldn't be?

Why did I let it get this bad?
Now I can't listen to a single tune
Without getting sad.

Why did I let you be my passion?
Now it's struggling to live.

Why did I let you control me?
I lived my life around you.
Do you know that?

Why did I let you give me so much
When I knew it would just get taken away?

Why did I let you be the one?
Because I was in love with you.

Pangs of jealousy
Twinges of regret
Pulsing anger running red through my veins

The distant look in the eyes
The ache of the heart so heavy
It could sink out of one's chest

Like a punch in the gut
The news always is
The truth of the matter
What one never wants to hear...

It is not truth which sets us free
Handling the truth is key

It's another cheesy thing
There's been a lot of those
And all of them
They've been about you

I wonder if you still love me
Like I love you
Though it's different
I'm still trying to think it through

Do you think about me
As much as I think about you?
Day in and day out
I'm still trying to think it through

Best friends until the end
That, I know is true
Both of us said forever
And forever...I meant

Don't forget
The words I've said

Best friends until the end
You're stuck with me
And I'm stuck with you
I'm still trying to think it through

I know I'm not ready
I'm not ready for you to be out of my life
That...will never happen

Always on my mind
That's where you'll be
The one that got away
The one I can never have

I say with a smile on my face
Best friends until the end
That's what will be
I will love you always, my friend


My friend.